"Look, I now this seems kind of stupid, or old fashioned or whatever, but I kinda wanted me and Nessie to be each other's firsts. And to be honest I guess I only thought we'd be together like that after we were married."
I cocked her head to one side. "Let me give you some advice, Jay. Sex," I said loudly, only exaggerating my pronunciation as I realised just how awkward this was for him, "Is special. In fact it's fucking amazing."- I swear he blushed like a giggly pre-teen -"But what makes it special isn't whether it's the first time or the hundredth, or whether you signed some random certificate or not. It's about what it means, like, really, really, means. Deep inside your heart." I could tell he was waiting for me to roll my eyes or crack out some cutting remark, but there was nothing. "And that's about..." Who it's with, I thought, with a touch of sadness. As if I could ever really say that to sell casual sex! "I dunno," I finished lamely instead, "It's different for everyone I guess."
His forehead puckered innocently, making him look his sixteen years for a change and oh so adorable. "So, if I slept with you now- I mean if we just did it right here, no false promises or anything- it wouldn't mean anything? We wouldn't have to make a big deal about it?"
I shook my head. "No, 'course not." And it was true. It wouldn't mean anything. Because it would be with me.
And so when I stripped naked in front of him-like I'd done so many times before, in such different situations- he definitely didn't look at me for just a moment longer than any guy ever had before, as if my body was more than tits and ass to him. He didn't laugh softly when I asked him if he liked what he saw, and pull me into his arms and say something along the lines of 'Isn't it obvious?". I didn't grin back and proceed to show him absolutely everything he was missing out on with the little bloodsucker, or perhaps kiss him so hard I felt I'd burst. Even as we both lost ourselves in the pleasure of it all, we never once screamed each other's names.
And I know for a fact that we would absolutely never spend our entire lives wishing we could have done it just one more time.
I was going for short and sweet, so I guess I'm at least halfway there! 3