Broken-Hearted Boy
By: nieka1995901
Summary:
Beyoncé songfic
Pairing: Bevin
No matter what you do or how much I leave, I can't help but come back to you in the end… Ben Seme! Kevin Uke!
You're everything I thought you never were
You're nothing like I thought you could've been
But still you live inside of me
So tell me how it's been
You're the only one I wish I could forget
I ran out of the house and jumped in my car, a car I painted to match your eyes. I was stupid to believe you would ever change, "I knew this would happen so why does it hurt so bad?" I muttered to myself as I pulled from the driveway.
The only one I love to not forgive
And though you break my heart
You're the only one
And though there are times when I hate you
`Cause I can't erase
The times that you hurt me
And put tears on my face
I didn't get far before I had to pull over, my tears blurred my vision and I couldn't see. So many times I had caught you with her. Maybe this time it hurts so much because it was in our house. This pain in my chest is your fault! I blame you because I can't blame her. No matter how much it hurts I can never bring myself to blame her.
And even now while I hate you
It pains me to say
I know I'll be there at the end of the day
I don't want to be without you babe
I don't want a broken heart
My phones ringing and I know it's you because off that stupid ring tone. I don't want to answer but my hand is already reaching for the phone and I answer anyway. You sound panicked and worried about me,
"Kevin where are you? Kevin! Please come home we can talk about this!" you say but I don't want to hear it so I hang up. This is all your fault. All your fault Ben Tennyson
Don't wanna take a breath without you babe
I don't wanna play that part
I know that I love you
What led me to say
I don't want to love you in no kind of way
No, no, I don't a broken heart
And I don't wanna play the broken hearted girl
No, no, no, broken hearted girl
What did I do to deserve this torture? This pain? You said you loved me and I believed you! I was so stupid to think anyone could love me. My phone's ringing again and even though I don't want to I know I'm going to answer it. See how sprung you got me?
"Kevin please-!" you started
"Why should I? Why do you even want me to come back?" I ask
"Because I love you! Kevin please come home!" you say and I start laughing, a laugh so bitter
Something that I feel I need to say
But up `til now I've always been afraid
That you would never come around
And still I want to put this out
You say you got the most respect for me
But sometimes I feel you're not deserving to me
And still you're in my heart
But you're the only one
And yes there are times when I hate you
But I don't complain
`Cause I've been afraid that you would walk away
"Why should I come home? You're just going to do it again and do you know why Benjamin Tennyson? It's because you don't know what you want!" I yell choking on a sob and his line goes quiet because we both know I'm telling the truth.
"Kevin please, we can talk about this! I love you, you know that! I only want you." You beg
"I can't Ben, not this time." I say before hanging up
Oh but now I don't hate you
I'm happy to say
That I will be there at the end of the day
I don't wanna be without you babe
I don't want a broken heart
Don't wanna take a breath without you baby
I don't wanna play that part
I know that I love you
What led me to say
I don't want to love you in no kind of way
"Please Kevin-," the words keep repeating in my head. I'm so stupid to feel guilty that you're hurting when you're the one that hurt me, "Come home-," I wish I didn't love you, maybe then I wouldn't hurt so much. I wouldn't want to crawl back into your arms or see you smile at me.
I don't wanna broken heart
And I don't wanna play the broken hearted girl
No, no, no broken hearted girl
Now I'm at a place I thought I'd never be
Living in a world that's all about you and me
Ain't got to be afraid my broken heart is free
So spread my wings and fly away
Away with you…
Images of your smiling face flash in my head. I don't want to see it. Just brings more pain, "You're the only one for me." Your words are still in my mind. I don't want those either. Just makes me want to go back all the more, "Please-." No! I can't go back
I don't want to be without my baby
I don't want a broken heart
Don't want to take a breath without my baby
I don't wanna play that part
I know that I love you
What led me to say
I'm going back, I keep telling myself that this is the last time. That next time I'll leave for good, but even I know it isn't true. I'll just keep crawling back to you as long as the sky remains blue.
I don't want to love you in no kind of way
And I don't wanna play the broken hearted girl
No, no, no broken hearted girl…
Broken hearted girl no, no
No broken hearted girl…
No broken hearted girl
I park in the driveway and get out of the car. As I walk up to the door you run out to greet me.
"Kevin I'm so sorry! It want happen again I promise! Please forgive me!" you say
"Don't I always?" I say as you pull me towards the living room closing the door and locking it as if to keep me here.
"Please don't leave again." You whisper as you sit beside me on the couch and I look out the window noticing for the first time that the sun is setting
"Doesn't matter how many times I leave, we both know I'll be back here by the end of the day." I say as you hug me close. I sigh closing my eyes, " No matter what you do or how much I leave, I can't help but come back to you in the end…"
Fin
Nieka1995901:So tell me what you guys think it's only my second songfic but I think I did well
Kevin: I hate you!
Nieka1995901: You'll live there isn't enough fics with Ben as Seme
Ben: I'm so sorry Kevin! *sobs hugging Kevin*
EC: R&R