Authors Note:

I do not own Twilight or any of it's canon characters or the plots in the books/movies. I wish I owned Jacob, sadly, I don't.

I do own my original character, who yes, is a 'sister sue'. But trust me, she's far from a Mary Sue. I hope that admission won't stop you guys from at least reading the story and giving it a chance.

The story starts in Breaking Dawn, however, there might be flashbacks and memories filling in gaps for my characters 'twilight experience' as needed. Those will be in italics.

Rating:

T/M for eventual sex, graphic violence and swearing.

OOC Warnings:

!LessAnnoying Bella

!Less Selfish Bella

!Angry Jacob

!Sexy Jacob

others to come eventually*

Changes Made To Series:

Jacob will not imprint Renesmee. Sorry, I just didn't think that made for a good story. And I happen to adore Jacob.

Bella and Jacob were only ever friends. Jacob imprinted on Yvette during New Moon/Eclipse, which I've mashed together in the 'flashbacks' and memories when needed during the story.

The Volturi will most likely go after Renesmee, but there will be a person from Yvette's distant past who returns to go after her. He is a vampire also. He's a rogue, a left over from Victoria's army of newborns. Jacob will protect Yvette.

Instead of the pack splitting into two rival packs, they remain one big pack.

The story will be werewolf / original character centric, it's mostly about their relationship with each other. Seeing as I'm personally not that fond of the vampires, yeah, it's gonna focus mostly on Jacob and my oc.

This is an introduction I came up with to sort of introduce my character, Yvette and set the tone for the beginning of the story.

Mistakes

We're all imperfect, we all make mistakes. And when I was probably 16, I made the worst one of my life. I didn't think it was a mistake at the time, hell, I honestly remember being scared shitless by the fact that I loved someone that much. What I didn't realize then, was that this problem, this mistake was the result of a pre existing fear that I didn't even realize I actually had.

Love as an emotion terrifies me.I know that now, but I suppose I should explain why.. My mom and my dad didn't have some picture perfect love story. My mom came into Charlie's life after Renee and Bella had just left, and he was devestated. Unfortunately, that didn't stop my mom from fooling herself into thinking that she could live without him being able to love her back.

And for a while, she actually thought it might work. But then she realized that she was only hurting herself, and making Charlie feel bad because he just couldn't love her then.

I mean he did love her, he just didn't realize it then. It took her leaving town with the man she THOUGHT was my father, Peter, to make him eventually see it. Meanwhile, my mom discovered she was pregnant with me and that there was no way possible that Peter was my biological father.

And she knew or thought she knew at least that Charlie wasn't an option, what she really wanted wasn't an option, so again, she lied to herself and unfortunately, she lied to Peter also, letting him think he was my father. She let herself be content with Peter, with our so called family.

But that all changed when I was in about 8th grade, and my mom had a car accident, I got hurt and they thought I might need surgery to save me. Then the truth came out and Peter couldn't deal. He walked away from my mom and it devestated her. And for a few months after that, she was at a loss as to what to do.

Meanwhile, Charlie reached out, wanted to get to know me. So she sent me for the summer. We moved to Forks before my 9th grade year, so I could be close to my dad and he could be a part of my they sort of formed a friendship. And from that friendship came the realization that they did love one another, and that maybe things could work out this time.

I tell you all of this, because it's a big reason why I was so afraid to accept my feelings and express them accordingly. And it's also what caused me to turn my back on the guy in question because I didn't understand something he told me.I didn't want him to be forced to be with me, I wanted him to have the chance to make up his own mind, love who he wanted to love. What I didn't realize was that he actually did love me, all along.

What I'm about to say, you'll never hear me say again, ever. I should have listened to Bella when she tried to help me. Instead, I pushed her and the guy in question, Jacob as far away from me as I could because I couldn't deal with the truth, I couldn't deal with my feelings, I was scared to death of them.

And that's exactly how I made the worst mistake of my life. A fact that's only recently come to light with me, because my best friend and former boyfriend Trent pointed it out.

So I've got this wedding invitation to my older half sister's wedding.. And parts of me are anxious to get back, fix the huge mess I made.

The other parts of me are afraid it's beyond too damn late. Either way, here goes nothing I suppose. If I can't fix this mistake, if I can't undo what I've managed to do, then I don't know what I'm gonna do.. Because I see now, I was an idiot.