Please see me, love me.

disclaimer - I do not own anything or anyone in this story they all own themselves.

chapter 1.

A/N: ok this is my first story so please be kind and if you have any suggestions leave a comment please and thank you…now I hope you enjoy here you go

"Alright let's try the shoot one more time and Ciara have a bit more aggravation in your tone." Came Scotts voice as they got ready to do another take of the current Sean 'Katie' was mad at the boys for messing up her room ruining her date and soaking her (in her new outfit) they were in the 2J set all four 'boys' listing to 'Katie' yell at them with (fake) guilty expressions 'brothers of the ice' Carols, Logan, Kendall, and James looked down when Ciara slammed the door to her now clean room. He knew he shouldn't but Kendall spared a quick glance at James who was next to him and knew he shouldn't have his thoughts that were quickly turning bad were interrupted "alright cut, that was great take five." Came Scotts voice and as soon as he said that Kendall dashed to his dressing room, once he was in there he closed and locked the door

~Kendall's P.O.V~
How could I be so stupid I was staring for too long? But god I couldn't help myself he's so amazing and gorgeous and his washboard abs he's so sweet and protective charming and so talented I mean his voice is freaking beautiful and his acting is amazing he was so sweet with everyone (unless they were rude, jerks, or hurting someone he cares about, or being a bully) and a gentlemen with all gentlewomen (a/n: I'll give you a shootout next chapter if you can tell me where I got that) especially our fans. And his eyes I can always lose myself in them. I was so caught up in my thoughts I didn't hear the knocking until I heard a voice I knew well "kindizzle you alright man." It was Logan "um...Yeah man I just needed to go." It was a lie and they both knew it. "Dude let me in." came his sweet tone but I didn't answer and I didn't get up either even when the door jingled "don't make me get Carlos or James." That made me get up and open the door "what do you want Logan." I'm not usually this mean but right now I just want to be left alone "wow big man chill…Kenny what's wrong." Logan always knew something was wrong we've known each other so long he's like my protective older (but smaller) brother (even though I have two older brothers Logan Carlos and James are also like my older brothers, have been practically since we meet) he put a hand on my shoulder and squeezed it gently I welcomed the comfort we were all like that the four of us were very touchy-feely, it's just who we are we're real close not just cast mates or band mates, more than best friends were like brothers. So it's not weird to us when we do that but it is funny to see others freaked out by it. Heck sometimes we do it on purpose my thoughts were brought back to my brown-haired light brown-eyed friend and brother "you know me to well" was all I said but I couldn't tell him I was in love with our best friend yes Kendall Schmidt was in love with no one other than James Maslow. Sometimes I wonder what would happen if I got to James before the she devil did "please Kendall tell me what wrong you know we can" Logan said with a kind of sweetness in his tone…should I tell him "guys we have to be back on set" came Carlos' tone he sounded mad they both got up "your acting stupid Carlos I expect this from Garcia not Pena" came one of the make-up staffs voices "sorry im not to your standards" Logan looked toward Carlos as he left with anger "go he needs you more" I said "were going to talk later Kendall whether you want to or not…it's not good to keep things in" Logan said as they both got up and Logan was about to go after Carlos when we heard James and Carlos laughing we left my room after I closed the door to see fox and Sydney played and attacked Carlos by licking him Logan and I couldn't help but smile at the Scene before us "feeling better carlitos" came Logan's voice stopping the silliness Carlos looked at Logan and smiled "yeah James fox and Sydney helped to get rid of my anger." He said and I swear if it weren't for the fact that he was rolling around on the ground and laughing I would think he was blushing at Logan but there's no way…right?

~no one's p.o.v~
The four made their way to the front of paramount where a photo shoot was being set up. The four smiled photo shoots where fun, sometimes Logan didn't like them as much but he was glad to have his three friends with him

~Logan's p.o.v~
As we set at the chairs letting hair and make-up do what they do, I looked across from me at Kendall I was worried about him he's out little brother, even if its taller, I don't like when he's so heartbroken and sad it hurt me and if someone hurt him. Well Carlos, James, and I wouldn't hesitate to make them regret it. And right now I wanted to punch someone's face in. Kendall looked like he wanted to cry I could feel the anger boiling up and worse yet Kendall wouldn't talk to me but maybe he'd talk to Carlos I'll have to talk to him. My thoughts were interrupted when I saw Kendall look up I gave him a smile and got a half-smile in return

~James' p.o.v~
As the hair lady messed with styles for the shoot I looked up and saw Logan and Kendall smiling at each other and this weird feeling bubbled in my stomach before I could try to describe the feeling my iPhone beeped/flashed I looked at it to see it was Halston my girlfriend Halston: when can we meet tonight. I grinned and replayed James: about 9:00 p.m. I grinned normally we stop filming at 10 but we don't have much today so we get out early, the next text had come quickly Halston: don't you stop filming at 10. James: normally yea but we don't have much to film today so there letting us go early. Halston: by an hour. James: no at like 6:30 Halston: then why are we meeting so late. This text was eminently followed by Halston: don't tell me, you'll be with them. A deep frown came over my face James: yes were all gonna go grab a bite after we're done then I'm going to hangout with my best friends. The next text made me frown deeper Halston: again baby why must you keep doing this are you trying to make me mad James: what do you mean. Halston: baby you should be with me not them. now I was confused we went over this already angrily I replied James: Halston we went over this and i'm not doing anything if your mad that's your own fault after sending it I text her again James: look I don't want to fight and I'm busy right now so ill see you at 9. With that I turned my phone on vibrate and placed it in my pocket. "Psst James" I tuned to see Carlos with a concerned look in his eyes "what's wrong buddy." He asked and I just smiled a sad smile "Halston's acting up again." Was all I really need to say "man im sorry I know what you mean." and he does he had, had to go through the same with Sammy before they split. "Its OK I guess dude just wanna forget it and have some fun with my best buds." We turned when we heard laughter to see Kendall and Logan laughing and their hair ladies with frowns. Again I had a weird feeling in the pit in my stomach and I still don't know what it is then Kendall looked at me with a big smile his dimples showing and another feeling arouse but this one I liked why?

~no one's p.o.v~
"Alright you four let's go." The four guys looked up to see the photographer smiling at them. They smiled back and got up and walked to the area in front of the cameras doing as the camera man said and moving positions when they felt like it. Kendall couldn't help but look at James they had put him in a tight shirt similar to the American flag shirt he wore for the 2012 summer tour with tight fit jeans and black converse his hair was styled to make it seem like it was wet and he ran his hands through it, it made him look dam sexy.

~Kendall's p.o.v~
(A/N: I love Kendall and I think he's damn fine and hot but I know the sting of insecurity and I've seen and heard comments on Kendall's appearance, I know he's heard and seen them too, it hurts. but don't worry the guys are gonna make him feel better.) I wasn't stupid I knew I looked good too but I could never look as good as James Logan and Carlos my hair was mused slightly and I was wherein a shirt similar to my Peru shirt showing off my muscles and tattoos and a tight pair of jeans and my favorite pair of blue vans apparently Carlos saw the look on my face because he said this "why is it that Kendall always looks better than us." He said with as a smile and a look with Logan and James.

~No one's p.o.v~
The two caught on quickly once seeing Kendall "yeah why aren't my clothes as cool as Kendall's." Came Logan's voice with a smile as he looked at his clothes with fake disappointment. "And Kendall's hair is always better than mine." James said also with a smile, everyone smiled once they realized what the three were doing. "No matter what people say or think your amazing Kendall stop listening to the haters." Came Carlos "yeah listen instead to the rushers, the real rushers" came Logan "yeah and all those drivers (a/n: for those of you that don't know cause I know some don't Kendall is also in a band with Dustin belt called Heffron drive and there fans are called drivers) not to mention your friends and family." Said James "and the three of us your best buds" with smiles all three said together. "You forgot brothers, thanks guys." Kendall said with a smile and watery eyes "no problem just remember no matter what anyone says about your appearance or anything you're still our brother and we love you" "and so do our fans to them us and all your friends and family your perfect" came the voices of Carlos and James "so come on lets give our fans some photos they'll defiantly love." Logan said with a smirk "yeah let's do this." Said Kendall all traces of sadness gone because of the words of Logan Carols and James now he had a huge smile that showed off his dimples which made the pictures come out amazing the photographer could tell girls and even some boys are going to drool over a specific picture that he has decided to use as the main picture they were all smiling big and bright laughing and very close to each other these four really where more than cast mates, or band mates, more than best friends they were brothers and nothing would break them apart

~later~ ~Carlos' p.o.v.~
"Have a nice night guys" Ciara said to us as her mom picked her up, we all head over to our cars "so where should we go...I kinda want Chinese." I asked then added as they looked at me for my answer to my question. "I could go for pizza." Kendall said next with a look to the other two who have yet to answer "I want some Japanese maybe sushi." Was James replay we all turned to see what Logan would say "I'm up for some burgers" he said with a shrug. Well then this is interesting I thought as we all arrived at our cars parked next to each other where would we go…hmm "hey I have an idea" Kendall said with a smile as we all turned to him.

~cliff hanger~

A/N: I always wanted to write one of those sorry guys you're going to have to read the next chapter to find out where there going hope you liked the story ill be posting the next chapter soon see ya rushers