I Found My Own Enemy

by xxidentified

I Know, Hes a Liar, A Cheater, Someone who Makes me Feel Emotionally Sick. But Can I Stand Up to him and Say what I Want to say?

I Found My Enemy.

"Whats This?" My words were scarce. Were my eyes deceiving me? At any point now I could be waking up from this nightmare. But unfortunately I fell asleep with my eyes wide open. "Mitchie, Its not what it seems", He said. Its NEVER what it seems. As I Try to hold back my tears. I Couldn't. He found someone else. When really he told me I was his only one! He wouldn't date anyone else, He promised me, before I left. I've been duped. But I've always been coming back to him. From all his mistakes & lies. I'm tired of it. Sick & Tired. Its over, Shane, Its over. If only I could say that to his face, I find myself back in his arms that night. No control over what I say. I Found my own Enemy. Me.