"No one has ever seen me smile, except her. No one has ever heard me laugh, except her. Everyone sees how bad I am, except her. Everyone hates me, except her. She brings out my smile and she makes me laugh; she says there's goodd in me, in my heart and the most unbelieveable thing about her is that she loves me.
"Nobody believed me when I said her kindness was strange. It seemed so odd how she always smiled so brightly and how she could help anyone, emtionally. No one knew she had secrets, too. After everything she's been through, it's a wonder she can still even smile. She told me she still has nightmares of when the kids would circle her and push her down, saying mean things. So what if she has bleach blonde hair and green eyes, so what if she has dimples and freckles, and so what if she has a prostectic arm because her father was a dick and broke it?! Who cares if she's dyxlexic and has a aniexty disorder? Why does it MATTER IF SHE'S ATHEIST BECAUSE SHE LOST HER MOM?!
"As they pushed her down they chanted, "Nobody likes you. Everyone left you. They're all out without you, having fun." Now everyone will see how angry I get because of her. Not because of her herself but because of IDIOTS LIKE YOU WHO ARE SO CRUEL AS TO YELL AT HER FOR NO REASON, WHO DARE PUT THEIR HANDS ON HER. A GIRL, WHO HAS BEEN PUT THROUG BECAUSE OF ASSES LIKE YOU THINK THAT YOU'RE SO FUCKIN T! LEAVE! I want everyone to see how much I love her, including her..." Raganork dances on my head, triumphly, watching Rei's (Reibun) foster father. Father. Anyone can be a father but it takes a real man to be a dad. Rei looks at me from behind the 'man' as she gets up from the ground, coming over to me. I cower back, trying to become as small as possible, all my newfound courage gone. I just told all (well most) of the secrets she trusted me with. I'm a horrible person, a bad friend and an even worse boyfriend! What if she brea-. Rei's arms wrap around me, pulling me into a tight hug.