I'm so confused
I don't know what to do.
All I know is
I wanna be with you.
You make me smile
whenever your around.
I could just sit and watch you
without making a sound.
I could talk to you for hours
about nothing at all.
You make me feel so comfortable
into your arms I wish I could crawl.
I miss you when you're gone
I miss you when you're near.
If we are together
we will have nothing to fear.
So I guess I'm finally telling
I'm being real and true.
Not only do I like you
I'm completely head over heels in love with you.
But I sit here alone with a smile on my face,
I smile as I breathe in deep,
I smile as I close my eyes
and I smile all day long;
the sky is dark,
as the freezing winds
seep into my bones,
I sit here smiling silently cold and empty;
I wait here frozen in time,
with my dreams torn apart,
my heart encased in a tomb,
I smile to mask my true emotions;
smile is all that I do day in and day out,
the mask that I wear is so perfect,
one needs to come a lot closer,
to see the tears trickling down my eyes;
the days are long,
the nights longer still.
I try to find the light,
but find comfort only in the dark;
emotions swell inside,
walking on a broken path,
I look up for the rainbow
hoping that one day I will get off
this broken path and onto a new one;
A broken smile is a smile that is false to hide the pain inside…
As I cry inside….
