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I love Em Fields

Hi, everyone. I'm Paige Liza McCullers and I'm a normal 14 year old girl. Or as normal as the not normal can be, I guess...

You see, I have a huge crush...on another girl. The awesome swimmer named Emily Fields, more known as Em Fields.

Sure, being a gay girl is wrong in so man wyas, but I can't help it. I love Emily soooo much!

Alright, make fun of me, call me disgusting and stupid. I get that all the time from Rosewood's own blonde evil bitch, Alison DiLaurentis.

I wish I wasn't gay.

I wanna be 100 % normal, like all of you are.

Me needs a lot of help to figure out what to do.

Can I keep on being in love with Emily? No, probably not...

It's all so fuckin' confusing!

What should I do? Be gay or try to work the whole gay thing out of me?

Damn!

I'm such an insecure piece of poop...

C'mon, Paige, snap out of it, now.

You don't wanna be all gay-like and lovey-dovey. That's not your style.

Maybe my sweet mom can help me...

No, probably not.

Things are so hard. I really don't know what to do.

Awww! Emily is so totally cute. So beautiful. I love her.

Emily is as close to perfection as any girl can be.

She's very sweet. Never seen her being rude to anyone. The girl is 100 % sweetness all the time.

Oh, no! Now I'm being all lovey-dovey...

Anyways, what I said is true. Emily is very sweet.

I've never seen her do bad stuff.

My biggest wish is to become Emily's girlfriend.

That would make me so happy!

Who am I kidding? Such a thing would never happen.

Emily would never date an insecure shipwreck like me.

She deserve someone who's cool, sweet, cute, awesome and beautiful.

I know that Emily is gay. It's obvious that she is, but she'd still never even dream of dating me. To her, I'm probably a nobody.

And as long as Alison's around there's no way I could even get close to a first date with Emily. She's under Alison's curse.

What the hell should I do?

I can't simply stop being a total lesbian with an Emily-crush. My crush on Em is so much more than a silly little teenage thing. I'm 100 % totally in love with Emily Fields.

Thanks goodness that dad doesn't know. If he found out that I'm a lesbian, he'd be so mad at me.

Damn!

I don't know how to deal with my crush on Emily.

I wish I could get some help from someone I trust, but I have no one.

Why do I have such a freakin' emotional pain? This is no fun!

Emily Fields, why do you make me love you?

Oh, man! Damn!

That's it...!

I have nothing more to talk about.

Bye from Paige.