AN: This is my first Twilight fic so I hope you guys give it a try. I don't own anything Twilight except the books and movie I bought.

Warnings: Slight torture and dark subject matter.

Prologue

There was a sense of horror so profound that he could only stare at her, feeling as if his entire existence was breaking apart, free falling into the depths of her beautiful brown eyes.

But the love, the humanity he usually saw in those eyes was absent, the warm color graced with a touch of ice and malice.

He trembled against the wall he huddled against, feeling his heart break all over again at his frail, useless hope. Always wishing, always hoping that this time it would be her.

"Why so sad, love?" Bella asked with a smirk as she glided closer, the sure grace and beauty of her scaring him even more. He shook his head, closing his eyes, but no matter how he tried to hide she was always there.

"I'll always be here, love." She said as if she was the mind reader. She kneeled before him, her hand lightly stroking his cheek.

"Please…please don't…" He whispered his voice cracking as he tried to move away from her, but both her grip on his chin and the wall stopped him.

"Don't what? You are mine Edward." Her fingers were cold, cruel shackles as he tried to turn his head away, but he was only forced to look into her eyes, the eyes that were slowly killing him.

"You're not…..you're not h-her….you can't be….." He mumbled over and over, trying desperately to convince himself.

She laughed, and she sounded so much like his Bella then that he looked at her with that stupid, pathetic hope again, only to be broken once more as she leaned into him, her lips brushing his as she spoke.

"You can keep hoping as much as you like, I'll always be your Bella." Her lips closed over his then, and his empty soul screamed for salvation, for the strength to save himself, but he could never hurt his Bella, and so he let her have him, because he would always be hers, no matter what form she came in.

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Alice could barely feel Jasper's arms around her as she wept, the vision hitting her full force.

His mouth opened as if to scream, but her mouth drowned it out. It was not a kiss of love or gentleness, but one of possession and ruthlessness. Her hands stroked roughly at his naked skin, the cruel glint in her brown eyes glowing as her mouth moved to his neck, sinking her teeth in, and marking him. He cried out then, his hands clenching briefly before pushing at her shoulders with no real force, because even as she violated him, he loved her, would let her destroy him if that made her happy.

"Bella…" He whispered, his breath hitching as she moved on him, and his eyes closed with reluctant pleasure.

"Edward." She purred, sitting up to look at her prize. "Look at you, it feels good doesn't it?"

He gasped softly, his face shameful as he turned his face away, but she forced him to look at her. "Doesn't it?" She hissed, squeezing until he cried out in pain at her newborn strength.

"B-bella please-"

"Answer me! If you want me to be happy, answer me!"

A sob burned his throat and he bit his lips harshly before speaking, his voice soft and broken.

"Y-yes."

She smiled. "Good. That's what I wanted to hear. The faces you make..." She paused as her eyes rolled back, the sight of his pain filled face intoxicating her, "Are sooo delicious."

She dug her nails into his chest and dragged them down, watching with rapt pleasure as his skin split, venom pooling under her fingers, a smile stretching her face as he cried out, straining beneath her.

"B-bella love, please.....why…?" He didn't seem able to get the question out as he panted both from pain and pleasure.

She leaned forward, her tongue flickering out of her mouth to trace his ear. "Why?"She said breathlessly, moving on him roughly, using so much force that his face contorted in agony.

"Because you deserve it." She whispered, right before she ripped his arm off.

Alice screamed then, and nothing Jasper or anyone else could do could break her out of her hysteria. And hours later, it was the sight of brown eyes, so different from the ones in the vision that calmed her.

"What is she doing to him?" Bella asked softly, her lips quivering so much that she had to bite them to still them.

Alice looked away, unwilling to tell her, but she had to know. They all had to know, so when they got Edward back….they could save him from himself.

"Alice, sweetie, please tell us. I-is he alright?" Esme asked from her place beside Carlisle who looked worried.

Staring at her family who looked back at her worriedly, she sighed, leaning back into Jasper's reassuring hold.

She told them slowly, forcing the vile words from her throat, till the end and Bella's scream of sheer rage sent shivers tingling all along her back and neck, and she knew without a doubt, that Bella would kill Isa without a shred of guilt.

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AN: So things are a bit confusing right now, but next chapter should clear a bit up, though not much. Please review.