and here we go again / with all the things we said / and not a minute spent / to think that we regret / so we just take it back / these words and hold our breath / forget the things we swore we meant /

"I'll just be your brother now. That's what you wanted, wasn't it?"

"No," I wanted to scream. "No, I want you to be so much more than just my brother!" But the look on Jace's face silenced me. His expression was odd, out of place on the features that had been so close to mine, the hopeful half-smile on the lips that had once kissed me sweetly: telling me that he wanted me to say yes.

and here we go again / with all the things we did / and now I'm wondering / just who would I have been / to be the one attached / I'll hold on to your hand / forget the things we swore we meant /

"Yes," I whispered. "That's what I wanted."

What a lie.

and here we go again / with all the things we said / and not a minute spent / to think that we regret / so we just take it back / oh we just take it back / oh we just take it back / no, I'm not /