Dear pack,
I know I'm Leah's brother so you may think I'm biased but I've been holding this in for a long time and now after everything I think you need to hear this.
Leah may have been a bitch but she should have been our bitch, but she wasn't. From the first moment she phased we never included her. When one of us phased we were welcomed and supported and welcome. But not Leah when Leah first phased all she heard was complaints about her being a wolf as if she had some choice in it.
That's the thing we never understood. To all of us the only thing that happened to Leah was he boyfriend broke up with her, her dad died and she phased. Simple things right? How did you put it again Jared oh that's right "everyday pains". It was just like you said Paul, "If Seth can get over it then why can't you?" but to Leah it wasn't the events that broke her it was the choices she lost because of them. She lost the choice of getting married and having a family with Sam she lost the choice of having a friendship with Emily (how do you look a person in the eye who stole your happiness and your first love?) Leah lost the choice to do things with dad to spend time with him and then when she was at the worst stage she phased and lost the choice of having friends (outside of the pack) to have kids and to leave La Push! But not one of us cared enough to think or listen to her thoughts hard enough to see past the 'bitch' wall she put up to protect herself.
From us.
And so she suffered through Sam's thoughts of Emily. Jared's thoughts on Kim one day having kids. Quil's thoughts of Clair having daddy daughter days. Don't you see everything we did pushed her closer to him, to her imprint. Do you remember when she first imprinted? When she told us all she imprinted all she heard was Embry ,"Thank god you are finally over Sam" or Quil, "no more bitter she wolf!" She never even got to tell us what he did to her, that he hit her!
As weeks went by did anyone even listen to what she thought? As she tried telling us that her imprint slapped her and hit her or because it was just Leah complaining so should be ignored. Or ridiculed for thinking something bad about her 'perfect' imprint what was it you said again Brady wasn't it, "never good enough for the she wolf" "unless it's Sam" that is what you added right Collin?
You see guys her imprint may have been the last thing that forced her to jump but we all know who is truly responsible. My sister died OUR sister killed herself for one simple reason... We Didn't Care!
Seth
Ps. Just thought I would let you know I found Jake. Because we may not have cared about Leah enough but he did! After he killed Leah's imprint, Jacob and Leah died in each others arms! Yes guys you read that right Jacob and Leah are both gone and it's our fault!