A/N: My first fan fic so hope you like it :)
It's going, very slowly, but bit by bit the silver cord that liked Adam and I together is disappearing. I couldn't say that I don't love him anymore because I do; I love him with all my heart just not in the same way anymore. I love Adam as if he was my brother not my soul mate.
He feels the same way too; I can see it in his eyes as much as I'm sure he can see it in mine. When we kiss we both feel that the sparks aren't there anymore. I have noticed something else as well, the way Adam looks at Diana. It's the way he used to look at me and me him. He thinks I don't notice but it is obvious he is still in love with her.
A few months ago this would have hurt, but now I just don't seem to be reacting with those feelings. I do not react because I look at someone else like that too, someone that isn't Adam.
I look at Nick like that; I am in love with Nick as much as I was in love with Adam, maybe more. I think about him every waking moment of the day, even dream about him sometimes. It pains me to look at his expression when he sees me with Adam. I can't say anything though because I ruined our chance to be together long ago. I chose Adam over him and I'm sure he hates me for it. I hate me for it, for breaking his heart and causing him so much pain. But just sometimes I wish he knew how I felt now.