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A/N: First fanfic… I love to write Rurouni Kenshin fanfic but I'm not brave enough to post it. My friend forces me to post it… So here I am sitting, continuing my story while she watching at me, making sure that I'm working… Hehehe… Anyway, LasVerdeRosas is my modern dance group. Weird name? Surely our costumes are not green and pink… And I can't speak Spanish. I can only say gracias or something like that and…
;OK! CUT THE CRAP AND START THE STORY!
Sheltered Eyes under the Night Sky
Chapter 1: Over the Rainbow...? She's still under it.
Kaoru stared at the stars. She sighed. She threw a can of beer. She took her cigarette and lighted it up. The cigarette was bitter. She laughed herself. What happened to her? Her life was such a mess. Too messy until she didn't want to live. She wanted to dream. Dreams were always beautiful. No burden, no hurt. She closed her eyes, tried to dream.
Somewhere over the rainbow
Way up high
There's a land that I heard of
Once in a lullaby
She saw her younger self, playing happily in her mother's small garden. She wore her tiny dress with a pretty white ribbon on her hair. She opened her eyes and hid her face.
When she was a kid, her mom always told her, if she acted well, Angels would come to her and takes her into a beautiful paradise, somewhere over the rainbow. Her mother used to sing that song before Kaoru slept.
Hell paradise. She always tried to be a good girl but what did she get? Nothing but sadness and pain. She was embarrassed. Now she had to live from the money that she got from selling herself. Where is the beautiful paradise that her mother promised to her? Nothing here. It's all about her and her hell now.
Somewhere over the rainbow
Skies are blue
And the dreams that you dare to dream
Really do come true
Kaoru once had a dream. She wanted to be a good kendo teacher like her father, or nice gardener like her mother.
But now… She didn't have any. She didn't want to have any. Enishi. That guy ripped her dreams. He took everything away and left. Leaving Kaoru behind, sad and depressed.
Someday I'll wish upon a star
And wake up where the clouds are far
Behind me
She didn't want to wish. She didn't want to pray. Many prayers she prayed, but God wasn't there. Or maybe He didn't want to hear her prayer, because Kaoru is a big sinner? Kaoru never know.
Where troubles melt like lemon drops
Away above the chimney tops
That's where you'll find me
She couldn't even try to get a help. Her heart always screamed, wanting to be found. But her brain and her body ignored her heart. She didn't want to hear her heart anymore. Her heart is the wrong way home.
Nobody can find her now. Nobody knew how to find her.
Somewhere over the rainbow
Bluebirds fly
Birds fly over the rainbow
Why then oh why can't I?
Sure, she couldn't fly. She would stuck in the same hell that she wanted to leave.
Life's such a bitch. Her mother now must be crying in heaven seeing her like this.
She threw away her cigarette and stood up. They must be waiting for me… She looked at her watch and ran to the club that she worked in.
"Kaoru! Where have you been? Everyone is waiting for you! The guys are starving! Satisfied them!" The boss smirked while he handed the costumes to her. Kaoru smiled seductively.
"I'm ready anytime you want…" She winked her eyes. Her boss smirked satisfied. He squeezed Kaoru's butt. She moaned full with pleasure. He laughed.
"You, my naughty girl. You always know how to satisfied men." He left her in her dressing room.
Kaoru dimmed. Who wanted to do that? She didn't want to take her clothes and being naked in front of many lusty men. She was sick of everything. She wanted to leave. Suddenly Misao came in.
"Kaoru? Let's eat some pizza." Kaoru smiled. Misao was her best friend. She was in the same school as Kaoru.
"Misao-chan, I'll finish my job and we can go to the nearest pizza restaurant near here. Just wait for me here." Said her as she put her make up and wore her blonde wig.
"Woow… Blonde! You can be white people with your blonde wig and blue eyes like that!"
"I insisted to wear this. I'm a high school student, after all. If somebody recognises me, I don't know what to do."
"OK. Can I just see you working?"
"No. Outside is dangerous. Stay here."
"OK, I'll be here when you're done." Misao blinked at her. Kaoru smiled.
"I have to go now!" Kaoru looked at the clock and left the room.
On the stage, she heard her boss announced to the audience.
"And now the beautiful, sexy and horny girl RUU-CHAN!"
Kaoru felt like she wanted to vomit. She was not horny. She was sad. Life's sucks. She forced herself to smile a seductive smile, and came on to the stage, where she would be rapped by many eyes of hungry men. She didn't like it.
If happy little bluebirds fly
Beyond the rainbow
Why oh why can't I?
A/N:NOT GOOD! Short and meaningless! I'm not sure if there's anyone who gets the point of this story, because it's too abstract. But still my friend wants me to post it… Review please…
Waktu istirahat! Mari makan…
See ya!