"I never thought I'd change my opinion again but you move me in a way that I've never know. You moved me in a way that I never know." Shake me break me, Savage garden
the mark of your soft lips still lies on mine.
I don't know what I feel about you Shion, am I in love?.
Am I denying ever thing?. I feel like I'm drowning in a sea of confusion, this is madness.
I search every night for that one open window but all are closed, where are you?.
I feel Shion's fair hot hand, burn the side of my ice cold neck. I know I am afraid of loving Shion, I never thought the boy who saved my life when I was child would be the person I lost.
I'm afraid, afraid that he may have fallen for someone else. Or even worse. . .I don't want to think about that. NO. He can't be. . . Dead. Can he?.
Every thing was my fault, I would have never lost him, I would have never let him slip out of hands if I hadn't left that day.
I was jealous of Safu part of me wanted to get ride of her because of the horrifying dreadful thought of letting her get close to Shion, I wanted to be the only one close to him. . . no body else. . .just Shion and I.
. . . . . . . . . . . . . . .I'm such an idiot, and idiot for falling in love with him.. . . . . but I loved being that idiot.
. . .I'm going to find you Shion, no madder lies ahead. I will find you, just. . . don't give up on me.
I . . . have fallen.
Ok, so um I wrote this because I loved No.6 and no one have every really written anything in the Seme's prospective it has always be the Uke of just third person. I'm not very skilled at writing in first person because I haven't really practiced first person in a while.
If people actually like this and are curious to find out what happens I think I'll continue this so comment favorite or follow if you want more. If not I'll just leave it like this as Nezumi's journal or something xD