Last night your hate ripped into my heart

Your word bleeding around me

Telling me over and over I'm useless.

And I know I deserve it,

I know I'm not what you wanted to see,

Not what you wanted me to be,

Not what I can be,

Not the me that isn't me this is the me you want me to be.

I can't help where my heart is,

I can't help that you cried

You saw me through new eyes,

Those eyes filled with prejudice,

Those eyes filled with hate,

But I'm still the same person

You met at that gate.

Planting flowers out of love,

Tending to your demons,

Making me wonder why you loved demons,

But you couldn't love me.

And your eyes were swollen from crying,

While my soul burned from the lies,

Consuming me all together in that lovely blue flame,

I know you can't bear to say my name

Anymore

Because the night is full of enemies

And you don't know which are your friends

That you thought would be behind you this entire time holding you up giving you strength

Can I say I'm talking about

You

Anymore?

I was left abandoned,

Bleeding and broken

And looking back on that day I can't help but to feel empty

Like my life was stolen away

Because you took it

And stabbed my heart with your gaze

That one gaze which was all I needed to know

That the world had changed

And your eyes became clouded

While my lies became clean.

Its no wonder why you call me demon,

My hands are stained with the blood of my heritage,

My head adorned with this crown of flames,

I'm your worst nightmare,

Your own trembling fists

Fighting my shadow,

But only my shadow.

You're scared of my shadow…

Did you know it's not me

Did you know that I'm up here,

Not down the trenches with those empty titles that burned into the eart.

Look into my eyes,

Tell me you see the ocean,

Tell me you can breathe the sky,

Tell me tell me you can touch the fire and drink the flames,

Tell me you know I won't hurt you,

Tell me that I'm alive!

With the world against,

I can't help but slip away,

Give me you bruised lips,

Let them whisper my prayers,

Because God doesn't want to hear

From someone like me.

Give me a life that's worth something,

Give me a tear that's worth shedding,

A song that's worth singing,

A sword that's worth drawing,

For the cause that has somehow gotten lost,

Or maybe the reasons have just been changed because of

You

In my life.

Grant me forgiveness,

Let it come from a star so far away it's already blown across a glaxay,

Paving a new way for thinking,

And drifting away

Like the tears

We shed for each death

Dropping down on my flames

To quench their hate.

I'm still the person I was,

When we first met.

The sky is still open,

Reflecting my eyes,

As my breath slows,

And my eyes close,

And only God knows,

How much

I miss

You.

Tell me you can't kiss my finger tips

And only taste ashes

Because my identity has been

Burned away

By those flames of blue sorrow

That my heart beat the boy who

Called me a Demon

So he wouldn't see me

Cry.

And the world screams of Demons

But forgets about love.

My father told me Demons are

Born from our hearts.

And I couldn't stop lying

Because of your eyes,

Those eyes filled with

Laughter

Those eyes filled with

Light.

I am still the same person,

I was when we met.

Just know that

I'm sorry.

And give me

One

Last

Chance.