Disclaimer: masashi kishimoto is the owner, i'm just using his characters.
I'm here Neji, as every morning to train, just we always do. But now you are not here.
Guy-sensei and Lee don't show up anymore. Our sensei was hurt very bad in the war, you know? And Lee makes him company, doing exercises only using his arms or whatever.
I visit them once a while, but I prefer to be alone, here, becoming more skilled.
Your family is missing you.
Hinata goes to visit you almost every day and let you a sunflower in your grave, sometimes even Hanabi goes. And sometimes I saw Hiashi-sama in front of your grave, looking at with dead eyes, do you believe it?
Two months, it's been only two months and seems like twenty years to me.
The girls try to comfort me, but they don't know how to I feel. They don't know how was to me losing you, my best friend and my secret love one. In the middle of the war I decided to tell you my feelings, but I don't have a chance.
How could it have been? Would you have corresponded my feelings? We would have started? We would have even married?
We could have had a future together, but now it's only in my imagination.
I know you fulfilled your desire for free will, but I hate your decision. What the fuck I supposed to do now Neji?!
Maybe, you never loved me the way I love you. After all, you sacrificed yourself without thinking about me, but, I love you… And now I feel empty.
The only time of the day where I do not think is when I'm training, so… let's star.