Imaginary
A/N: Dedicated to SEP who was my 100th reviewer on 'The Halls of the Blind'. She asked for a HP/SS angst or romance. So, here it is.
Disclaimer: I do not own HP or Evanescence. I'm just using them for my own sadistic pleasure.
No matter how much people tell you love is blind, they're lying to you. It isn't. You make yourself blind...
(Paper flowers
Paper flowers)
You choose not to see the bad things about someone you love. But if you do that, then who's to say it's love?
If it's love, shouldn't you be able to accept everything about that person? All of their imperfections? All of their quirks?
Or is that just some sort of idealism? Something to keep reality and cynicism from interfering in your lie?
Or can you really love one thing about someone, and hate something else without feeling the love from before? Without being able to love them for the thing you hate?
I linger in the door way
Of alarm clock screaming
Monsters calling my name
Let me stay
Where the wind will whisper to me
Where the raindrops as they're falling tell a story
Is that love making you blind, or are you just turning a blind eye?
Does it really matter? Everything has to break.
Everyone has to give in, give up, let life win.
In my field of paper flowers
And candy clouds of lullaby
I lie inside myself for hours
And watch my purple sky fly over me
Listen to me, I'm making no sense. I'm a boy in love. With my professor. Isn't that just wrong? But it feels so right.
I'm not sure he even sees me. Well, not the way I want him to.
Greasy git.
I wish he was my greasy git.
Don't say I'm out of touch
With this rampant chaos your reality
I know well what lies beyond my sleeping refuge
The nightmare I built my own world to escape
That's kind of why I'm here now.
That's why I'm standing at the door to his private chambers.
We just finished with our NEWTS yesterday. We leave in a week.
This is my last chance to tell him.
In my field of paper flowers
And candy clouds of lullaby
I lie inside myself for hours
And watch my purple sky fly over me
*I love you more than there are stars in the sky, more than there are grains of sand on the beaches, more than there are drops of water in the seas... how could you not love me?*
And he just looks at me. *It's not that simple.*
And I'm smiling. *I'm making it that simple.*
*Impertinent brat.*
Swallowed up in the sound of my screaming
Cannot cease for the fear of silent nights
Oh how I long for the deep sleep dreaming
The goddess of imaginary light
He tastes like mints and brandy.
One thing more... I just realized.
In my field of paper flowers
And candy clouds of lullaby
I lie inside myself for hours
And watch my purple sky fly over me
You're incomplete until you're in love, then you're finished.
(Paper flowers
Paper flowers)
Now I'm finished...
A/N: Hope you like this SEP... um... if not, just let me know... I can do something different... *hides*