"Stars"
How did we ever go this far?
You touch my hand and start the car
And for the first time in my life
I'm crying.
As I look into his eyes, I know it's right, no matter what they say. I know, I love him.
Are we in space? Do we belong
Someplace where no one calls it wrong
And like the stars we burn away
The miles.
I've loved him since I first saw him, that sweet confused child. So innocent despite his rather large size. I saw him, sitting beneath the sorting hat, scared and alone. All the other children strayed from him, he was so large for his size.
How did we ever get this far?
It shouldn't have to be this hard.
The first time he was in my class, I called on him, sigh, he was so frightened, he stuttered, that obnoxious Riddle boy laughed at him. I couldn't give him detention, it'd show favoratism, and THAT I could NOT afford. I asked him to stay after class that day, and that's when it all started...
Now for the first time in my life
I'm flying.
I shouldn't have, I shouldn't have touched his cheek as the tears came strolling down. I shouldn't have, cradled him in my arms, as his body shook with sobs, I shouldn't have kissed the tears from his eyes. After that night, he'd sneak to my chambers on almost a nightly basis. We told everyone I was tutoring him, and indeed I DID tutor him, although I admit, we didn't study much.
Are we in love? Do we deserve
To bear the shame of this whole world?
It's not wrong, Is it? I live him! And he loves ME! So what I'm older? So what he was my student, it's been years now since he was expelled. I fought SO hard to let him stay, I didn't want to lose my Burley Angel.
And like the night we camouflage
Denial.
Now, I look back on that day, and I don't regret it, I don't regret a single tear, a single caress. He's so much larger than me now, but, I love him all the same. He grew into such a great man, but I, I became Head Master. It's so hard to conceal our love now.
How did we ever go this far?
You touch my hand and start the car
And for the first time in my life
I'm crying
I can't stand to see him pain, they sent him to Azkaban not too long ago, those Bastards! I lost him then, I fought so hard to get him back. And then...that dear boy, Harry and his friends, they proved my love's innocence. I was greatly gratified, he came to my room the night he returned, I was waiting for him. Sitting at my desk, pretending to work, every time I heard the doors open, I looked up, hoping to glimpse my Burley Angel. We retired to my room, he held me in his large arms, I kissed his neck, his arms, his chest, I wanted to explore every inch of his luscious flesh. He took me that night, and it was bliss, every time before, I'd taken him, he was so innocent, so gentle. If only they knew how sweet he truly was.
Are we in love? Do we deserve
To bear the shame of this whole world
I can't deny my love for him anymore. I'm sure some of the teachers know, Snape does I'm sure. And the children surely notice the way my eyes light up at the mere sight of him! sigh i love him, and no one's EVER going to take him from me!
And like the night we camouflage
Denial.
