Hello readers! Thanks so much for reading this. It is a oneshot of Tobias after Allegiant.
A single tear dropped down my face as I stared into the night sky in front of me. The hole in my chest grew wider and I curled up into a ball, rocking back and forth to keep the pain from destroying me. The tear was followed by another and my body trembled, filled with sobs of such agony that even the cruelest being in all the world would be filled with pity at the sight of me.
I almost laughed at the mental image I had of myself, Tobias Eaton, the dauntless prodigy with only four fears preparing to jump to his death. It was then that I finally succumbed to what I was feeling and what I was about to do. My entire body began to shake as I stepped toward the edge of the Ferris wheel. As I began to take my final breath I saw how much she had truly effected me. My life, my entire being had always been a shadow, only ever influenced by even darker shadows. When she came into my life I found myself blinded by the light that began to wrap up my entire being. I felt free of the past and ready to embrace the future.
One month ago, all of that was ripped away leaving me reeling and left to swim in an endless sea of sorrow and grief. Someone can only survive that much burden with someone to live for and I have no one. My entire reason for living is gone and now all I want to do is sink into the water and let my life be taken away as I drift into the calming lull of the waves. I was nothing without her, simply a shadow of a love long sense lost, the ashes of a fire that used to burn bright with passion. With that last thought, I stepped off the edge with with one word on my lips, Tris