A/N: Hey, what's up guys! So for awhile now, I've been reading this story by Ieeerr called "Kogan ABC" (you should totally look it up, it's awesome!) and I was inspired to write one of my own. Now, I know this is gonna suck compared to hers, but whatever! I'll give it a shot anyways.
Now the concept of this story is that there is a different one-shot of Kogan for every letter of the alphabet, none of them related. So hope you guys enjoy it, and yah.. I don't own Big Time Rush.
A is for APOLOGIZE
"That's it, Kendall! I've had enough of your bullshit! We're over!" Logan couldn't stop himself from shouting as he stomped out of the apartment.
"Logie, come back! Let's talk this out!" Kendall ran after Logan, but it was no use; Logan was out of sight. Kendall sluggishly walked back to his room, trying to hold back his tears. He had done it again. He had let down the love of his life. But this time, Logan had actually left him.
The second Kendall closed the door to his and Logan's room, he fell face-first onto his bed and started crying a river. He tried to think back to what had happened earlier that caused Logan to become so angry. Was it worth it? No, nothing is worth losing the one you love.
earlier today
"Hey, Kendall," Logan called as he walked into the apartment, catching a glimpse of his beautiful boyfriend sitting at the kitchen table.
"Hello, my love," Kendall said sweetly, motioning for Logan to come sit with him. Logan came over and sat beside Kendall, who quickly picked him up and sat Logan on his lap.
"So, you doing anything tonight?" Logan asked his loved one.
"Well, I was gonna hang with Dustin tonight actually. Sorry, Logiebear."
"T-tonight?" Logan stutterred. "Really, Kendall? On our anniversary, you feel the need to spend time with your exboyfriend? Why does it seem that you're always with him lately?" Logan stood up and looked down at Kendall.
"Logan, I swear, there's nothing going on between me and Dustin! We've just been friends for a really long time, and I wanna keep that friendship. It's all in the past, baby, I promise." He stood up and kissed Logan's forehead. "And if it makes you feel better, I'll stay home tonight to be with you. And only you."
Logan shook his head. "No," he said, sarcasm evident in his voice. "No, no, how could I be so selfish to ask you to stay home just because it's our anniversary? No, go have fun with your 'friend', Kendall." He put air quotes around the word friend.
"Logan, I-"
"No, Kendall! I said go!" When Kendall stood still, Logan's face turned bright red. "What are you doing here? Go have fun! Get out!"
"Logie, you're my one and only, and you always will be, okay? You trust me?"
"Why should I trust you?" Logan said, tears filling his throat.
And that's when he left.
Why am I so stupid, Kendall thought.
He got up from his bed and walked over to his guitar, ready to write. He strummed out some notes and began:
Turn all of the lights off
Cause I don't wanna wake up right now
Sheltered with all our safety
We'll hold hands until the sun comes out
Yeah we'll pretend we know what love's about
You smile and shut the car door
Kendall giggled as he reminisced on all of the good times with Logan.
As I make my way home with you
You're all that I'd run to
Like the pride in everything you say
Everything you say and do
By this time, Kendall was sobbing, pictures of Logan running through his mind.
Slow down, little baby
You're going way too fast
Let's not try and rush this
Come on we'll make this last
Slow down, little baby
You're gonna waste your time
You're gonna waste your time
You're gonna waste your time
"I gotta apologize," Kendall said to himself.
"You already did," a familiar voice said softly from behind the door to the bedroom. Logan opened the door and walked in. "Kendall, that was so sweet. I can't believe you wrote that for me. Er...it was for me, right?"
Kendall responded with a chuckle, "Yes, just for you. My one and only." Silent tears ran down his face as he grabbed Logan in his arms and hugged him as tightly as ever. "I love you, Logan. No matter what, that will never, ever change a bit. And I want you to remember that."
Logan smiled through his tears. "I love you too, Kendall. I couldn't imagine losing you."
Kendall pulled away and looked Logan straight in the eyes. "You trust me?"
Logan nodded. "Why shouldn't I trust you?"
A/N: Okay, yeah, so I made it all cutesy. Like it? Review. Even if you didn't like it, review, review, review! Make me happy! Song: Time Wasting by Heffron Drive