Once again, it's in first person view.
I do NOT own Teen Titans or the song "Figure.09" by Linkin Park.
/Lyrics

/Nothing ever stops all these thoughts
And the pain attatch to them/

Slade.

/Sometimes I wonder why this is happening/

The madman.

/It's like nothing I can
Do will distract me when/

The psycho.

/I think of how I shot myself in the back again/

The man I went to far to catch once.

/'Cause from the infinate word I could say
I put all the you to me on display/

Is dead. Right?

/Didn't realize, instead of setting it free
I took what I hated an made it apart of me/

I don't know.

/It never goes away
Never goes away/

What I do know? He's become a part of me.

/And now you've become a part of me/

Sounds weird doesn't it? Not to me.

/You'll always be right here/

And since that day...the day he "died"...I just got this feeling.

/You've become a part of me/

It's hard to explain. It was telling me that he still out there, somewhere.

/You'll always be my fear/

But it didn't tell me where. That's just how this kinda stuff is. Kind of pointless if you ask me!

/I can't separate myself from what I've done/

All I really know is that, well, I hate him!

/I've given up a part of me/

Unfortunatly, that's about all I know about him.

/I've let myself become
You/

Because of him...I have done terrible things, and now Red X is back. Talk about timing.

/Hearing your name the memories
Come back again/

It all started when we met Thunder and Lightning.

/I remember when it started happening/

"Robin, We meet at last," He was appearently watching me before.

/I'd see you and every thought I had and then
The thoughts slowly found word attatched to them/

Since that day...When I'd hear is name, let alone see him, I'd be filled with hatred and rage, strong enough to ruin anyones day.

/And I knew as they escaped away I was
Commiting myself to them/

I'd say terrible and hurtful things to anyone who got on my nerves at that time.

/And every day
I regret saying those things/

And I would regret it the very second I said them.

/'Cause now
I see that I/

But I didn't apologize when I realized it. I guess something I got from Batman.

/Took what I hated and made it a part of me/

And because of that, I became more and more like him.

/It never goes away
Never goes away/

Bruce was better at that kind of stuff. He wasn't like his enemies.

/And now you've become a part of me/

I thought that part of me would fade after his death. But I was wrong.

/You'll always be right here/

Instead, I couldn't be more sure that he's out there.

/You've become a part of me/

I know it for a fact. He won't die so easily.

/You'll always be my fear/

But what will his next move be?

/I can't separate myself from what I've done/

Who will he come after next?

/I've given up a part of me/

Who will be his next victom? Who's skin will he get under when and if he returns?

/I've let myself become
You/

I spend hours upon hours with these questions wondering through my mind like a lost child in a maze.

/It never goes away
Never goes away
Never goes away
Never goes away/

And not once have I come across an answer.

/Get away from
ME/

And every time I come up empty handed, my anger towards Slade only grows.

/Give my space back you gotta just
GO/

My nightmares reak of his preseance.

/Everything comes down to the memories of
YOU/

I feel like I'll snap at any moment.

/I've kept it in but now I'm leting you
KNOW/

My friends have been keeping a close eye on me. Just in case a pull some kind of crazy stunt like I have in the past.

/I've let you go/

And I don't blame them.

/So get away from
ME/

Starfire always feels like she has to follow me when I'm in my, what Beast Boy calls, "Who Is Slade" mood.

/Give my space back you gotta just
GO/

Even Raven's tried starting conversations with me so I won't sit at my desk all day.

/Everything comes down to the memories of
YOU/

All though I do think they maybe taking this too seriously, they have every right to be worried.

/I've kept it in but now I'm leting you
KNOW/

But I just can't help myself, I can't go around pretending he's gone for good.

/I've let you go/

I can't sit down on the couch watching bad movies Beast Boy and Cyborg thought would be good for a few laughs.

/And now you've become a part of me/

I have to know for sure.

/You'll always be right here/

I have to be ready.

/You've become a part of me/

Ready for whatever he can throw at me.

/You'll always be my fear/

He know so much more about us now.

/I can't separate myself from what I've done/

As Raven said, Terra gave him us.

/I've given up a part of me/

He knows everything.

/I've let myself become
You/

I can't let him use that information.

/I've let myself become
You/

I can't let my friends down. Not in any way.

/I've let myself become lost inside these
Thoughts of you/

We will bring him down, if he's out there.

/Giving up a part of me/

No matter what.

/I've let myself become
You/

He won't get away with all that he has done.

So, what do you think? I'm not sure if I like the lost child simile. Sorry about any spelling errors. Please R&R. I accept flames :)