Chapter one
I wake up to the sound of my seven week old sons crying. I get up and walk over to his crib and pick him up, cradling him to my chest. Its three in the morning and I have school tomorrow. I know what your thinking but dont judge me. I know it shouldnt have happened, but it did. His father left, claiming he wasn't the father and saying I was a slut but all in all my sons father is the only guy I have ever slept with. My sons name is Kadien James Swan, no way in hell was I giving him that sperm donors last name, so I gave him mine. My name is Bella Swan, Im a senior at Forks high school, we moved to Washington right after I got pregnant with Kadien. I didn't like the staring and the rumors I got and heard from everybody.
When I finally got him settled down I walked downstairs to fix a pot of coffee. I got kicked out of my parents house when they found out I was pregnant. I stayed at my older brothers house in Washington, Emmett Swan, but I didn't want me or my son to be a burden on him or his fiancee, Rosalie Hale, so when Kadien was born I stayed with him for a few weeks until I could get enough money saved to buy an apartment near by. I got Kadien in daycare so I could go to school and Brandon said he and his fiancee would watch him so i could go to work.
I poured me a cup of coffee and turned on the TV to the news. Curling up on the couch I watched to see what was going on in the world and how cold it was so that I could dress my baby boy properly. when the news is over I get up to go wake my baby up and get him dressed in warm clothes then go get my clothes and get dress. My attire for today would be a red low cut sweater dress and a white lace under shirt with black knee high boots and a black eskimo jacket. Grabbing my baby boy and putting him in his car seat so I can get my books together. Running around the apartment I find something that catches my eye, its a picture of Jacob Black, Kadiens sperm donor. I pick it up and throw it in the trash . No idea how it got here but whatever probably one I missed when I was burning all of his shit.
We left the apartment and headed down the road to the daycare center, nobody around here knows I had a baby besides my brother and the Daycare center. As I was walking I heard my name being called by . . . Jacob! I start walking faster and faster till I was suddenly stopped by none other than Edward Cullen, a former student at Baker .
" Is everything okay miss ? Is this guy bothering you ? " He asked as he looked up at Jacob. He lightly pushed me and kadien behind him and told my former baby daddy , " I don't think this young lady wants you to see her or her . . . " he trailed off looking at my with a clear question in his eyes , I simply nodded and he continues , " or her baby . I suggest you leave , before I have to make you . " he finished his voice a deathly calm .
" Well concidering thats my son shes holding in the carseat behind her , I don't think you have a say in it pretty boy ! " he snarked back . At this point I was crying, not out of sadness but of anger and Jacob knew it to. Who the hell does he think he is anyways ?
" Oh really because the last time I checked I was a slut and my son wasn't yours . Last time I checked I was kicked out of my own home because they believed I was lying . Last time I checked YOU didn't claim MY baby . So get the fuck lost somewhere ! "
He paused for a minute , diliberating , then looked at her, " Damnit Bella ! Don't you think I know I was a peice of shit ? Don't you think I know I made a mistake? I just want to see him. Please . . . " Does he not know that I can see right threw his shitty, almost apology ? Does he think I can't read by his face that he is up to something ? Well I can and and he will never see my baby . Never .
"You will NEVER see this baby, the day you said that he wasn't yours was the day you gave up the right to say he was yours! So like Edward said I don't want you around me or my son so leave, now, because if he decides to make you leave I wont stop him. " , I said with a look that proved my honesty. I turned to Edward and said, " Do you mind walking with me to drop him off? Now that Jacob is in town I really dont wanna walk alone. " He nodded and put his hand on the small of my back, leading the way with me and the baby infront of him.