Chapter 1 god is wearing black
There was a soft rapping of rain on the roof of the villa as the precipitation cascaded over the glorious city of Rome. The house was silent yet neither of the occupants of the house did not sleep this night. Lovino Vargas had locked himself in the empty nursery and had been there for days only to come out for water twice. Lovino's hair was a wreck and he was still wearing the same bloody bandages and outfit as when he found her. It was an awful day that should have been so grand… Maria was going to be 3 and Lovino and Antonio could have never been better.
It was a sunny day and for once in his life Lovino Vargas awoke with a smile. He decided to cook a huge breakfast for todos faillia and start the day off just so. When he was done cutting up fruit and setting the table he thought it was time to go get his beautiful daughter and husband mostly because he couldn't wait for the shocked and confused faces that were ensured to shine upon him soon. oh if he only would have known...
Lovino entered his daughters nursery so that they could both greet their papa but upon looking over the crib only to have the worst site he had ever seen be burned into his mind. His daughter lie contorted in an awful position with the look of horror forever plastered on her features. Being the mob boss he was the first thing he did was silently replace the blanket over the small corpse and wept to get Toni. As soon as he entered the master bed room the Spaniard rolled over and flashed his trademark grin. It immediately vanished when he saw his lovers glazed over eyes." Call 911." Lovino said. Antonio was shocked at his lovers' statement, or more frightened." Porque roma? What's wrong?" Lovino glanced back at the Spaniard from over his shoulder and replied "Just do it."
3 weeks have passed and finally Lovino needed to know whether or not espanga would have him. Whether or not the Spaniard hated or blamed him. the walk to the master bedroom was the longest walk he had ever taken. When he entered the already open double doors green eyes met hazel and the Spanish man smiled. "Hola amore, your bed was not touched while you were gone." Even through it all the smile remained genuine, that's what made Lovino break down. He began to cry into his hands as Antonio jumped up to embrace his love. Lovino knew he didn't deserve comfort and began screaming, asking why, and taking blame for all.
As lovino finally cried Antonio told him it was gods will. At that moment the Italian pulled back to look the Spaniard straight in the eyes. He wondered if the Spanish man believed that himself but when he looked up into those emerald eyes, he saw nothing but pushed aside sadness and unswayed faith. When Lovino spoke next it was barely above a whisper "Why our bella bambina? Why take her and not some murdering teses di merde? Why?" At that moment the Italian looked as frail and as small as the day they met. Antonio could only answer in one way. "This pain will never leave you Lovino. The pain that comes with loss of one you hold dear is far greater than any other known. But as the days go by… It just hurts a little less…. God has a plan for all." Lovino let out all the air in his body. He couldn't do this anymore. Toni had lost his mind. Lovino got up and headed for the door. He paused. "Dio e morto…."
Translations
Porque spanish- why not
testes di merde- shitheads
Dio e morto- God is dead
A/N: Okay, that took forever to edit buuut…. Anything for my readers. I am still not sure what I was thinking when I wrote this but again, I apologize for it being an undetailed mess. hopefully I can get around to finish my other chapters and stories. Reviews = love and waffles #(-.-)#