Dear Diary,
Sooo... If anyone read this I'd just die. I finally caved. Janine nagged me just enough. She said I'd "feel better." I'm not sure if I believe that. Hold my secrets. It's not even a diary, it's a journal. Even Whit has a journal, even if he's a bit in touch with his feminine side. Some guys are into that. That happens.
I guess I'm relieved. I mean we beat The One. That's good! Flame Girl 1 The One O. That has a bit of comedy in it. Now that I'm thinking about it, maybe it's only a bit good. I mean now me and Whit have the whole Overworld on our shoulders. I'll either be crushed or set the government on fire. The second is more likely. That would be have all this government to figure out. We have to work on all the details and be loaded with stress. If we screw up everyone knows to blame us. It wasn't exactly some big secret. Me and Whit need to figure this out. I'm stressing. We can do it. We have to. There is no other choice.
Then there's the Fire. Me I guess...? I love my power, but could there be another threat that my pulling it in? Like a magnet to bad. I seriously hope not. We seemed to have barely beat The One. I can't image going through that again. And me and Whit would have just had one giant lie. Who would ever believe us again. I need to move past that. My powers are pretty cool. It's all good. After The One I'm sure me and Whit and my Fire could take anything down that we needed to.
Then there's Whit. He's smiling again. He's finally past Celia. Janie is good for him. It's not that I don't like Celia, it's just Janine is here. Celia isn't. I like Janine too. We're ridiculously close. I really like her for Whit. She makes him so happy. He hadn't smiled for a while. Not since Celia, not since The New Order. I saw it the other day. It made me smile. Icouldn't help it. Now just thinking about it is making me smile.
Then there's that weasel, Byron. He's clingy. Can he not see that I want him out of my life. I never liked him, and I definitely don't now. I probably never will. That would be like a giant, never-ending nightmare. Who wants that? I barely have any alone time, from anyone. At least I have my cozy little apartment, all to myself. I love the organized chaos. But how am I supposed to get that weasel out of my face. Not what I call fun.
On a happier note, life is starting to go back to normal. I still have my power, Whit still has his. No one will take that away. I won't let them, we won't let them. Schools are opening. That's good. Me and Whit are going to build up The City just right. It won't ever be able to fall again!
Well... I better go to sleep. It's 2am. I should go to sleep before I have to wake up. Making a new government must be tiring, not to mention stressful. I better go to sleep. Governing better not to be to hard. It will be hard. It'll suck, no doubt.
Wish me luck!
Love,
Fire~Girl, Wisty