Disclaimer: I don't own the characters of Degrassi……but a girl can dream

Ok, this fanfic is mainly about Emma. Something happens to her, and this is about how she deals with it. Some info that you'll need to know is that emma and chris are dating (for now) and sean and ellie are dating. This takes place after 'anywhere I lay my head,' but before 'time stands still'.

It started out like every other party Emma and Chris had come to together. They were laughing and dancing and having an awesome time. "This party is great Chris!" Emma exclaimed.

"Yeah, I know! But do you maybe want to go upstairs where it's a little less noisy?" Chris questioned.

Emma hesitated before she answered. She had a pretty good guess at why chris wanted to go upstairs. And she wasn't ready. "but this is chris I'm talking about. Not some random guy. He won't do anything I don't want to do. I trust him." Em thought to herself.

"um, sure, I guess" she answered reluctantly.

They walked up the stairs and chris walked into one of the bedrooms and emma followed. He then sat down on the bed, and emma did the same.

"so, why did you want to come up here?" emma asked.

"I just wanted to be alone with my girl" he responded.

"oh, well maybe we should head back down" Emma said.

"why? We just got up here. Lets stay awhile" he stated while scooting closer to her.

" Well I do need to go home soon" Emma said.

"Em, it's only nine" Chris said.

"really? It's still that early?" she was starting to get nervous.

"is there something wrong?" Chris questioned.

"um, no. im just tired. That's all" she said

chris put his arm around her. "well let me help you wake up". He leaned into kiss her but she stood up. "what are you doing?"

emma quickly thought of an excuse. "I think I was supposed to watch jack tonight"

"your mom said she was going over to joeys"

"are you sure?" she knew it was true, but she was just trying to stall

"yes, im sure. Now where were we?" he got emma sitting on the bed next to him again and they started to make out. But after a minute Emma pulled back. "now whats wrong?!" Chris forcefully asked.

"Chris, this isn't right" she stated

"whats not right" not understanding

"you…and me…up here…alone" she said slowly

"come on em, nothings going to go wrong" he assured her.

"listen chris, im not ready" she said quietly

chris looked a little shocked "why not?! I love you and you love me right?!"

"yeah, I guess. But that doesn't mean-" she got cut off by chris

"then what are you waiting for?!" he said, pushing her down on the bed.

"chris! Whatare you doing?!stop!" she exclaimed

chris started to whisper in her ear "em, you know you want me. Why else would you have agreed to come up here with me in the first place?"

"just let me up chris! It was a mistake!" she said trying to hold back tears

chris didn't let her up. "all we're going to do is have a little fun!"

"no! chris! Please! Stop!" emma begged. But it was no use

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emma was walking home later that night crying. "how could I have been so stupid?! Going upstairs with him?!but I thought chris was different! But I was wrong!" emma thought to herself. She kept walking and when she was passing seans house she noticed tnat sean jay and alex were all outside. "great, just what I need is to be made fun of by them. Maybe they wont see me….oh who am I kidding? One of them will."

Jay was the first one to see her, and when he noticed she was crying, he decided to use it against her. "aw, miss save the world is crying" he said sarcasticly.

"can you just leave me alone, just this once?" emma said desperately

"na, I don't think I will. So what happened? Did a tree die?"

"yeah jay, that's it. A tree. I mean my world revolves around the environment right? So what else could have possibly happened?" she said looking at him, and it sounded like she had no life left in her

jay sean and alex all looked at her surprised at hat she had just said because emma never took shit from them. Emma just kept walking, and when she finally got to her house, she quietly climbed through her window, so her parents wouldn't wake up, and layed in her bed and cried her self to sleep.

That's the end of chapter one. I'll try to have chapter two up tomorrow night. And I'm sorry if chris was wayyy out of character. I just needed something big to happen to emma.