Bella's Pov

I was lying on the hotel bed thinking I was the biggest idiot on Earth. My phone rang once more. It was Edward. Tears streamed down my cheeks. I grabbed my phone and threw it to the wall were it broke to pieces.

"Leave me alone," I whispered.

They hadn't found me so Alice must be keeping her promise.

My mind flashed back to a couple of hours ago.

Flashback

I was sitting in the church room. Alice was with me. The wedding was about to begin.

"You look hot!" she squealed.

"Thanks," I breathed.

"What's wrong?" she asked curiously.

I really didn't know.

"Pre-wedding jitters," I answered. Maybe it was that.

"Oh," was all she said.

"Alice, I have to ask for a favor," I said.

"Go ahead."

" I want you to promise me that after this moment you won't look into my future anymore. No matter what happens. I just…I just need my privacy sometimes. Please," I said.

"I promise. Just don't do anything dangerous!" she chuckled.

"Thanks and I won't. Just keep in mind if you break your promise, I'll never speak to you," I threatened.

"Okay," she laughed. She then hugged me.

Emmett came through the door. He smiled.

"Sorry to interrupt. You look amazing, but its time," he said. He then left.

My heart skipped a beat. I wasn't ready.

Alice smiled and we walked out together.

Charlie was waiting for me. "You look beautiful," he said.

I just smiled.

The music then started.

Emmett and Rosalie first went down the isle. Then Jasper and Alice did.

Then it was my turn. Charlie and I locked hands and began to walk down the isle.

The church looked so beautiful. The decorations were all blue and there were lots of flowers. Alice does know how to plan a wedding.

I looked at Edward. He looked really cute. He smiled, but I didn't smile back. I just looked away.

A lot of things ran through my mind. I knew I wasn't ready to get married or become a vampire. I wanted to so badly, but I knew I couldn't. I was just too big of a coward to tell that to Edward. I then thought of Jake and how I felt when I found out he had ran away. I didn't want to get married knowing I loved Jake. I just wasn't ready. Not yet.

I realized I slipped my hand out of Charlie's. He walked a few steps before he realized I had let go. He turned around with a confused look on his face.

"Bella?" he asked.

My bouquet then slipped from my hands.

Some gasped. Tears ran down my cheeks. Everyone, especially Edward, looked confused.

"Bella?" asked Charlie again.

I looked around the church. Everyone was staring at me. I began to shake my head.

"Bells, hon?" said Charlie. He began to walk towards me. I stepped back.

I looked directly at Edward. He looked very pained. He realized what was going on.

"I'm so sorry. I-I just can't," I said. I began to walk back, then turned around and ran. I heard the gasps of many.

"Bella!" shouted Edward.

I ran faster. I was glad Alice hadn't gotten me a long train. I grabbed my car keys out of my bra. I put them there in case anything like this happened.

I got into the car and started it up. I looked in my rearview and saw Edward running towards the car. I knew he wouldn't run faster than a normal human, but he would still be fast.

I stepped on the gas pedal and sped off. I looked out my mirror. I saw Edward fall to his knees and bury his head in his hands. Emmett and Jasper were trying to comfort him. Rosalie looked shocked and Alice just had a blank look on her face.

Hopefully she would keep her promise

I began to cry uncontrollably. I was so stupid! I should have told him how I felt from the beginning instead of embarrassing him like this.

It then began to rain. Figures.

"I'm so sorry," I whispered and stepped on the pedal harder.

End Flashback

I ended up somewhere in Arizona. I began to cry again. I was so confused not knowing if I made the right decision or not.

All I knew was that I would sooner or later I would have to speak to Edward.

Someone then knocked on the door. I got up.

"Who is it?" I asked my voice cracking.

No answer.

I went to the door and slowly opened it.

My eyes bulged out and my stomach dropped.

"What are you doing here?" I asked.

This could not be happening.