Once again, it's in first person view.
I do NOT own Teen Titans or the song "Figure.09" by Linkin Park.
/Lyrics
/Nothing ever stops all these thoughts
And the pain attatch to them/
Slade.
/Sometimes I wonder why this is happening/
The madman.
/It's like nothing I can
Do will distract me when/
The psycho.
/I think of how I shot myself in the back again/
The man I went to far to catch once.
/'Cause from the infinate word I could say
I put all the you to me on display/
Is dead. Right?
/Didn't realize, instead of setting it free
I took what I hated an made it apart of me/
I don't know.
/It never goes away
Never goes away/
What I do know? He's become a part of me.
/And now you've become a part of me/
Sounds weird doesn't it? Not to me.
/You'll always be right here/
And since that day...the day he "died"...I just got this feeling.
/You've become a part of me/
It's hard to explain. It was telling me that he still out there, somewhere.
/You'll always be my fear/
But it didn't tell me where. That's just how this kinda stuff is. Kind of pointless if you ask me!
/I can't separate myself from what I've done/
All I really know is that, well, I hate him!
/I've given up a part of me/
Unfortunatly, that's about all I know about him.
/I've let myself become
You/
Because of him...I have done terrible things, and now Red X is back. Talk about timing.
/Hearing your name the memories
Come back again/
It all started when we met Thunder and Lightning.
/I remember when it started happening/
"Robin, We meet at last," He was appearently watching me before.
/I'd see you and every thought I had and then
The thoughts slowly found word attatched to them/
Since that day...When I'd hear is name, let alone see him, I'd be filled with hatred and rage, strong enough to ruin anyones day.
/And I knew as they escaped away I was
Commiting myself to them/
I'd say terrible and hurtful things to anyone who got on my nerves at that time.
/And every day
I regret saying those things/
And I would regret it the very second I said them.
/'Cause now
I see that I/
But I didn't apologize when I realized it. I guess something I got from Batman.
/Took what I hated and made it a part of me/
And because of that, I became more and more like him.
/It never goes away
Never goes away/
Bruce was better at that kind of stuff. He wasn't like his enemies.
/And now you've become a part of me/
I thought that part of me would fade after his death. But I was wrong.
/You'll always be right here/
Instead, I couldn't be more sure that he's out there.
/You've become a part of me/
I know it for a fact. He won't die so easily.
/You'll always be my fear/
But what will his next move be?
/I can't separate myself from what I've done/
Who will he come after next?
/I've given up a part of me/
Who will be his next victom? Who's skin will he get under when and if he returns?
/I've let myself become
You/
I spend hours upon hours with these questions wondering through my mind like a lost child in a maze.
/It never goes away
Never goes away
Never goes away
Never goes away/
And not once have I come across an answer.
/Get away from
ME/
And every time I come up empty handed, my anger towards Slade only grows.
/Give my space back you gotta just
GO/
My nightmares reak of his preseance.
/Everything comes down to the memories of
YOU/
I feel like I'll snap at any moment.
/I've kept it in but now I'm leting you
KNOW/
My friends have been keeping a close eye on me. Just in case a pull some kind of crazy stunt like I have in the past.
/I've let you go/
And I don't blame them.
/So get away from
ME/
Starfire always feels like she has to follow me when I'm in my, what Beast Boy calls, "Who Is Slade" mood.
/Give my space back you gotta just
GO/
Even Raven's tried starting conversations with me so I won't sit at my desk all day.
/Everything comes down to the memories of
YOU/
All though I do think they maybe taking this too seriously, they have every right to be worried.
/I've kept it in but now I'm leting you
KNOW/
But I just can't help myself, I can't go around pretending he's gone for good.
/I've let you go/
I can't sit down on the couch watching bad movies Beast Boy and Cyborg thought would be good for a few laughs.
/And now you've become a part of me/
I have to know for sure.
/You'll always be right here/
I have to be ready.
/You've become a part of me/
Ready for whatever he can throw at me.
/You'll always be my fear/
He know so much more about us now.
/I can't separate myself from what I've done/
As Raven said, Terra gave him us.
/I've given up a part of me/
He knows everything.
/I've let myself become
You/
I can't let him use that information.
/I've let myself become
You/
I can't let my friends down. Not in any way.
/I've let myself become lost inside these
Thoughts of you/
We will bring him down, if he's out there.
/Giving up a part of me/
No matter what.
/I've let myself become
You/
He won't get away with all that he has done.
So, what do you think? I'm not sure if I like the lost child simile. Sorry about any spelling errors. Please R&R. I accept flames :)
I do NOT own Teen Titans or the song "Figure.09" by Linkin Park.
/Lyrics
/Nothing ever stops all these thoughts
And the pain attatch to them/
Slade.
/Sometimes I wonder why this is happening/
The madman.
/It's like nothing I can
Do will distract me when/
The psycho.
/I think of how I shot myself in the back again/
The man I went to far to catch once.
/'Cause from the infinate word I could say
I put all the you to me on display/
Is dead. Right?
/Didn't realize, instead of setting it free
I took what I hated an made it apart of me/
I don't know.
/It never goes away
Never goes away/
What I do know? He's become a part of me.
/And now you've become a part of me/
Sounds weird doesn't it? Not to me.
/You'll always be right here/
And since that day...the day he "died"...I just got this feeling.
/You've become a part of me/
It's hard to explain. It was telling me that he still out there, somewhere.
/You'll always be my fear/
But it didn't tell me where. That's just how this kinda stuff is. Kind of pointless if you ask me!
/I can't separate myself from what I've done/
All I really know is that, well, I hate him!
/I've given up a part of me/
Unfortunatly, that's about all I know about him.
/I've let myself become
You/
Because of him...I have done terrible things, and now Red X is back. Talk about timing.
/Hearing your name the memories
Come back again/
It all started when we met Thunder and Lightning.
/I remember when it started happening/
"Robin, We meet at last," He was appearently watching me before.
/I'd see you and every thought I had and then
The thoughts slowly found word attatched to them/
Since that day...When I'd hear is name, let alone see him, I'd be filled with hatred and rage, strong enough to ruin anyones day.
/And I knew as they escaped away I was
Commiting myself to them/
I'd say terrible and hurtful things to anyone who got on my nerves at that time.
/And every day
I regret saying those things/
And I would regret it the very second I said them.
/'Cause now
I see that I/
But I didn't apologize when I realized it. I guess something I got from Batman.
/Took what I hated and made it a part of me/
And because of that, I became more and more like him.
/It never goes away
Never goes away/
Bruce was better at that kind of stuff. He wasn't like his enemies.
/And now you've become a part of me/
I thought that part of me would fade after his death. But I was wrong.
/You'll always be right here/
Instead, I couldn't be more sure that he's out there.
/You've become a part of me/
I know it for a fact. He won't die so easily.
/You'll always be my fear/
But what will his next move be?
/I can't separate myself from what I've done/
Who will he come after next?
/I've given up a part of me/
Who will be his next victom? Who's skin will he get under when and if he returns?
/I've let myself become
You/
I spend hours upon hours with these questions wondering through my mind like a lost child in a maze.
/It never goes away
Never goes away
Never goes away
Never goes away/
And not once have I come across an answer.
/Get away from
ME/
And every time I come up empty handed, my anger towards Slade only grows.
/Give my space back you gotta just
GO/
My nightmares reak of his preseance.
/Everything comes down to the memories of
YOU/
I feel like I'll snap at any moment.
/I've kept it in but now I'm leting you
KNOW/
My friends have been keeping a close eye on me. Just in case a pull some kind of crazy stunt like I have in the past.
/I've let you go/
And I don't blame them.
/So get away from
ME/
Starfire always feels like she has to follow me when I'm in my, what Beast Boy calls, "Who Is Slade" mood.
/Give my space back you gotta just
GO/
Even Raven's tried starting conversations with me so I won't sit at my desk all day.
/Everything comes down to the memories of
YOU/
All though I do think they maybe taking this too seriously, they have every right to be worried.
/I've kept it in but now I'm leting you
KNOW/
But I just can't help myself, I can't go around pretending he's gone for good.
/I've let you go/
I can't sit down on the couch watching bad movies Beast Boy and Cyborg thought would be good for a few laughs.
/And now you've become a part of me/
I have to know for sure.
/You'll always be right here/
I have to be ready.
/You've become a part of me/
Ready for whatever he can throw at me.
/You'll always be my fear/
He know so much more about us now.
/I can't separate myself from what I've done/
As Raven said, Terra gave him us.
/I've given up a part of me/
He knows everything.
/I've let myself become
You/
I can't let him use that information.
/I've let myself become
You/
I can't let my friends down. Not in any way.
/I've let myself become lost inside these
Thoughts of you/
We will bring him down, if he's out there.
/Giving up a part of me/
No matter what.
/I've let myself become
You/
He won't get away with all that he has done.
So, what do you think? I'm not sure if I like the lost child simile. Sorry about any spelling errors. Please R&R. I accept flames :)
