Commitment Issues
Prologue: Caught
I rummaged to the piles of coats on the bed in Heidie's tiny bedroom. I had to get out of there, I really did. The two of them were suffocating me. This one place I never would have thought to see either of them. Actually all three of them, yet here they were there! One, two and three.
This is horrible. I know I have to talk to him about what is going on. But I'm not ready to discuss this here in a house full of people. I was not prepared to ruin the party.
He walked in after me into the room, trying to tell me that he had seen his ex and that he had told her how in love he was with me. I just didn't want to hear it. "Tori, Listen… I know I told her that, but it's true. I want to marry you." He said to me getting down on one knee. He took my hand and looked up at me expecting me to say what?
I turned away from him and pulled my hand out of his grip. "Where the fuck is my coat?" I stated frantically searching. Then I finally spotted the garment on the bed.
"Tori," He said waiting. He was confused; he had no clue of the confusion was going on in my head; nor he fear that pulsated through my veins. Why can't he just leave me alone.
"I… I can't. I'm sorry." I said backing out of the room and heading as quickly as I could to the door.
"Tori, wait a minute…" He said coming after me.
"Tori!" She said turning to face us. "How do you know her?"
I freeze on the spot. Oh my god… This is what Andre had warned me about. I never in a million years thought this would catch up to me. "She's my girlfriend." Beck said confused. "H- How do you know her?" He asked noting Jade's Expression change to that of some serious pain.
"She's… I mean, was my girlfriend." It broke me. I opened my mouth to explain but she walked away.
Okay, so let me explain. Have you ever done something you knew was stupid and selfish but didn't care because it made you feel important? Or in my case wanted?
I know what you are thinking, and I am not a loose woman. I am not a player by any means. This little scene is never going to tell you the whole story about them and I.
I didn't need this, I never asked for this and just five months ago I was blissfully in a relationship; with ONE woman. I am Tori Vega and I am a lesbian. So how did I end up with him and her? I guess the answer is not so simple.
Okay, maybe I should start from the beginning…