A/N: This is my first attempt at a Fan Fiction. I want to apologize before hand for any gramatical errors and spelling mistakes. Please, please, please *is on knees begging* review. If nobody likes this i won't continue. I'll post chapter one soon... like, after i'm done with this one. :D so please tell me what you think. be honest. thanx. love you lots.
~Ray~
You. Only You. Forever.
Preface
I've known Edward Cullen ever since I can remember. But knowing who he is and knowing him were two totally different things. Almost every girl within a ten mile radius knows who Edward is but I, beside his own family, am the only one who truly knows him. To most people, Edward is just physical, something absolutely stunningly beautiful. To me, Edward is the kindest, sweetest, most thoughtful, gentleman ever to walk the earth. He is astonishingly gorgeous, with his shiny bronze hair, intense topaz eyes, and marble white skin, Edward is perfect. But I've grown accustomed to staring into topaz and being enveloped in marble and bronze. I would never be unaffected by his perfection, but I refused to let him know this. Edward is my best friend in all respective purposes; I told him everything and am practically surgically attached to his hip. We have always been together, usually accompanied by his four 'siblings', Alice, who is my girl best friend, her boyfriend Jasper, Rosalie, the most beautiful of all blonde girls to ever grace this planet with her presence, and her boyfriend Emmett, the hugest guy to ever live, he put body builders to shame, to me and everyone who knows him well, he is just a giant teddy bear with a good heart. Carlisle and Esme are Edward's adoptive parents. The whole family is as sweet and caring as they could be, I practically live at the Cullen mansion, between Alice's shopping trips and Edward's secret meadow visits, I barely found the time to go home and cook dinner for my father Charlie before he got home from work. But knowing the Cullens as I do comes with responsibility. The Cullens have a secret and I would rather die than reveal that secret to anyone; but I would also die to become part of their secret. The Cullens are vampires.