Title: Tied Up
Author: Mana - Anislayerx@aol.com
Summary: Oz misses Willow and writes a song about what happened.
Rating: PG
Feedback: Yes, please. This is my first fanfic that is actually completed.
I have many other Oz fics, they're just not done...
Disclaimer: Joss, because if it was me Oz would be back. But I wouldn't do a
good job on the story line, so I guess I'll wait.
Distribution: OZMIA, go ahead. Anyone else, ask first.
Dedication: To Oz, Willow, Seth Green, and Alyson Hannigan. Oh, and to my site: http://members.dencity.com/mana/
Author's Notes: parts in quotes is part of the song
Oz sat on the cold floor in a cave. His thoughts were on Willow, as they
always were. What was she feelign or doing right now? Did she miss him?
Stupid question. Of course she did. The same way he missed her.
His thoughts went to how he hurt her. I couldn't help it. It wasn't my
fault. Oz's mind quickly attacked. But it was your fault. You wanted
Veruca, while still human, remember? Oz covered his ears. Then you left
Willow, remember? Then you sent for all your stuff, didn't even call her,
and made her think you were never coming back. Oz couldn't stop hearing the
thoughts in his head. They were echoing throughout his mind, and even the
cave.
Oz's voice echoed throughtout the cave. "No! I didn't mean to." He paused
for the ringing in his ears. "She didn't even give me a chance to explain."
All the noise stopped and Oz dumped out a sheet of paper and a pencil from
his bag, and began to write a song.
"Put these chains over me." Oz looked helplessly at the chains around his
wrists and the inevitable landscape outside. He wanted desperately to be
home. He needed Willow. To make him feel whole. "To make me feel I'm
alive."
Why?! Why did this happen? Everything was fine.
His sorrow went against everything in his mind. He did the unthinkable and
blamed Willow. It was all her fault! He couldn't figure out how, but it had
to be. I loved her so much, I had to leave, and now I'm hurting because of
it. You didn't even believe me when I tried to explain after the night you
found us. That's because it wasn't true, his mind intervened. Oz went on,
"I want to feel you're faith, but you're never on my side. I want to feel your
faith explain that I never tried." I tried, Willow. I tried to resist, I
swear. Oz's mind echoed. He quickly continued to write, willing the voice
saying "No you didn't." away.
"I don't care for change. Tied again."
Oz got out of the chains from the night before. He felt horrible. He needed
to get out of the cave. He dove forever until he got to his home, for now.
"Everything was overturned." He couldn't think straight. He just needed her
to believe him. "I want to see your face explain that I never tried."
A tear came from Oz's eye. "I never wanted. I don't care. I never wanted
change. I never wanted... I don't care... I never wanted..." Oz sighed.
"Tied again," he said aloud.
He would go back to Willow. He just needed time. Maybe only time was on his
side... Oz shook his head. No, Willow was on his side, too. And he'd come
back to show her he knew.
TIED UP
by Four Star Mary
put these chains over me
make me feel I'm alive
i want to feel you're faith
but you're never on my side
i want to feel you're faith explain
that i've never tried
i dont' care for change
other worlds won't explain
tied again
see these cars on the road
all these cars overturned
i want to see you're faith
but you're never on my side
i want to see you're face explain
that i've never tried
i don't care for change
other worlds other days
tied again
when i see them tied again
when i see them lie
i never wanted
i don't care
i never wanted change
i never wanted
i don't care
i never wanted
tied again
THE END
Author: Mana - Anislayerx@aol.com
Summary: Oz misses Willow and writes a song about what happened.
Rating: PG
Feedback: Yes, please. This is my first fanfic that is actually completed.
I have many other Oz fics, they're just not done...
Disclaimer: Joss, because if it was me Oz would be back. But I wouldn't do a
good job on the story line, so I guess I'll wait.
Distribution: OZMIA, go ahead. Anyone else, ask first.
Dedication: To Oz, Willow, Seth Green, and Alyson Hannigan. Oh, and to my site: http://members.dencity.com/mana/
Author's Notes: parts in quotes is part of the song
Oz sat on the cold floor in a cave. His thoughts were on Willow, as they
always were. What was she feelign or doing right now? Did she miss him?
Stupid question. Of course she did. The same way he missed her.
His thoughts went to how he hurt her. I couldn't help it. It wasn't my
fault. Oz's mind quickly attacked. But it was your fault. You wanted
Veruca, while still human, remember? Oz covered his ears. Then you left
Willow, remember? Then you sent for all your stuff, didn't even call her,
and made her think you were never coming back. Oz couldn't stop hearing the
thoughts in his head. They were echoing throughout his mind, and even the
cave.
Oz's voice echoed throughtout the cave. "No! I didn't mean to." He paused
for the ringing in his ears. "She didn't even give me a chance to explain."
All the noise stopped and Oz dumped out a sheet of paper and a pencil from
his bag, and began to write a song.
"Put these chains over me." Oz looked helplessly at the chains around his
wrists and the inevitable landscape outside. He wanted desperately to be
home. He needed Willow. To make him feel whole. "To make me feel I'm
alive."
Why?! Why did this happen? Everything was fine.
His sorrow went against everything in his mind. He did the unthinkable and
blamed Willow. It was all her fault! He couldn't figure out how, but it had
to be. I loved her so much, I had to leave, and now I'm hurting because of
it. You didn't even believe me when I tried to explain after the night you
found us. That's because it wasn't true, his mind intervened. Oz went on,
"I want to feel you're faith, but you're never on my side. I want to feel your
faith explain that I never tried." I tried, Willow. I tried to resist, I
swear. Oz's mind echoed. He quickly continued to write, willing the voice
saying "No you didn't." away.
"I don't care for change. Tied again."
Oz got out of the chains from the night before. He felt horrible. He needed
to get out of the cave. He dove forever until he got to his home, for now.
"Everything was overturned." He couldn't think straight. He just needed her
to believe him. "I want to see your face explain that I never tried."
A tear came from Oz's eye. "I never wanted. I don't care. I never wanted
change. I never wanted... I don't care... I never wanted..." Oz sighed.
"Tied again," he said aloud.
He would go back to Willow. He just needed time. Maybe only time was on his
side... Oz shook his head. No, Willow was on his side, too. And he'd come
back to show her he knew.
TIED UP
by Four Star Mary
put these chains over me
make me feel I'm alive
i want to feel you're faith
but you're never on my side
i want to feel you're faith explain
that i've never tried
i dont' care for change
other worlds won't explain
tied again
see these cars on the road
all these cars overturned
i want to see you're faith
but you're never on my side
i want to see you're face explain
that i've never tried
i don't care for change
other worlds other days
tied again
when i see them tied again
when i see them lie
i never wanted
i don't care
i never wanted change
i never wanted
i don't care
i never wanted
tied again
THE END