AN~ This is just something I put together a couple months back, before volume 3 had started, I have no plans on continuing this, but I hope you enjoy~

I stepped into the cold, dark, snowy night, no one else was outside. There was no one watching me, for once in my life there wasn't anyone looking at me, hoping to see the warrior girl they loved.

The only time I could really leave our team's room was at night, after Ren has fallen asleep. He doesn't sleep much, but when he does, he doesn't wake up for a long time. Nora once screamed in his ear while he was asleep, but he didn't wake up. Knowing her screams, his ears should've been blasted.

The moon was beautifully shining in the sky, slowly scattering to pieces. I honestly have no idea how or why it does that, but I'm not complaining, it looks beautiful.

A week ago, me and my team had won our part in the Vytal festival. I was extremely proud of Jaune's fighting skills, they seem to have improved immensely. I must also admit that I had no idea what Nora's semblance was before that match, I'd always thought it'd be something a little less crazy. It does seem to fit her though and it seems to be very powerful, so once again, I'm not complaining.

I don't really get the right to complain, I could have anything I want, I could be anything I wanted to be just by snapping my fingers. I'm that famous. People simply adore me, want me on their side as if nothing else matters.

I however, do not want to be the world's most famous fighter, that would mean I'd be fighting other people. I want to become a huntress to help people save the world, not just for fame and fortune.

It was amazing how on that very first week at Beacon, nobody, except Weiss and the teachers, knew who I was. I could've had a new start, if I'd wanted one. There would have been no use in doing so, in the end, someone would've found out about me and outed me so the whole school would know.

I'm not entirely sure why I came outside in the first place. I had nothing to worry about, everything was going fine, so why would I need time alone?

I needed to think, apparently. I had no idea what of, but I felt the need to sit here, by the statue in front of Beacon, and be alone. I'm actually a very social person most times, so just being alone for no apparent reason was quite new to me.

Sometimes I like to go outside and think about the things worrying me and how I could solve them, but today I had no real reason to be here, I had no purpose.

I'd helped Jaune to become the hero he wanted to be. Nora and Ren, they were both happy, they'd always been happy. I've already achieved all I want to achieve, so what now? I'm not allowed to go hunt Grimm yet, I'm not a true huntress yet, I'm still a trainee. I can't just go out there and do whatever I want, even if I were fully capable of doing so.

People respect me, they know I'm good and I know it too, but they can't go around giving me special treatment because of that. That's something Weiss should learn too. We're not too different, me and her, both of us can have whatever we want, but neither of us really want that. We both want to be good, good enough to show people that we're not nothing, but there's always something standing in the way of that. We come across new struggles daily and we don't always know how to fix things. People have so much faith in us, always expecting that we know everything, but we don't. No one knows how to everything, that much power is too much for one to handle.

I don't try to be the best, I try to be good enough. I try my best to help others become the best they can be. I already am what I want to be, I have no plans for changing, even if someone were to want me to.