A/N: Hi author here. I am a huge fan of Twilight. in fact I am a massive fan of Vampires! but i guess you can already tell seeing as i wrote so many vampire fan fictions. Anyway, in this Fan Fic, Bella has just broken up with Jacob and she goes to visit Edwards house. she dosent expect anyone to be there, but when she see's the sleek black car in the driveway she is over joyed. but how will she take it when she finds Edward refused to return with his family! Set in New Moon, the chapter when she breaks up with Jake! Enjoy!!!!
"Bella?" his voice a gentle melody on the breeze.
"Yes!" my voice a slightly rough as it blew out onto the wind.
"Will you, Isabella, Maria Swan become my wife?" the question caught me off guard, I froze solid.
"Bella, Bella are you ok?" his concern melted the ice that froze me.
"Yeah, I am…Wow…..Ummm…..Ok…." I started to laugh, a nervous laugh "Edward, Yes I will. Edward this is too good to be true!"
I watched as his lips formed the most perfect smile that could be made, as if his were angel lips that smiled at nearly every special thing that could and has been thought of.
"Then, my beautiful Bella, we shall be married and I pledge my eternal love to you!"
I woke to the sound of the rain tickling the window. I looked towards the antic rocking chair sitting beside my bed.
Of course he wasn't there, he hadn't been for about a year now. I sighed a sigh of pain. To think that everything happened so fast and at the same time so slow.
Next Day
Sunday
I walked to my bright red truck, a new paint job was in order. I drove to the one place that I had once found peace. The Cullen's house.
When I arrived I saw Carlisle's sleek black car in the drive-way. They were back.
"Carlisle, Alice, Esme, Jasper, Emmet, Rosalie, EDWARD!!!" I shouted each name out, the last gave me a painful tug but it was a tug of joy.
The door opened and out came first Carlisle, then Esme, Then Jasper and Rosalie and then Alice and Emmet. But no Edward.
My sudden joy turned to sudden depression. The numbness took over me once again. Six smiling faces looked at me before I sank to my knees.
Carlisle had pulled me to my feet soon enough. "Bella, are you all right?" he asked concerned. I couldn't answer straight. My mind was blurry, all I could think was 'He's not here, he is not here!'
Carlisle brought me into the house, sat me on the sofa and watched me, his family crowding round him.
"Bella, I'm sorry, I couldn't get in touch with him. I tried!" Carlisle's voice held a strong pity.
This was too much, the pain was excruciating. My insides churned. I felt a knifelike pain stabbing me in the stomach, leaving my legs weak. Thank lords I was sitting. I wanted out. I didn't want to be here.
I looked around wildly at the Cullens. They looked back at me with pity and concern in their eyes. I saw the piano on which Edward had first played my lullaby. How I missed seeing his fingers move over the keys without hesitation.
I got up off the couch and mumbled a quiet 'goodbye' before walking towards the door. "Bella, wait!" Alice's voice was simply an echo. I felt the numbness take over my legs and body, but it wouldn't sooth my heart. I felt as if my heart breaking a third time. I had thought that the worst was over, but now it was even more painful. Nothing mattered.
The Cullens watched me as I slowly walked out the door. I got to my truck and turned the key in the ignition. Even the sudden jolt of it starting didn't pull me out of my daze.
I drove away from Edwards home. I watched as it became smaller and smaller in my side view mirror.
I drove to where I had seen those La Push kids cliff jumping. I got out of my car, I walked towards the edge, each step a painful burn on my feet. I reached the edge and gazed around at my resting place. So this was where it came to, this was where it ends. I raised my arms slowly, chanting in my head 'Nothing Matters, Nothing Matters!'
I jumped. At least I thought I had. But something, no someone had grabbed me and placed my feet back on solid ground. His hands where cold. Or hers. "Bella!" that sounded like Alice, "Bella!" that sounded like Esme.
"Bella!" it was Carlisle's hands that held my waist, afraid I would try the same thing again.
I turned slowly towards him, tears stinging my eyes. I tried to find them, but my vision blurred. I saw no-more.