Chapter One; The Feeling Of Something New.

"John, suck it up and get on stage!" Kennedy yelled. "They're waiting for us!"

I sighed and pushed myself up from the couch and walked slowly out of the dressing room. I didn't know why today was any different. Corin was never here, but knowing now that never will still be never, made me realize that no girl was going to put up with me and the band.

I want someone who could deal with everyday fans trying to get to us; someone who can put up with the guy's antics and someone who would want me for me. Someone who will understand and forgive the mistakes or the choices I make.

Someone who will be there for me.

Someone who will want me and not because I'm in a band.

I walked my way towards the stage, taking my place up front. I placed a forced smile on my face as I looked out at the crowd; everyone was excited, sporting bright smiles, on their faces.

"Come on John, it's the last show of tour. Then we go back to Arizona." Garrett said. I shook my head and looked at all the guys.

"Let's give them a show to remember!" Pat shouted pumping his fist in the air. I chuckled and turned back to the crowd.

"Are you guy's ready?!" I screamed as they began to play the song, You Left Me.

"So, are you going home for break Julie?" Morgan asked. I nodded as I opened the door to our apartment. It was located right on campus, so we didn't really a car, even though we had one anyways.

"Yeah, my mom has been bugging me to come back to Arizona." I answered throwing my books on the couch as Morgan went straight to the kitchen. I sighed and ran my hand through my brown hair as I let myself fall onto a chair. "Are you still coming up to Arizona, though?" I asked.

Morgan came out with a bag of chips and a can of soda in her hands. "Yea, but I'll be coming… three days after you arrive." She said thinking. I nodded my head and turned on the TV.

"I'm glad you're coming with me to boring Arizona." I mumbled.

"Arizona is not boring Julie." Morgan stated opening her bag of chips. "Remember, I went with you last summer and we had the time of our lives!"

I laughed, "We were drunk most of the summer."

"Ri-ght." Morgan retorted sarcastically. "But don't you have this feeling, like during this break, something is going to happen?" Morgan asked setting her can on the coffee table.

"No?"

"Oh." She muttered. "Well, I do."