Disclaimer: I don't own Yu-Gi-Oh!

Dedicated to Panda Doru aka Bi Panda

This is a short fanfiction it is not destined to have anymore done with it,
this is all there is enjoy

Thinking of you

Jou's Journal

I've been waking up alone over the past few mornings, for some reason

he leaves before I wake up. All I see is emptiness beside me instead

of his sexy body, I don't understand it but he's been acting this way

since that day. He makes sure I got breakfast in bed and it was

always warm, which at least made me think he still cares for me. I

called Yugi the other day to him how I was feeling about being left,

Yugi as always his cheerful self and looking at the bright side of

things told me not to worry. Bah what would Yugi know? He has his

Yami who never abandons him and dotes on Yugi every day. Anyway it

all started a few days back when I had a major craving for

strawberries, he got me a bowl of them and held out a canister of

squirty cream as I lightly sprinkled sugar on my fruit. At first I

sat at the table opposite him staring in to his blue eyes, to me they

seemed less cold than they used to be they appeared softer and more

gentle. As if I had been thawing out his soul which, was frozen for

years on end until he got with me. Ack I'm sounding big headed now

but those blue eyes of his are defiantly less cold. I ate my

strawberries and as a side thing I squirted cream on his nose, of

course I then had to lick to off. We ended up having a lot of fun by

putting the cream on various parts of our bodies. Ever since that day

he has left me alone in the mornings.

Seto's Journal

God I can't figure it out. Why am I being so horrible to him? I mean

I do love him after all, I just can't help feeling bad every time I

leave him alone in the morning. Damn mutt has really got to me I

have to make it up to him somehow. Wait I have the perfect idea and

he is at his apartment now, he said he wanted to spend time back at

home if I was going to leave alone all the time. It's understandable

I guess I have been treating him like shit but I can make up for it.

After all he is the only person who bothered to seek out my heart and

soul, he is the only one in this world who truly loves me.

The following day

Seto carried an item in each hand as he made his way carefully up the

slimy staircase of the apartment block, he grimaced in disgust at how

anyone could actually live here. Eventually he reached the door he

wanted and he kicked it viciously because his hands were full and

hidden behind his back.

The door opened to reveal a rather sleepy Jou who was wearing nothing

but a T-shirt and boxers; he stood there holding the door slightly

ajar blinking as he rubbed a finger under one of his brown

eyes. "Surprised to see ya here Seto".

The taller teen looked at the blonde his face cold and stone like,

Jou smiled at him those blue eyes didn't match the look

anymore. "Shut the fuck up mutt", Seto growled as he stared down at

him.

"It doesn't matter how you glare or insult me I will still love you",

Jou muttered sleepily it was then that he noticed Seto had his hands

behind his back. "What are you hiding behind you back"? The blonde's

curiosity piqued.

"Well I thought you might want..." Seto's face flushed with a red

hue as he brought his hands to the fore one hand holding a canister

of cream, while the other held strawberries. Seto smiled sheepishly

at Jou. Jou grinned up at his lover his own hands grabbing at the

brown haired teen's shirt to pull him in to the apartment as Jou

squealed excitedly, "Strawberries and cream".