Moving On
Hi readers, here I am. I know I haven't really been doing anything lately on here besides reading so I've come to fulfill your lives need once more.
Warning: This is my first Twilight fic and there is rape in this first scene...You have been warned
Disclaimer: This idea is solely mine (I think) I don't own any of the twilight characters
Chapter One: Nightmares
B POV
He clapped a hand over my mouth and pulled me back towards him. I screamed as loud as I could even though my voice was muffled through his disgusting, vile hand. Tears ran down my face as he through me to the ground. As soon as I hit the concrete, I began scrambling away. He caught my ankle and pulled me back, flipping me onto my back and slapping me hard across the face.
"Please...please stop" I whimpered. I was close to hysterics as he smiled at me, his teeth appearing to glow in the moonlight. I screamed as loud as I could, for as long as I could until my lungs needed air again. The man slapped me once more. "You shut your mouth" He growled at me menacingly before ripping away the top of my shirt.
I bit my lips to keep from screaming again. His large, dirty hands grabbed my breasts, kneading them roughly through my white bra. I was choking on my tears as I squirmed beneath him. He tugged my nipple as punishment for moving and then tore away my bra.
I couldn't help the sob that escaped my mouth when he did that. Next, he moved onto my pants, popping the button open and tearing them down my legs. I clamped my thighs together as soon as the jeans were past my knees. He pulled at them continuously. I didn't care if I broke my legs trying to keep them together-I wouldn't let him take my virginity. The man stopped tugging at my legs. I thought I won, that he was going to let me go.
He came back with a gun to my head. Suddenly, my virginity didn't seem as important as my life. "Open your legs or I'll shoot you in your fucking ear" He whispered lowly in my ear. I opened my legs slightly. "Don't play games; I'll take my time killing you. I'm running this" He snarled. I relaxed my legs and he pulled them open and situated himself between them. Quickly, his hand shot out and ripped my underwear down. He placed a condom on slowly rolling it down his member.
I sobbed loudly as he thrust his penis into me, over and over. It was like I was being ripped in two repeatedly. It was like a never ending hell and I felt like I had been therefore sixteen hours-almost as if there was still an eternity to go. Then finally he stopped. His body was stiff and he groaned. I sobbed even louder as he pulled out of me and redressed.
M.O.
I shot up from bed, sweat pouring off my body. My breathing was erratic as I looked around my new room. I thought moving to a new town would help, maybe get away from the Phoenix-where everything happened. My Mother-Renee had agreed. She said she would do anything as long as it helped. We had agreed on letting me move in with my Dad Charlie. He lived in Forks, Washington-the farthest thing from Phoenix, Arizona.
Forks is small, green and constantly damp from all the rain. Phoenix was hot, and dry and always sunny. I had thought that the complete change would do some good that the nightmares would go away. But they hadn't. I got up from bed and walked across the hall to my big brother Emmett's room. I timidly walked up to the bed. "Emmett?" I poked him in the chest. He grumbled something and turned over. "Emmett" I said a bit louder, pushing him in the back.
He mumbled something and turned back to me. His eyes opened a peek. "Bella? What is it?" He yawned, sitting up and turning on the lamp by his bed. "I...I had the nightmare again" I whispered. He immediately pulled me into his arms. "I'm sorry, but I feel like every time I close my eyes, he's lurking around a corner and waiting to catch me off guard just so he can rape me again" I sobbed quietly into his chest.
Emmett was like my teddy bear. He protected me from everything. When I told Mom I wanted to move in with Dad, Emmett came too because he knew that he was my teddy bear. I practically owe him my life. "Bella, I'm not going to let anything happen to you again, I promise. And we've only been here for two days, the dreams will go away" He told me, rubbing my back soothingly.
"I'm sorry, I know it's been three months, I just can't let it go" I said with a hiccup. "You don't have to yet, you need time to heal. Let's go to bed now. You have school in the morning" He yawned again and lay down with me on top of his chest. I reached over and turned off the light before relaxing and going back to sleep.
M.O.
Stupid alarm clock. I forgot Emmett doesn't start classes at his community college until next week so he's been setting it only early enough to drive me to school. So, I woke up at almost eight o 'clock and had to rush to get ready in fifteen minutes. I tied my tennis sneakers and pulled on my hoody and grabbed my book bag. I looked to the digital clock on my dresser. It was only ten after eight. If Emmett sped, I would make it to school on time.
I ran downstairs while fixing my hair in ponytail. "Are you ready to go?" He mumbled from the kitchen table. I looked to see him with his head against the table and his eyes closed. "Yeah" I smiled slightly. He lethargically got up, and slowly made his way to the door. We went to his jeep and he drove me to school as fast as he could without breaking any laws.
M.O.
I just came from the office with my new schedule. There was a ridiculous line since it was the first day. The school was impossibly small since the town was also. It seemed like everyone knew each other since they were small. I walked as quickly as I could through the hall without tripping over air and falling on my face. With my luck, I knew it would happen.
I looked down to my schedule while trying to balance my new text books in my arms. As I looked for the class number I had Art in, I knocked into someone-hard. I landed on my bottom, my books sprawling across the floor. "Are you alright" A velvet smooth voice asked me. I looked up and almost fainted. A beautiful man was kneeling before me. He had high cheek bones, full lips, perfect bone structure, and the most striking green eyes. I found myself staring into them for what felt like forever. I continued taking in his appearance, coming to his unique bronze hair that looked like he had run his fingers through it more than or few times.
"Are you alright?" He repeated. I blushed, here I was staring at him like and idiot and he was asking me a bunch of questions. "Y-yes, I fine" I whispered, my blush getting worse by the second. "I'm terribly sorry; I wasn't paying attention to where I was going." He apologized and began picking up my books. Before I could react he placed the pile in front of me. "I'm Edward Cullen by the way" He stuck out his hand and gave me a crooked grin.
"Um...I'm Bella Swan" I felt so silly. I've never really spoken to a guy before unless it was "can I borrow your notes?" or "Hey, can you tutor me tonight?" I shook his hand and then grabbed my books. "I'm sorry for bumping into you, can I show you to your class-to make it up to you that is" Edward blushed slightly as he asked. "Yes. I have...English" I felt like such a fool, I couldn't even speak loudly without my voice cracking.
Edward looked at my schedule for the class number and began walking in the direction. "I have class with you" He grinned at me and I felt like melting simply because he was grinning at me. He led me to the class and I took a seat in the back and Edward took the seat next to me. I looked at him bewildered. "I can move if you want me to" He gestured a chair closer to the front.
"No that's alright. Stay-please" I said quickly, blushing at what came out my mouth. The whole class I couldn't focus. I kept sneaking peeks at Edward. Sometimes I would catch him looking at me through the corner of my eye and I would quickly avert my gaze back to the teacher. When class was over, I began packing up my books when I saw a shadow looming over me.
I looked up to see Edward swaying from foot to foot, unsure of himself. "Do you want me to walk you to your next class?" He mumbled quickly. "That's fine" I agreed and stood up. Before I could grab my books off the desk, Edward had them in his hands already. He walked me to Spanish and then was on his way.
For the rest of the day, Edward walked me to each of my classes. Then came lunch, and I didn't want to sit alone. When I walked out of government class, Edward was waiting for me. When he spotted me, he walked up to me, running his fingers through his hair and shaking his head a bit. "Bella, would you like to sit with me at lunch today?" He smiled at me.
I nodded and he gently placed his hand on my elbow and led me to the cafeteria. I was glad he wasn't too touchy, it made me comfortable. In fact, this was only the third time he's touched me today.
In the cafeteria, he led me to a table pretty much in the middle of the room. "Can we sit somewhere else? I mean, the table is in the middle of the room" I was a bit panicky. It wasn't that I was embarrassed to be seen with Edward, it was just that he was so beautiful, and I was Bella. I was plain old, clumsy Bella. "It's fine, I want to show off my new friend. Everyone is going to be absolutely jealous that your mine" He grinned jokingly.
I giggled at him and rolled my eyes. I felt so comfortable around Edward. He made me forget every thing, it was like I'd known him my whole life but we got separated and now we're friends again. I knew I could trust him. He pulled out a chair for me before taking his seat. "Okay, twenty questions" He suggested. "Alright, I'm first. What's your full name?" I asked. "Edward Anthony Masen Cullen" He groaned. "It's nice, sophisticated" I grinned. "But it's so long!" He whined.
"At least you have a nice name, try living with Isabella Marie Swan for your whole life" I buried my head in my arms. "I like your name. Isabella pretty much means 'is a beauty'" Edward informed me. "It can't! Look at me" I gasped. "What's wrong with you, I personally agree with your name" Edward told me sincerely. I blushed bright red and looked away. "Thank you" I whispered. "Yeah, do you want something to eat?" He murmured a blush on his face too.
"I'll go with you, I don't want to sit here alone" I smiled and stood up as well. We walked to the lunch line and Edward settled on some fries and water. "Nothing else is edible" He explained. I nodded and got the same. When we were walking back to our table, I heard this girl Jessica Stanley who was in my class say to this girl Lauren "How did a girl like Bella land a guy like Edward?" She sneered at me when I caught her eyes.
For the rest of the lunch period Edward and I just got to know each other. I told him about my flighty Mother Renee and police chief father Charlie, and over protective Emmett. After I explained about Emmett, he looked a little frightened. "So, your brother would basically beat the crap out of me if he saw us talking" He repeated slowly. "Come on Edward, you could take him" I joked.
"Sorry, I'm a lover not a fighter. But I can throw a punch" He chuckled. "So, tell me about your family" I changed the subject.
"Well, I have a half sister, Alice. My Dad Carlisle works at the hospital. My step-mom Esme, she's the town's friendly neighbor" He chuckled at this. I grinned too. "And my real Mom, Elizabeth, there's not much t say. She lives in Seattle and works as a waitress at a Bistro. I see every weekend. She's more like a best friend who's twice my age. I even get to call her Elizabeth since I call Esme Mom" He smiled at me.
We talked until the bell rang. We dumped our trays and went to biology, which Edward had with me. We sat a lab table together and listened to the teacher explain the rules of the classroom. This whole day was just getting to know your teachers and forms we needed to fill out. We basically got a free period, the last period of the day. Edward and I talked some more. I found out he could play the piano and had been since five. Esme had made sure that he had some ability. He found out that I could trip over any surface, even if it was flat...or I would trip over air. Either way, I always tripped.
The period was over and Edward and I walked outside together. "You have to wait for your brother, right?" He was swaying from foot to foot again, he was nervous. "Yeah" I nodded. I turned just in time to see Emmett's truck coming into the parking lot.
He honked the horn and I nodded. "So, I'll see you tomorrow" I tossed Edward a hesitant smile. He nodded and took my hand. He brought it to his mouth and lips brushed over my knuckles. "See you tomorrow Bella" He whispered before walking to a silver Volvo parked a few cars down. I got into Emmett's truck and buckled up. "Who was that?" He demanded. "Well hello Bella, how was school? It was fine Emmett, how was your day? Fine thanks for asking" She sneered at him. "Sorry Bells" He gave her a one armed hug. "Now who was that?" He repeated.
"That was Edward Cullen" I sighed almost dreamily. Yes, Edward Cullen, a walking God.
M.O.
Okay, I hope you guys enjoyed this. I was nervous about writing it. This was just an introduction chapter though, not really into the story yet. Anyway, I'm like that with my brother too. I always crawl into bed with him when I have a nightmare, and I'm graduating high school this year. Big brothers are awesome, I'm sorry if you don't have one. Well, hope you enjoyed.
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