When I'm Gone, a final fantasy viii fanfic

Squall Shady: "When I'm Gone"

Squall Shady:
Yeah...
It's my life...
My own words I guess...

Verse 1:
Have you ever loved someone so much, you'd give a life for?
Not the expression, no, literally give a life for?
When they know they're your blade
And you know you were their life force
And you will destroy anyone who would try to light doors?
But what happens when karma, turns right around and bites you?
And everything you stand for, turns on you, despite you?
What happens when you become the main source and the core?
"Squall let's go for a walk"
I gotta go fight a war.
"Where is Angelo? I can't find Angelo where is she?"
I don't know, go weep, Rinny, baby, your hubby's busy
I'm studyin a map, the map ain't gonna study itself
The strategy's too fucked for me to do it just by myself
Then turn right around on the coffin and tell her you love her
And jus look at her lover, who's a reverse image of her
That's just Squall, Rinny, yeah, right, Squall is crazy
Squall made me, but tonight Squall's rocka-by-baby...

Chorus:
And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel no pain
Just smile back
And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel no pain
Just smile back...

Verse 2:
I keep having a vision, I'm pushin' Griever tryna swing
Rin keeps screaming, the battle's jus all fo nothing
"You're making it worse, it hurts! Worst is the hurt!"
Rin, I ain't breathin no more,
"Squall, your hearse! I always say that, I always say this is the last time
But you ain't breathing no more, Squall you're dyin!"
She's kissin the rings on her necklace tryna stop it
"Squall please, Squall don't leave, Squall - no stop it!"
Goes in her pocket, pulls out a tiny Griever locket
It's got a picture,
"This'll keep you safe Squall, take it withcha'"
I look up, it's just me standing in the mirror
These fuckin' walls must be talking, cause man I can hear 'em
They're saying "You've got one more chance to do right - and it's tonight
Now go out there and show that you'll fight before it's too late!"
And just as I go to walk out of my bedroom door
It's turns to an arena, they're gone, and this spotlight is on
And I'm slinging...

Squall Shady:
Sorceress, Pure Evil, all pumping out them spells
The gunblade jams up, she's screamin bloody hell
I take a chance; and get to the Renzokuken dance,
She's lost in a fuckin trance, I take one less blow to fence,
I look around, I don't believe what I'm seeing
"Squall it's me! Help, baby, Time is now compressing!"
But Rin we're digressin, how can you start digressin?
"I follow you Squall, you told me that you weren't messin!
You lied to me babe, and now it's you you gotta save
And I bought you this stone, it says 'Griever's Grave'
That's all I wanted, I just want to give you this stone
I get the point - fine, me and my love are gone!"
But Rin wait!
"It's too late babe, you made the choice!
Now go up there and show Her that you want war more than us!
That's what She wants, She wants you Leonhart, She keeps.. screamin' your name
It's no wonder you can't pull it off! Just take another shot;
Yeah, you hit it or not; you try to do it, yeah, swing, slash, push an' drop!"
I hear the scream, all this time I couldn't see
How could it be, that the angels are fadin from me?
I turn around, a feather's on the ground, I take it
Put it to my heart and scream "Rinoa", THAT breaks it
The sky darkens, my life flashes, the time that I was
Supposed to be in crashes, and burns to ashes!
That's when I wake up, alarm clock's ringin', there's birds singin'
It's Spring and Rinoa's outside grinnin, I walk up to Sis and kiss her
Tell her I miss her, Rinoa just smiles and winks at her good mister
Almost as if to, say..