A/N: I was just thinking about my ex when I was writing this. Well, actually what it would like to have an ex who cheated on you or was mean to you but always tried to stay with you. So yea... Enjoy XD!
(P.S this is Amu writing a letter to Tadase because he was avoiding her.)
I think I want to hurt you. I don't want to stand by you and let you do as you please. I will hurt you, I will ruin your life and wait for you to call me what you've been dying to call since you meet me. A bitch. Please just call me that already, I know you want to, I see it in your eyes every time I look at you. No one can hide there true intentions in them. I see your hate for me in your face when I look at you. You have hated me from the first moment you met me, you want me gone, though you know that no matter how much you hate me on the inside, I will not disappear. I will just stay and wait for you to tell me to " get the hell out of" your life. That is the only time when I will leave. If you don't tell me to, then I will just stay here with you.
You damn fool, can't you see that I want you to tell me? I want you to yell at me, I want you to push me away phisically, NOT mentally. Just do it already! Shove me out of your life, because, if you don't then I'll just stand here waiting you to tell me to " Fuck off" and that's will be the only time I will leave your side, when you can tell me the truth. If you can not tell me the truth then I will only stay here with you and wait for you to throw me away. Though I know you have already thrown me out of your life mentally, you must do it phiscally, or I won't leave you.
I don't want to be in your life anymore! The only reason why you want me is because you have no one else to throw your shit at. You just want me there to stay because I stay even though you push your shitty life on me! You think your life is shit, but it's only a normal life, but, your dramatic. So you make everything much more dramatized. You just don't have a real life, other then messing around in mine. Can't you see that I want you OUT?! Throw me away already so that you will stop hurting me in my life. I want you to leave, but, because I still do love you, I can't tell you to leave me alone. All I CAN do is write this letter to tell you that, I know you hate me. I know you want me gone. The only reason why you haven't thrown me away yet is because you don't have anyone else to complain to. But please. Just let me be, I wish to be away from you. I don't want to see your face, it hurts far to much when I do.
I know she may sound OOC, but this is what came to mind so yea. I was just writing it, and this is my first fic so be nice please.
Review... Please?