You know he will be gone in the morning your just a night of passion just a night to fulfil his fansties.
You know when he returns to his wife he will push you to the back of his mind like some meaningless memory.
You know you'll spend the whole day drinking yourself into complete emotional numbness.
You know you will play songs that remind you of him and wear that blue t shirt that he left at yours one night in a hurry.
You know you'll pretend it doesn't burn you up inside you know the words of his of empty promises will run through your mind.
You know the next time he turns up at yours you'll let him just to go through the agony like a thousand times before .
You know it's wrong you know it's slowly destroying you both you know neither of you will ever let the other one go.
You know all these things but you really wish you didn't.