I woke up with heavy breaths and sweat coating my body. What the hell? "Sam?" Jinx sat up next to me in the bed. I looked to her smiling slightly and hugging her. "Sera, I'm so sorry." I whispered to her. "I'm so sorry that I ever forgot about you." I muttered gently.
We let go and collided our lips into a sweet and tender kiss, Sera pulled away and looked at me. "You should be," she looked at me, rage in her eyes. I jumped in shock, was she really that mad? "I can't believe I ever fell for such an asshole like you." She spat coldly at me. "Didn't you know how much I loved you? But no, you couldn't dare to see me, touch me the way you did before. You preferred to go hunting with your own brother!" She got out of the bed.
"Sera!" I yelled going after her, she turned to me. "I should have never loved you." Sera whispered to me. My heart broke into pieces. "No, please, Sera! I love you." I begged. Doesn't she know my heart aches for her after I started to remember? "If you really love me then leave me alone." She turned her back on me and walked off, I quickly went after her. But she suddenly disappeared.
I fell to my knees in tears. Sera's gone, and it's all my fault. I was the reason she left. If only I weren't so stupid back then! Then she would have never left... she would still be here. "Sera," I whispered softly to myself. "Sera please, I love you..."
"SAM!" I woke up quickly to find myself in the impala with Dean, he gave me one of his signature serious yet somewhat concerned older brother looks but then returned his attention to the road. "How... how long was I out?" I asked him. "Two hours," Dean replied. "I could hear you whisper Jinx's name in your sleep." He told me, "I don't think I've ever seen you act this way since Jessica died."
I sighed. "I screwed up, Dean." I said. "Yeah, damn right you did. Look at you." Dean gestured to me still looking ahead at the road. "You're nothing but a mess now!" He told me. "You know she didn't to leave but she was hurt, you hurt her."
"You don't think I already know?" I mumbled. "Look, we're almost to the ship, maybe there's some good food there and we can take a rest while we're being shipped to Tokyo." Dean said. "Yeah, sounds like a plan." I said with as much disinterest as I could muster. "Sammy, come on. Yes, Sera's gone and she's probably moved on. Maybe it's time for you to move on as well." Dean told me, "who knows, there might be some hot chicks in Japan."
"Ok," I said trying to sound interested but inside me I really wasn't. I couldn't get over Sera or the fact that I was the reason she left. But Dean was right, Sera must be over me by now. "Alright, we still got a few miles so why don't you try going back to sleep?" I sighed and fell asleep again.
