Disclaimer: I am not the owner of Loveless
This is my first fan fiction so tell me what you think. This is just a short look at Kio and Soubi's relationship.
Would he ever understand my pain? The pain I hide behind fake smiles and laughter.
"Kio." My name rolling off his tongue brought me out of my dark thoughts. "What is it Sou-chan?" I answered plastering a big smile on my face.
I unwrapped another sucker from my pocket and stuck it in my mouth. "Don't you have to go to work?" Soubi asked looking up from the butterfly he was painting. "What? Oh yeah work." I popped up from my reclined position on the couch and began to gather my stuff to leave.
"Ritsuka will like this one." I heard Soubi say and the sucker soured in my mouth as I was about to walk out the door. His words caused me a stab of pain.
"Hey Sou-chan want to hang out again tomorrow?" I asked. "Can't I'm going to meet Ritsuka and give him this painting" he said causing me another stab of pain. I smiled and took the sucker out of my mouth. "Are you sure?" I said in a you-don't-know-what-your-missing voice."Maybe I'll come by after." He said without looking up. I struggled not to be hurt by the careless way he said it.
"Sure, see you then." I said waving my fingers in a goodbye gesture. When would he see the pain that just being friends with him caused me. I'm not joking when I say I want to be with him. Will he always be this blind to my barely veiled pain? With these thoughts as company I quietly walked to work.