This is a one-shot, so if some one asks for more they will have to give me an idea. This was an irratating plot bunny. It's been in my head for days.
Why did you shoot him, they asked me. I told them the truth.
I told them.
It should be me she thinks about.
I should be the one she dreams about, while she's in my arms.
When I kiss her, her eyes close and she thinks about him.
When I hold her, her eyes close and she pretends I'm him.
I wish she could, feel about me the way she feels about him.
The four of us nearly died, on our last mission.
She missed him, more than me.
She hugged, and smilied at him first.
I wish she would miss me.
At night its his name she cries out at her climax.
I ignore it to lessen the pain.
I love her. I cannot leave her.
When she dreams it's his name she says.
It's never Rodney, Elizabeth thinks about, it's always John.