I
looked out across the night,
Wishing
things had gone another way.
Hoping
beyond hope,
That
I'd be forgiven someday.
To kill my own brother,
But
what else could I do?
Still,
so much for someone,
That I hardly knew.
What
would have happened,
If
things had gone another way?
Would
I still be here now,
Safe
for one more day?
Or would I be on the run?
Have
nowhere to go,
No
family, no friends,
Always
on my own?
Here
there is someone,
Who
knows but won't betray,
About
my deepest secret,
About
my darkest day.
And now I'm finally,
Safe among friends,
Just hoping that this,
Is where it all ends.
And I look out across the night,
Knowing it had to go this way,
But still hoping beyond hope,
That I'll be forgiven someday.