Quinn didn't know when she started to resent nearly everything in her life. It could have started with living in an ignorant household that if something didn't fit such as rock music it was considered evil and invented by the devil to destroy teenager's innocence. She was always told to keep up the perfect daughter charade and to keep that up she had to diet, get a nose job and join respectable clubs, but Quinn wasn't the perfect daughter to her parents sure she seemed it to outside families. Why you may ask because Quinn grew a penis every month for 4- 5 days every month. The minute Judy told Russell about Quinn's extra appendage he was adamant it be removed right away but the doctors couldn't; because the extra appendage that grew was part of her menstrual cycle, removing it could do untold damage to her body while she was still going through puberty. So instead of father- daughter days out to the park or beach she had to learn tucking techniques. This helped in the resentment towards her parents.

Next was her social life which consisted only of the glee club and half of which she didn't talk to. The rest that she did was mostly made up of the boys. The boys she did talk to; she mostly only knew because they dated, Finn Hudson was meant to be her first everything after all he did seek her out to become his girlfriend after she made the change to Quinn resident HBIC of McKinley. Second was Noah Puckerman which wasn't really dating or a romance because they just slept together that one time which is all it takes to make one baby. She wouldn't of minding but she got no pleasure out of the whole experience except for holding her daughter for the first time before being snatched away and given to someone else. Thirdly was Sam Evans he was smarter than Finn and gentler than Puck and yet she had to go and run back to the bean stalk who dumped her on her ass after finishing with such a sweet guy that treated her right only to be dumped for some show choir obsessed dwarf. All of this helped with her resentment towards the guys in her life that made up her social life.

Last but not least was the thing that she resented the most which was; herself. She thought she caused everything that went wrong in her life. Getting pregnant, losing love, loneliness and friendless. She had, had enough; she wanted, no, needed change so she went through everything from clothes, to make-up, to jewellery, to hair until she found something that actually felt like her. When she pulled the top down over her body and finally looked in the mirror she knew this was the new and improved Quinn Fabray. The girl who was staring back at her now in the reflection of her bedroom mirror was not Quinn Fabray president of the celibacy club or Cherrios captain or even mother, no, this was Q Fabray that held a smirk to anyone that looked. With her pink hair, black boots, black skinny jeans, black bracelet and neck chocker and a top with a long cross necklace that would make her priest want to throw holy water on her. She finished off the finishing touches of her eyeliner and smoothed out her clothes and left for her first day back at school as Q Fabray.

The looks and stares and also finger pointing was flattering to say the least. Karofsky and Azimio who were dishing out first day back slushies took one look in her direction and backed off straight away afraid of the new power that came with her attire. She did hear the splash that came from the direction of her locker and glanced to see Frankenteen and Man-hands already dripping purple slushy on the freshly cleaned floors of the corridors. As she got closer to her own locker to get her books she past the duo but stopped next to Rachel who already looked shocked enough after seeing Quinn's new look rendering her speechless. Quinn took her index finger and swiped it across Rachel's cheek before bringing it back to her mouth and licking it clean.

"Grape, my favourite" she husked and sauntered off leaving a blushing midget in her midst

The first day back dragged to say the least and dragged even longer when she started to get hounded by the glee club because she quit. She was in Spanish which she shared with a couple of glee members when Mr Schue decided to let them know when practice was starting again, so she told him she quit which he couldn't really go into why she did because he had a class to teach but left it for the glee club to figure out for themselves. That reason alone is why she is now at a lunch table on her own with the whole club towering over her. She didn't stop eating or even look or them or talk to them she knew why they were there but she was now Q and Q was hungry so you either shut up until she finishes or get a bass guitar rammed down your throat. She always hated Sue's diets she nearly forgotten how good real food could taste.

She heard one of them take a deep breath to say something but was clouded over by the bell. She grabbed her plate and threw it in the trash and made her way to class. When last class of the day finished she left the room and walked towards her locker. She was nearly there when she felt the shifting in her lower abdomen. The pain ripped through her body like fire in a forest. She leant on top of the wall and gasped as she felt it scratch up against her jeans. She needed to get out of those skinny jeans fast, how she could be so stupid to forget that time of the month she'd never know.

She couldn't take off her jeans in the middle of the corridor to free her rock hard appendage and couldn't walk to the nearest which was on the first floor as the second was broke. If she even chanced to walk to the bathroom now, everyone that was filling out into corridors would see little Quinnie's not so little friend as they walked out to go home. She ran into the closest thing she could call privacy at that moment which was the janitors closet. As she went in she didn't see the person that was watching her the whole time, waiting to make a move to talk to the pink haired raven.

When Quinn went into the closet she couldn't see a thing, when she reached for the switch she found the bulb was gone which left her in darkness. She pulled down her black skinny jeans and black boy shorts to leave her cock spring to life. She knew there would only be one way to get rid of it so she wrapped her hand around her shaft and started to move it up and down. She didn't try to stifle her moans because she always heard moans coming from the janitor's closet and no one ever battered an eye lid. She flicked her thumb at the top of her shaft earning herself a loud moan. Her hand stopped straight away when she heard the door open and close again. She was too terrified to turn around and check to see if that person had stepped in or just opened and closed the door.

"Quinn?" Rachel whispered

She knew now she wasn't alone now and thankfully she had her back to the midget but had her pants around her ankles.

"What do ya want Berry? Quinn hissed turning her head slightly

She could hear Rachel shift around from behind her "I...Just...Ah...Emm"

"Just spit it out!" Quinn snapped as she pulled her pants up slowly, trying not to make a noise to alert Rachel to what she was doing

"I came to talk to you about glee club" Rachel said confidently while trying to get a look at what the punk rocker was doing only to find herself shielded by darkness

"I quit get over yet"

"No Quinn, you can't come back and quit glee just because you decided to dye your hair and change your clothes, we were there for you when you needed people to be there for you and now you want to throw it all away" Rachel retorted

"I know you wouldn't understand Rachel, I have better things going for me"

"Such as" Rachel quipped

"I'm in a band we play at the Lima Bend every Saturday and if I stick with them I might have a shot at getting out of this town"

"Don't you see Quinn you have a shot of getting out of this town as well with glee and you're smart you have grades good enough to get you a scholarship to some college outside of Ohio"

"See I knew you wouldn't understand and I'm not having this conversation with you in a janitor's closet or ever so leave"

Rachel scowled at her even though she couldn't see it "That reminds me why did you come in here Quinn, are you waiting for someone or something?"

"Yeah I am so, go, now!"

"But that still doesn't explain why I heard you know moaning and I can't see anyone else in here so it obviously came from you and you had your pants down when I came in, so wait Quinn were you mastur-"

"Don't even say it! Now listen Rachel because I don't want to get rough with you go now" Quinn directed finally coming out of the darkness and pointing her head toward the door to signal Rachel to leave

"If that's the way you want it, fine" Rachel huffed and reached for the door handle and tried to pull down only to find it stuck.

"Emm...Quinn?" Rachel said in a low voice

"Jesus what do you want now Rachel?"

"The door is stuck" Rachel said feeling embarrassed as her diva storm out was intercepted by a stuck door

"Let me try" Quinn instructed pushing Rachel out of the way to jiggle at the handle and when that didn't work she started kicking and hitting the door, Rachel joined in and the two stopped when they realised no one was coming. Every student and teacher was gone home and Mr Kidney the janitor was deaf and rarely came to the closet after being kicked out by students occupying in.

"Great, just great" Quinn huffed, letting her head fall back and hit the door with a thump

"Wait do you have your phone with you?" Quinn asked feeling brilliant after thinking about the idea

"No I stopped bringing it to school after Santa-"

"I asked if you had your phone not for your life story"

The two let out a sigh and plopped back down, Rachel on the paint van and Quinn with her back pressed against the door. Quinn was thankful that at least her boner was gone and made a mental note for the future when she was stuck with a boner talk to Rachel.

"What about you, do you have yours?" Rachel quizzed

"Why would I ask you for your phone if I had mine" Quinn gritted

Rachel squeaked a little "Okay I only asked"

"Yeah you're right I'm sorry"

"Really" Rachel grinned

Quinn laughed right at her "No"

"You turned into a bigger bitch over the summer do you know that?" Rachel confessed and Quinn looked a little taken back after being on the end of Rachel first curse? Word

She just laughed it off instead

"What changed Quinn, what happened to make you like this?" Rachel spoke after a moment of silence; Quinn knew that if she didn't answer them now and get them out of the way Rachel would just keep repeating herself for however long they were going to be stuck in there

"Everything and nothing" Quinn sighed

"Will you come back to glee please we need you" Rachel pleaded

"No Rachel"

"Why" Rachel whined

"Because you don't need me you just need enough members to compete and since Sam left and Zises might be to, your trying to salvage any bit of the club you can now and I don't want that Rachel, I don't want to be just a number to make up a choir I want to actually be needed and wanted and give my part to something not to just sing a chorus and sway in the background to make you and Finn look good and I have that in orange side, I'm wanted I'm lead singer and it feels amazing and it actually gets out all that frustration and aggression that has been waiting to be released" Quinn confessed and looked back down at the floor only looking up again when she heard Rachel laughing

"What?" she snapped

"Orange side, that's not much of a band name"

"I didn't come up with the name so I wouldn't know I just joined"

"That is exactly what you did in glee"

"No I joined and made you look good; I joined orange side and became lead singer making each other look good not just one or two people"

Rachel stayed quiet for another while not knowing how to reply to the girl

"But that doesn't explain why you look so punk"

"If you're going to play the part you got to look it I thought you Rachel berry of all people would know that" Quinn smirked

They fell into a silence again with Rachel glancing at the watch on her hand nearly every minute and played 20 questions when they got even border. Quinn found out she could actually have a conversation with the brunette without trying to strangle her and Rachel found out Quinn wasn't an emotionless person.

Rachel checked her watch again thankful for the built in light, the light hit off a bulb in Rachel's head and came out before she had a chance to stop it

"Quinn?"

"Yeah"

"You know early when I came in here and you where here" Quinn blushed at the memory of her jacking off

"Uhh yeah"

"Why did you have your pants down, I mean, I know it's healthy for teenagers to masturbate even I-I mean couldn't you control yourself until you went home to the privacy of your own room"

If Rachel only knew Quinn thought

"I don't really have an answer to that question Rachel" Quinn lied

"Okay"

The rest of the time was spent with hard hitting questions which both girls felt comfortable sharing with each other which was strange for mortal enemies. Quinn found out Rachel and Finn's relationship had headed south and was now a few spaces away from the iceberg. Rachel learned that Quinn could play the guitar and that there were five members in the band including Quinn. Rachel took one last look at her watch seeing as it was half 10. She yawned and tried to stretch noticing that wasn't a good idea when some dirty rags fell down on her.

"Tired?" Quinn questioned seeing Rachel stifle yet another yawn

"Yeah"

"We'll I guess we're not getting out of here until tomorrow so we might as well set up for bed"

"Ok" Rachel agreed

Quinn got up and her legs felt like jelly she searched the shelves and found some rags. She laid some down on the floor and folded some into doubles to make as pillows. She lay down and pulled the other rag over her and looked up to see Rachel still hadn't moved from the paint tin.

"I thought you were tired?"

"I am it's just those rags are dirty"

"We'll it isn't like we have a selection Berry" Quinn chuckled and Rachel only huffed

"Those rags aren't going to keep use warm and were lying on the floor which is even colder who knows what types of flu or diseases we're opening ourselves up to" Quinn was starting to get sick of Rachel's ranting and whining pretty fast

"Rachel seriously just stop, this is all we have we'll heat up soon when were covered no hurry up and get under" Quinn sighed and turned back to face the wall as Rachel pulled the covers over herself.

"Night Quinn"

"Night Rachel" Quinn murmured back

Quinn was still very uncomfortable with her jeans so she made sure Rachel was asleep by leaning over to listen to her breathing. She pulled the zipper but that didn't relieve much pressure and it started to hurt from how tightly it was being held in place by jeans. She popped the button and gently pushed it down to her knees. During the night they both twisted and turned which was a possible explanation as to why when Rachel woke up Quinn's arm was wrapped around her stomach and was pulled into the taller girl. When she pulled her own arm up to check her watch she saw it was 10 to 8 school would be starting soon. When she put her arm back down she felt it. She touched it again and took her hand away again like lightning when she heard a moan come from Quinn's mouth.

As she lay back down to wait for Quinn to wake up she could feel the bulge pocking her in the ass. She put her hand back to move it so she could get comfortable but that was not a good idea when a loud moan ripped from Quinn's throat making Rachel push further away from her. The stirring itself caused the ex blonde to wake up and blink rapidly to try to take in her surroundings, in front of her was a very shocked looking Rachel before she could open her mouth to say anything the door opened and the both jumped up, Quinn pulling her jeans as she did so.

The two bolted from the room nearly knocking over Mr Kidney. The duo ran to the entrance as best as they could because their legs were like noodles. When they finally reached the doors the pushed them open taking in a deep breath of fresh air. As they gulped down air they saw students who were now entering the school give them weird looks.

"I don't know about you but I am going home, come on I'll drive you" Quinn yawned walking towards the parking lot not giving Rachel a chance to object.

The drive back was so tension filled you could caught it with a chainsaw. Quinn put on the radio of course Touch it was to fill the car of music making both girls blush profusely so Quinn just turned the radio back off. Quinn knew were Rachel had lived because she used to always tag along with the jocks as they went out egging on Halloween night and since her boyfriend at the time was the quarterback she had a title to keep up. Rachel's dads were home rarely which was why Lima police department was not searching for her, they were either on business trips or work or holidays with LGBT cruises.

Before she could stop herself she asking the driver to join her in home insisting she could shower and rest at her house and rest in a warm house. Quinn just nodded and took the offer without thinking about it. She locked up the car and walked up to Rachel's house with the tiny brunette.

Rachel let her go first and when she stepped inside Rachel ushered her up the stairs. She shuffled awkwardly on her feet in Rachel's room as the diva looked in drawers. She handed Quinn some sweats a baggy t-shirt and a towel and pointed towards the bathroom. The minute the warm water hit her skin she was in heaven she used some of Rachel's shower gels and shampoo strawberry scented. She dried herself off with the towel and put on the sweats which only came up half of her legs while the baggy t-shirt fit better. She stepped out into the room to find Rachel had plugged in the hair dryer for her and left breakfast on a tray for her. As she sat down on the bed to eat Rachel joined her back in the room wearing sweats and a wife beater.

The brunette sat next to her on the bed and stole some fruit from the bowl and laughed when Quinn would growl when her hand went back to get another piece. Quinn put the tray on the floor after eating and dried her hair not bothering to come it seeing as she would end up with bed hair anyway. When she turned back to the bed Rachel was already under the covers and was facing away but turned back when she felt the bed dip with Quinn's weight.

"Quinn"

"Yeah" she replied

"Come back to glee please"

"I don't know Rachel"

Rachel huffed she wasn't going to let Quinn get away from the club sure she didn't have a voice like Rachel's but it was still sounded nice and Rachel would shoot a cow before she would let herself lose another nationals title before she graduated.

"Please Quinn" She thought how to make the other girl agree "I can make it worth your while" she draped her leg over Quinn's and pushed her thigh up to rub against Quinn's centre causing her a delicious friction and turned her face into the pillow to try to stifle a moan.

Rachel took her thigh away and smirked

"What do you say Quinn?"

"O-ok" she replied

Rachel grinned and turned back around to get comfortable again.