Falling into nothing

by thehawksarrows

After New York, Clint is having a hard time sleeping and working at SHIELD, feeling that everyone he blaming him for the death of so many agents and Coulson. He falling more and more into nothing each passing day.

1. Nightmares

The room was dark and cold freezing cold in fact. There stood a long old mirror with bright blue eyes that glowed with bloods on his hands with a evil dark smiled pulled on his lips. Then blood dripped from his hand to the floor the showed other agent that were wearing SHIELD jackets. The man in the then jumped out the mirror and Clint shot up out of the deep sleep and grab his knife under his pillow, his heart racing and his eyes closed he was to scared to open them because he didn't know if he was himself or Under Loki's control again. He pulled the knife along his wrist to see if her was still himself and ruby red blood fell from his wrist. That wasn't the first time Clint had done something like this at all. He pulled himself out of the bed and went to the bathroom and ran his wist under the cold tap, He looked at himself in the mirror. He didn't know who he was anymore. He looked like death warmed up and walking around. Dark rings under his eyes and hie skin looked paler then normal. He was a ghost of the man he used to be.

He went back to his room and pulled on some gym cloths and cover up his wrist and headed for the gym to try and pass the time because it was 3 in the morning and no one else would be up yet. But he was wrong there was someone there.