This story is about a young girl who desperately wishes to escape the life she lives. She feels alone in the world she lives and wishes to live a fulfilling life, and to go on an adventurous journey, in order to seek whatever she feels is missing. She has yet to figure out what the part of her is that is missing though, and hopes that if she could only travel to faraway places, then she could maybe, finally, find it. One night, she goes to her place of thought. As she watches the sky she sees a shooting star. She wishes, and prays, that she could travel the universe and find what she's looking for. That very night a certain someone discovers the planet and lands to check it out. She is soon thrown into a world of action, romance, love, adventure, long journeys, fighting, conflicts, resolving fights, and trying to create peace among the places she stumbles to in her long search to find what she is missing.
Hi there I am Kallisto; this is my first story on fanficton.net. I moved here from quizilla.com, in which my account name was Koyuki15.
I was, and still am not, sure what movie/game/show to make this fan fiction of. This is going to be a romance, and I am pretty sure this will be a Star Wars fic. I am also sure it's going be an Obi-Wan Kenobi x OC
This is the beginning, or prologue, for it so he is not in it yet. She will meet him in the next one.
AN: No despite the fact that she prays, this is not in any way supposed to be religious or have a religious affect. Please keep in mind that her planet isn't as developed and still believes in gods. Also it's not that bad, they do have technology like TV, clocks, schools, radios, computers, etc. Just not space or anything. It's all done through wires, not satellite. I'm not much of a computer person so I wouldn't know if that could work or not. Sorry if it couldn't, but then again this is a fan FICTION so then deal with it. Also, sorry any grammer errors I may have missed.
Disclaimer: I own the OC, and the planet I made up. I do NOT own Star Wars or anything pertaining to that.
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If one looks up into the stars at night, does one ever wonder what is out there? Does their mind wonder? Do they think about things? Do they remember their rights, or their wrongs? Do they feel like a small ant on this one world we call Earth? What about the universe? Do they consider what earth looks like in this vast sea of darkness? What about other life out there? Is there anyone out there? Are they like us? What's their culture like? Are they not as intelligent or so far ahead that I minds could not simply handle it? Can they travel through space? Will we ever meet them? What does their planet look like? Are they peaceful or hostel? Who knows? Maybe one would never find out.
A lone brown haired girl looked up at the vast starry sky in wonder. Her bright blue eyes danced around from each star to the next as she observed the starry heavens of the night, thinking of how big it was and how small she was. It was so amazing and mysterious to her, yet beautiful at the same time. She sighed contently closing her eyes, feeling the wind on her face and the smell of the fresh air. Oh how she wished she could travel through the night sky. How she could see all she could in her lifetime, how she could find love and happiness.
What about love? Is it not something that even the dirtiest and cruel beings in this universe seek? Everyone, no matter how much they denied it, wanted to find love. To find their soul mate, their true best friend, their most trusted person, their counterpart, their lost loved one, their long lost sister, brother, mother, father, twin, parents, their one and only, their other half, the someone they could talk to when troubled, the one they could cry in front of when depressed, the one who will share their happier moments, and help them get through the hard ones, the one who would risk their life for one, the person who would stand by ones side till the very end, no matter what the consequences.
Love, the most powerful force in the universe, just as the impact of the night sky. It's young, and beautiful. Happy and full of joy. It's meaningful and full of life. It makes one feel strong, unbeatable. It gives pride and accomplishment. It makes one forget its fears and sadness. It gives hope to those would have none left. Its example impacts everyone, making them want to strive for their goal of what they truly seek. It radiates the good, somber, and humble emotions to those who are down. It's seems so far away though. It seems so far away though. Out of one's reach. In which one cannot seem to grasp. All the feelings of good and happiness so close, almost able to touch it with one's own hand. Yet, it is almost seemingly impossible to grasp it. But alas all good things come with some bad. It has its down too. After sometime, one looses hope of touching it. Another who forgets the beauty in it. It can sometimes feel empty, when the stars do not shine, like they are hiding something, or it's like they refuse to see one. Its darkness can give off a negative effect, shrouding one in its blackness. Making them feel alone, like no one cares. Sometimes it scares people, when the moon is not out to give light to those whom are scared of the dark, because they cannot see what is around them. Like it can give one the feeling of being defenseless and vulnerable. Sometimes it makes one sad and frustrated, because it goes away as the moon sets and the sun rises to start the next day, in which may be stressful. Its deep color digs into ones conscience. It digs up ones hidden memories and emotions. It breaks the mental walls one puts up to block unwanted emotions. It makes one think of it, think of their wrongs. It gives no mercy to those whose conscience have been corrupted by someone, or if one's own shameful actions. It reminds them that they cannot neither take it back nor fix it. That all they can do it try to mend it, ask for or give forgiveness to someone. These emotions that rise in their hearts and minds create sadness and despair. Makes them feel weak or depressed. It makes them want to cry, or feel self pity. It reminds them of one's own dark side, their bad deeds that they've committed or done. Their own sins that they've committed. It brings back that pounding small pain in their chests, makes their heart feel heavy, and their head ache. It makes them hurt and want to cry out, but do not in fear that another will hear. It makes them want to curl into a ball and want all the bad things to go away.
Love, is the same way. It has its good parts and it's bad. In the end though, it serves as a safe haven for those who have the bad feelings, comforting them, so their worries fade away. It's scary and exciting. Yet, everyone strives for it, for a chance at it. Even if the outcome is not in their favor, they try anyway, taking the risk. It takes bravery, and courage. It comes in a variety of combinations, like stars. It can be expressed in paintings, pictures, just like the sky. It is vast and open, just as the starry heaven we call the night sky is.
Oh how wonderful and scary this universe is. It was only when one stopped for a second in their lifetime to think, would one think like this. Only when they are down and when the world just seems to be tightening its hold, like it's suffocating one slowly. When so much emotion is involved, that it's almost unbearable.
The girl smiled slightly, she could stay there forever. She could get used to the comfort and forgivingness the night sky had to offer. It soothed her wants, her needs, her empty side of her, her fear, and her sadness. She felt as her emotions started slowly pouring out of her eyes. One tear after another. She did not dare make a sound, as if it would shatter this peaceful place. On top of this green lush field, where fireflies floated around and flowers bloomed in the springtime. Far away and untouched by civilization, the place was pure and innocent like a small child. Only here she could release her bottled, sad emotions. It was her place of relief, and where she came when she wanted to be alone.
What made a criminal a criminal? What made a murderer lust for blood? What made a hunter want to hunt? What made a parent hit their own child? What made this world so cruel? Must there always be evil where there is good? Must something always spoil the pure things? Must there always be a snake to trick and hurt an Eve? Why were such things ever created? Why must there be suffering and pain?
Why was she born into such a cruel place, when she could see so many peaceful, pure and good things around her? Why did she always feel so alone, when she was supposedly not? She wondered if god would answer her calls for help, some comfort. Or was this serene place itself his answer to her. Why not? She believed it was made by him. Was he even real? It was up to her to believe if she was or not, but then again in reality, no one would ever know for sure. In fact she didn't think anyone in the world truly knows what to believe.
"Please god I ask of you, if you are out there in this vast universe, please answer my pleading call. Help me. I am alone. I wish to find comfort, a love. I wish that I could explore this universe you created, in search of something more. Something meaningful. Something I could truly love and understand. A place of comfort and love. Anywhere away from this life I call. These horrible people, whom call me their daughter, but treat me like I am their personal servant. Away from these people around me who say they are my friends, but in the end just betray me like cowards. A new start. Please god, I know this is a big wish, a request, of you. Please save me. I know there are more out there, that need saving more than I do, and probably deserve it even more. But god, I ask you to turn your eyes towards me for one small second, so that you may consider my case. I ask one thing of you. Please take me away from here; let me travel through vast unknown you call the universe. Help me find whatever it is that can fill the empty part inside of me. " the young girl asked out loud, looking at the sky.
she smiled through her tears as she watched another shooting star fly bye in the vivid sky, as if it was loyaly following the other one. Like soul mate would follow their true love.
Maybe someone really was up there. Maybe he was looking down on her, giving her a thought, or a chance. Could she really not be alone? She did not know for sure. For her sake though, she hoped there was, and that he was going to take care of her, protect her, and fulfill her one wish.
As for now though, only time could tell. What scared her most though, was that she had no way of knowing. Then again, no matter who or what, what race, or what planet you where from in this dark vast space, everyone was afraid of the future, even if it was very small. Of what would come, because they did not know. The very fact of not knowing is what we are always afraid of. It scared us in our deep thoughts, and in the back of our minds, even if only a little.
Everyone fears their future, and everyone is scared of what they do not know.
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AN: Hoped you liked it, advice for the next chapter is nice. Reviews are also greatly appreciated. Please feel free to PM me about any mistakes or something I made here or in future chapters. Thanks
