Summery-Draco Hermione, story in letters. A bitter sweet ending.

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Bitter-Sweet Love

Dear Draco,

Your farther hates me. I can tell. It's in his eyes. He looks at you like a god, me, like he used to look at Dobby before Harry… Sorry if I'm rambling these days I feel like I can talk to you. You've changed Malfoy, you really have. I just can't think how.

Do you think Harry and Ron will mind me doing homework with you this weekend? It's been bugging me. Or do you think I'm just paranoid? And where do I meet you tonight? I wish you'd tell me where we are going. I need to know what to wear.

Reply soon,

Hermione

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Hermione,

Firstly; I'd like to thank you for a lovely evening; the forbidden forest seemed so… unforbidden with you there. I didn't tell you where we were going because I knew you wouldn't come.

Secondly; my farther does not hate you; he just doesn't see the same girl as I do. You were rambling just a bit but you couldn't get worse then Goyle. I know I've changed, but it's for the better.

If Potter and Weasley are real friends, they won't mind. But I wouldn't tell them anyway. You're not paranoid either. You looked gorgeous tonight by the way. I remember your hair was wavy and the way it looped its way down your back, your eyes honey-gold and sparkling in the moonlight. You glowed so much to me that it's a wonder Dumbledore didn't see us.

Don't worry about your friends too much,

Draco.



Dearest Draco,

Where are you?! I haven't heard from you since your last letter. How have you changed so much in so little time? Everyone thinks we are dating, people are talking Draco, and pretty soon Harry and Ron are going to hear the rumors and start asking questions. What to say? Thank you for the comment on my image. But none of that was true; my hair was not wavy it was frizzy and it did not loop it hung. My eyes, they were dull and I did not glow, to you or anyone else. Please don't keep complimenting my image. But as you have commented my appearance, I will explain how you looked the other night.

Your hair was soft. But it was your eyes that made me kiss you. How they sparkled in their own way. Your eyes are the most beautiful eyes I have ever seen and that is no lie. I don't need to lie about your image. Everything I say to or about you is true and I really do mean it.

Can't believe I actually kissed you though, like oh my gosh! Your lips were so soft and warm. I think we should keep 'us' quiet though, we seem like 'The unlikely couple'. If there even is an 'us'?

Please reply soon, I don't know what to think. And I especially don't know what to say to you,

I think I love you,

Hermione

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Hermione,

I have been ordered by my farther not to speak or write to you again, I am so sorry. I thought we had something special. I have changed. But this is because I don't hate or even dislike you anymore. In fact the thing that I feel for you is much stronger than lust. I have heard the rumors and so has my farther. But I will not stop writing to you. I will meet you every day at the forbidden forest at 6:30 am and 00:00 if you want, but I am warning you that our relationship will be extremely difficult. I understand if you would like to stop seeing me altogether before these feelings get any deeper. I would give anything to see you happy, even if it means destroying myself and shattering my heart. You understand how I feel and how my farther feels about 'us'.

Harry and Ron are asking me questions. I have explained all of the above to them, and they don't seem to mind too much about you and me.

I keep reading you last letter over and over, but I can't understand why you like my eyes. But if my eyes are the reason for your kiss, they are all yours!

I made a poem about you:

Your lips are soft your eyes aren't blue,

Can't understand what I'm feeling for you,



There's something special going on,

Where are all these feelings from?

I don't just want a pretty face

I don't want just anyone to hold,

I don't want my life to go to waste,

I want you and your beautiful soul.

I don't think I love you I know I do,

Draco

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Draco,

Your farther has an evil mind, even for a death eater. He can't stop you from being happy. I will meet you every day. And I don't want to end anything. You have to understand that nothing lasts forever, even though we want it to. We will try to work things out, but I wouldn't want you to choose between your farther and me. I wouldn't want you to get hurt because of me.

Harry and Ron haven't said a word to me about you for weeks. They didn't mention that they had an actual conversation with you.

Your poem was so sweet. Thank you.

Now I understand what I'm feeling,

I love you. I always will, no matter what it takes and who I lose. Always and forever,

Hermione

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Dear Hermione,

I can't believe we are together. After everything that has happened we stayed strong. The thing is, I can't let my farther hurt you. He's been acting strange recently and I think he found out about us. He has a plan but I'm not sure what he's up to. It's something big though. There was a meeting the other day with all the death eaters. I wasn't allowed to listen but I heard there will be a new member. I'm 

writing to tell you who ever this new member is, I will not let him or her or anyone else hurt you. I will not live without you.

I truly have fallen for you,

Draco

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Draco,

I am not scared for 'us'. I am terrified. I really couldn't bear to lose you.

A new member? I'm not scared of death eaters. I'm not scared of your farther. If I die, I die for a reason, you know I love you and I will die thinking of only you. Life is getting hard lately, haven't you noticed? Ron and Harry are still acting strangely. I think everyone is against us. How are Crab and Goyle?

Staying true,

Hermione

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Hermione,

I am sorry to say that I am a death eater. I was the new member. I have been ordered to kill you by curse. I refused. I will not kill you, but I am going to break up with you. I will cause you no more pain. I can't explain to you how much this is killing me. I've said before how I would not live without you. I simply can't, but I value your life more than my own. I may not find another you, but you will fall in love all over again, and you will forget about me. All I want is for you to be happy. That is why I must leave this world. I am so sorry, and when you read this, I don't want you to cry. I want you to laugh or at least smile, and tell yourself you can do much better. I will miss your laugh and smile so much. My eternal sleep will be for the best. I promise. I also promise that I love you, and that I will not be the cause of any more of your pain. I would not do this unless it was absolutely necessary, which it is now. If I don't walk out of your life and take my own, everything will be inside out, we will be enemies. I will always love you, no matter if I am on your world or not.

I miss you. I love you. I need you. I'm sorry,

Don't forget me,

Draco

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Draco,

I know you will never read this letter. The final suicide note has been written. I would not live without you. Life will never be the same again.

I will always love you,

Hermione

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