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Unbelievable

Kagome sat there in the hospital bed crying. She still couldn't figure out how this could have happened. How could anyone do this to her, or to anyone else for that matter? How could she a Inu-yokai be drugged and raped?!

What am I going to tell my grandfather? He'll go nuts. And what would happen if I am pregnant? The doctor said that I most likely am. What am i gonna do? Shyt what will everyone think of me? What will little Souta say ugh.

Then there was a knock on the door and a very angry sounding Inuyasha saying 'Its me'. She told him to come in. He took one look at her and knew that she was lost and needed a friend. He grabbed her in for a hug, thats when she lost it and started to really cry. She knew what her grandfather would do. Dis-own her! Over something that isn't even her fault. He'd still find a way to blame her.

Inuyasha didn't know what to do, the only thing he did know was 'his' Kagome needed him now more than ever. Kikyo would understand. She might even be willing to help. I just hope Sango gets back from her Honeymoon as soon as she can I don't know how long she'll put up with my presence, after all she was just raped How could she still be so comfortable with me holding her?

After a while Kagome was sleeping thanks to the sedatives they gave her. She should be out for a while, so Inuyasha went outside the room to make a few calls one was her younger brother Souta. He was the only one in her family to really truly care about what happens to her, then he's gotta call Kikyo to let her know that he was staying here with Kagome until they release her, He just hoped Kikyo wouldn't leave the house, she was pregnant and she didn't need to come for this it'll only upset her and, he has to call his parents.

His parents where always there for her even when her 'father' wouldn't. They loved her like she was apart of their pack. In truth she was pack to them. They did everything and anything to help her when she needed it, even if she didn't ask which was all the time.

By the time he got off the phone he heard Souta down the hall, and within a few moments he was right there asking him questions. Inuyasha answered them as best he could, and then went in to Kagome's room. His parents thought it was best to stay home, he knew they didn't want to overwhelm poor Kagome with so many people there.

Kagome Just wanted to go home. She spent the night here in hospital and now she just wanted to go home. She wanted everyone just to leave her alone, if only for just a few hours. When the doctor finally came in to release her she was glad that he didn't try to make her go see anyone i.e. a therapist. She didn't need on of those she just needed her bed and her big plushie Chamander, Charmy. The one Inuyasha gave her for her 10th birthday. That little stuffed animal was hers that she could tell her deepest and darkest secrets to and not have to worry about someone reading it like in a diary. Inuyasha knew what a nerd she was for Pokemon, hell anime in general.

It was raining as they walked out to Inuyasha's car. Great this is just what I needed right now. To be rained on, on top of everything else, Kagome thought with a sigh. "Inuyasha?", Kagome said as they got seated into the car. He looked up at her saying a 'yeah'. "Can you drop Souta off at my Grandfather's before he has a fit that you where out all night." Before Inuyasha could say anything Souta said, "What?! No imma stay with you for a lil bit then go home I'm not worried what he'll say to me your my sister. I'm not gonna leave you alone after what happened! Inuyasha just stared at him. "No Souta i'm going to have a headache when he finds out please I just want to be alone for a lil while. Please? for me?"

Souta just looked at his big sister, with the look in her eyes he knew he could never say no to those beautiful round purple eyes, with a nod of his head he agreed. Kagome murmured her thanks.

By the time they dropped of Souta and got to Kagomes apartment, it was 2 in the after noon. She went up to her floor, then to her door. She took her keys out of her bag to unlock the door. Once inside she went to her closet in her room to grab her pj's then walked to the bathroom to change. After changing she went back to her room, she laid down and cuddled with her 'Charmy' and started to cry again, it was nothing like when she was in the hospital. These where heart breaking sobs that just came from the soul, pure sadness.

Inuyasha was on the phone with Kikyo when he heard Kagome crying again, Kikyo asked him if he wanted her to come over that it might help her with another female being there. Inuyasha agreed to this cause he hated to see Kagome like this and not know what to do to make her feel better. He hung up the phone and went to go see what he could do for her when he walked to her door he was pushed back by a barrier. He knew then that he'd just have to wait for Kikyo. It was a good thing they only lived a few minutes away from each other.

Kikyo came into the apartment and talked with Inuyasha for a few minutes. Then she walked to Kagome's room. She felt the barrier and broke it down. Walking straight to Kagome she embraced her in a hug, and was murmuring things to her to calm her down. After an hour she finally was asleep, too exhausted from crying. Kikyo stayed there for a few more minutes to make sure she was ok for now. She had a death grip on the stupid plush Inuyasha gave her years ago.

Kikyo walked out the room closing the door softly as she went up to her mate. "How is she?" Inuyasha asked sadly.

"I don't know but she seems to have tired herself out by crying as hard as she did and as much as she did. But I think in a few day she should be ok. Well as ok as she's gonna be for now." Inuyasha nodded his head not knowing what to say.

"Do you know she still has that stupid thing you gave her for one of her birthdays. That Stupid plush. She has a death grip on it, like she was almost using it as a lifeline or something."

Inuyasha looked at her and smiled. "Yeah that was her only real friend in that 'house' she was living with her father. He treated her so bad. I swear I thought my parents where gonna take her away from him when I was younger, but it never happened. I guess another reason could be that I was one of her first friends, and the one that helped her out all the time."

"Well I think its a good thing that she has it and kept it this long, most rape victims don't want anything to do with anything that a male gave them. So its a good sign that she doesn't push you away. I think she is scared of men in general right now and, its only natural right now. Hopefully with time she'll be back to her old self."

"You might be right, but you didn't see her in the hospital she wouldn't let me go. she just... held on to me not letting go, like she was almost afraid I'd leave her... I don't know, she was almost afraid to be alone the doctors had to give her a sedative." he looked down at she and sighed... "She might be pregnant too... I don't know how she'll handle that or what she'll do. I know she's worried about what that dumbass she calls her grandfather, and I know thats only stressing her out more." he said on a sigh.

Kikyo look at Inuyasha, "Your right. Its best if he doesn't know, at least right now. But if she is pregnant she has to tell him. He's her only family left besides Souta. This has gotta be tough on her."

Kikyo got up from the couch to right a note on the counter saying they where going home for a little while, and to give her some alone time. "Lets go home and give her some space she just might want to be left alone. We'll back in a few hours and, you need to tell your parents what happened, and I'll call Kagome's job down at the orphanage and let them know she won't be in for a few days. I don't think its wise for her right now to be around to many people." Inuyasha nodded as they headed out of the apartment to go home and start things rolling...

Taisho Mansion

Izayoi sat there wondering if Kagome was ok. She was like the daughter she never had. She had always wanted a daughter but she just couldn't handle it with her stepson and her son fighting all the time.

"Touga, should we go over to see if she is alright? I'm worried about her. She doesn't have a family that cares for her." she said to her mate. She knew he was just as worried about her, as she was. Touga nodded his head. "Yea, I think we should. Lets call Inuyasha and see what is going on. We don't know if she'd even want us there." He picked up the phone to call his youngest to see how Kagome was.

The phone ran a couple of time before he answered with a hello. "Inuyasha hows Kagome? Do you think it'd be ok if we went to see her. Your mother is very worried about her." He listened to his son for a few moments with a few 'Hn's' then hung up the phone. He walked up to his mate to tell her what was going on.

When he went back into their room, his mate wasn't there. He Opened his senses to see where she was. He walked down the stairs, and into the kitchen to find her sitting at the counter sipping on tea, with a very stressed out look to her. "Izayoi? Inuyasha said he and Kikyo put her to sleep while they take care of a few things for her. They said they'd be back to check on her for a few hours, that if we wanted to go see her to wait an hour or so." he said to his mate. Izayoi nodded her head in acceptance. "Come we'll go out to dinner and bring Kagome some food on our way there. They left the house and went to one of the restaurants they normally go to...

Kagome's Place

Kagome waited till they left the apartment complex before getting up out of bed. She went straight into the shower to get 'clean'. She felt so dirty. she took a long soak first, her body was so sore. My first time and I was raped how sad is that. Well there is an upside to it, I don't remember it, just blurs really, but still I just fell the after math of it, she thought to herself.

After her shower she sat on the couch, and reached under it to grab the envelope she hid under there the other day. She was too afraid to open it when the PI gave it to her. No one knew this about her and she wanted to keep it that way but she needed answers and if she was pupped she needed to talk to her birth mother. She needed to know. Why on earth would she give me up? And on top of that, wants nothing to do with me. I know she's a miko, because I'm one myself. Well not exactly. If I'd have to put a lable on it I'd call myself a Inu-Yokai-Miko. I had to keep it a secret from everyone, not even Souta knows. Well lets see what this PI I hired found out. She thought.

Kagome read over the paper work, She's dead? Well this sucks so much for trying to find out about my birth mom. what else is there. She continued to look over the information. As she read Kagome saw something she never would have seen 'Claimed Rape'. She was supposedly raped by my F-f-father? How can that be. He alway told me it was a one night stand type of deal that she was even gonna get rid of me? He told me she was horrified to find she was pupped. He lied to me! But why? Why would he lie to me like that.

Kagome read on and yet again something caught her eyes. 'After the birth of her daughter, she signed over full custody to the infant's father. Shortly after her release from the hospital she committed suicide. The cause of the suicide was from the fact that she gave birth to the child she never wanted, although Higurashi's father Kane Higurashi, said she was over joyed to be having her first child even if it was from a supposed rape.'

What!? If this is true, then she wanted me. She was gonna keep me? There where people that didn't believe she would do such a thing. Well BUMP THAT. There's gotta be an address where I can find her grave site. After looking through the she put the address to the grave site and the address to the house into her phone. She went into her room to change into regular clothes. After changing she grabbed her purse, key, and phone, walking out of the apartment, and locking it up.

Once outside she hails a cab and tells him the address to the cemetery. It was a slow but peaceful drive to the neighboring town. When the cab finally pulled up to the office building, she handed the man his money and walked in. The receptionist told here where the plot was and was even nice enough to drive her over to the plot.

Once the worker dropped her at the site he went back to work, while she walked up the grave. Kagome took a deep breath concentrating on her miko powers she bent down and touched the ground where her mother lay in rest...