Trying to die
Chapter 1 Suicide
Disclaimer : Look other fic . ( I didn't own love hina . ) And look this fic . I didn't own 'In the end' . Linkin park own this .
Keitaro was thinking of suicide .
It starts with one thing
He tormented many times by the girls . Kicked him , punched him , seduced him , misunderstood him , swung the sword at him and many more . But even he already apologized . All results were the same . Flew in the sky . And landed 100-2000 meters away from Hinata- sou .
I don't know why It doesn't even matter how hard you try
He wanted to die .
keep that in mind I designed this rhyme To explain in due time
He doesn't even tell Naru that he loved her . He though it was too late . She already loved Seta .
All I know Time is a valuable thing Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings Watch it count down to the end of the day
He was going to kill himself now . One way or another .
The clock ticks life away
Even it was unbelievable . He going to kill himself now .
It's so unreal
He didn't brave enough to tell her .
Didn't look out below Watch the time go right out the window
He waited for a great chance to tell her . But he waited too long . Now , she and Seta were together in their date . When he knew that . He shocked and he wanted to kill himself now .
Trying to hold on, but didn't even know Wasted it all just to watch you go I kept everything inside and even though I tried, it all fell apart What it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time when
He got many hits from the tenants . They hurt him inside and outside . Even he look happy outside . Even he was immortal . But inside . He was going to die .
I tried so hard And got so far But in the end It doesn't even matter
He wanted to kill himself . The tenants may feel sad for this .
I had to fall To lose it all
But in the end . They will feel like nothing happened . Only an idiot person gone .
But in the end a It doesn't even matter
Even he felt sad for those things he accidently did . Even he tried to apologize million times . Even for the things he didn't do . The Results was only pain .
One thing, I don't know why It doesn't even matter how hard you try
He wanted to die now . They will had many things . Showed that he lived . Like hole on the ceiling . Many broken walls . And much more .
keep that in mind I designed this rhyme, to remind myself how I tried so hard In spite of the way you were mocking me Acting like I was part of your property Remembering all the times you fought with me
He surprised how long he suffered those pain . And smiling after got those pains .
I'm surprised it got so (far) Things aren't the way they were before
Naru wouldn't have say any word such as 'baka' , 'idiot' or ' pervert ' anymore .
You wouldn't even recognize me anymore Not that you knew me back then
He trying to cure the pain by talked to Haruka . His aunt . But when he called her 'aunt Haruka' or 'obaa-san' . He make the pain worse than before . She beat him with something nearby . And said to call her 'Haruka-san' . Even she was old enough to call 'aunt' .
But it all comes back to me (in the end) You kept everything inside and even though I tried, it all fell apart
She will not have to say ' It's Haruka-san , don't you remember ? 'after beat him .
What it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time when I
He can't take anymore pain . He didn't want to make the pain worse . He want to gone very very far from the pain . But the pain will get him anyway .
I tried so hard And got so far But in the end It doesn't even matter
He did almost everything in Hinata-sou . But they thanked him by punched him , steal his money , kicked him , God's cry school techniques , punished him and much much more . They will have to do the works themselves . And they will do it like before he entered Hinata-sou .
I had to fall To lose it all But in the end a It doesn't even matter
He loved Naru very much . Not as a friend . But as a girlfriend .
I've put my trust in you Pushed as far as I can go
They studied many times together . But she called him ' idiot ' or ' baka ' . She did like she studied with a fool .
For all this There's only one thing you should know
She made him better in the knowledge .
I've put my trust in you Pushed as far as I can go For all this
He wanted to tell everybody something . If not killing himself .
There's only one thing you should know
If he doesn't wanted to kill himself . He will get some revenge .
I tried so hard And got so far But in the end It doesn't even matter
He though about how can he kill himself .
I had to fall To lose it all
Tear appeared in his eyes .
But in the end a It doesn't even matter
He cried .
To Be Continued
Note : English isn't my main language . Don't flame me . If flame , flame with reason . Don't flame for fun .
Good luck for those who flame with reason , who review and who read this story .
I will do the endings soon . Since it's a short story .
Don't think I'm crazy that rated this a 2 opposite type of stories . Cause the endings will have many type of stories .
Assassingao
Disclaimer : Look other fic . ( I didn't own love hina . ) And look this fic . I didn't own 'In the end' . Linkin park own this .
Keitaro was thinking of suicide .
It starts with one thing
He tormented many times by the girls . Kicked him , punched him , seduced him , misunderstood him , swung the sword at him and many more . But even he already apologized . All results were the same . Flew in the sky . And landed 100-2000 meters away from Hinata- sou .
I don't know why It doesn't even matter how hard you try
He wanted to die .
keep that in mind I designed this rhyme To explain in due time
He doesn't even tell Naru that he loved her . He though it was too late . She already loved Seta .
All I know Time is a valuable thing Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings Watch it count down to the end of the day
He was going to kill himself now . One way or another .
The clock ticks life away
Even it was unbelievable . He going to kill himself now .
It's so unreal
He didn't brave enough to tell her .
Didn't look out below Watch the time go right out the window
He waited for a great chance to tell her . But he waited too long . Now , she and Seta were together in their date . When he knew that . He shocked and he wanted to kill himself now .
Trying to hold on, but didn't even know Wasted it all just to watch you go I kept everything inside and even though I tried, it all fell apart What it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time when
He got many hits from the tenants . They hurt him inside and outside . Even he look happy outside . Even he was immortal . But inside . He was going to die .
I tried so hard And got so far But in the end It doesn't even matter
He wanted to kill himself . The tenants may feel sad for this .
I had to fall To lose it all
But in the end . They will feel like nothing happened . Only an idiot person gone .
But in the end a It doesn't even matter
Even he felt sad for those things he accidently did . Even he tried to apologize million times . Even for the things he didn't do . The Results was only pain .
One thing, I don't know why It doesn't even matter how hard you try
He wanted to die now . They will had many things . Showed that he lived . Like hole on the ceiling . Many broken walls . And much more .
keep that in mind I designed this rhyme, to remind myself how I tried so hard In spite of the way you were mocking me Acting like I was part of your property Remembering all the times you fought with me
He surprised how long he suffered those pain . And smiling after got those pains .
I'm surprised it got so (far) Things aren't the way they were before
Naru wouldn't have say any word such as 'baka' , 'idiot' or ' pervert ' anymore .
You wouldn't even recognize me anymore Not that you knew me back then
He trying to cure the pain by talked to Haruka . His aunt . But when he called her 'aunt Haruka' or 'obaa-san' . He make the pain worse than before . She beat him with something nearby . And said to call her 'Haruka-san' . Even she was old enough to call 'aunt' .
But it all comes back to me (in the end) You kept everything inside and even though I tried, it all fell apart
She will not have to say ' It's Haruka-san , don't you remember ? 'after beat him .
What it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time when I
He can't take anymore pain . He didn't want to make the pain worse . He want to gone very very far from the pain . But the pain will get him anyway .
I tried so hard And got so far But in the end It doesn't even matter
He did almost everything in Hinata-sou . But they thanked him by punched him , steal his money , kicked him , God's cry school techniques , punished him and much much more . They will have to do the works themselves . And they will do it like before he entered Hinata-sou .
I had to fall To lose it all But in the end a It doesn't even matter
He loved Naru very much . Not as a friend . But as a girlfriend .
I've put my trust in you Pushed as far as I can go
They studied many times together . But she called him ' idiot ' or ' baka ' . She did like she studied with a fool .
For all this There's only one thing you should know
She made him better in the knowledge .
I've put my trust in you Pushed as far as I can go For all this
He wanted to tell everybody something . If not killing himself .
There's only one thing you should know
If he doesn't wanted to kill himself . He will get some revenge .
I tried so hard And got so far But in the end It doesn't even matter
He though about how can he kill himself .
I had to fall To lose it all
Tear appeared in his eyes .
But in the end a It doesn't even matter
He cried .
To Be Continued
Note : English isn't my main language . Don't flame me . If flame , flame with reason . Don't flame for fun .
Good luck for those who flame with reason , who review and who read this story .
I will do the endings soon . Since it's a short story .
Don't think I'm crazy that rated this a 2 opposite type of stories . Cause the endings will have many type of stories .
Assassingao