AN: I own nothing but my characters, Jenna and Arizona. For continuity Opie's kids will still be named Trey & Paige. Opie & Jenna's mother is still named Ann. I'm aware their cannon names are different but oh well. Tara is still present in the story there is no Thomas or engagement sorry Tara fans. I wrote my own versions of the appisodes to explain certain things in cannon. Arizona is ten months old by my calculations.

As always certain things that happen in cannon may or may not happen here. I put my own twist on things.

Songs used: Daughters Of The Soho Riots By The National, Firework By Katy Perry, I Love You This Big By Scotty Mcreery, If I Needed You By Townes Van Zant, What A Wonderful World By Louis Armstrong. I do not own or have anything to do with them just borrowing. Everything recognizable belongs to Kurt Sutter & FX.

New Posters and Ficlets are posted to the profile.

Phew, Don't think I missed anything. Lastly please enjoy and review.

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Episode 1: Loose The Chains

Incarceration Day 10:

The first time Jenna sees Jackson's buzzed hair is the visitation room. She can't breathe for a second and she knows that's stupid but he's had something resembling long hair since he was fifteen. That hair was one of the features every other man she's ever dated had. It'd become a thing because of Jax.

"It's just hair baby, it'll grown back." Jax walks toward her smiling rubbing his scalp in a little nervous tick. When he goes blurry he realizes there are tears in her eyes.

"No its not who did that too you? If its no big deal how would you feel if I chopped off all my hair?" His face screws up at that.

"Some Nords cornered me…" the guard shoots them a look they are standing too close to each other. Jax just moves closer.

"Don't cry, Really Jenna its not a big deal." he squats in front of her. She sniffs and shrugs.

"I know I'm being stupid but my inner fifteen year old was attached okay. I liked your hair the way it was. I find Ernest Darby and I'm whipping his ass." she ran her fingers over his scalp experimentally.

He laughed. "Alright then, and don't cut your hair in retaliation please."

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incarceration Day 26:Jenna's phone rings. "Hi baby is it sad that I think Jax's number when I see the prison pop up."

"Hey Darlin," Jax Chuckles. "Pitiful maybe not sad….I've turned you into one of those women.""You have not!" she sad indignantly."Sure, Ann has lovely things to say about me huh?" He smirked."Don't mind mama she's crazy as fuck anyway she married dad." Jax laughs at that. "How are the mini me's?" "Abel's taking a nap and Arie's dancing on my liver." Jenna hears a tussle what sounds like a whispered threat.

"Jax baby." She hears a choked gasp.

"Jackson! Jackson!" she shouts. Tara and Gemma turn from the stove. She hears Jax breathing and the occasional profanity.

"What's happening Jax? Jackson!" Her voice rises in pitch and volume with fear."Got shanked Jen…I'm on the floor by the phone bay…."

"What? Why? I don't…" "Call the guard station for me the camera's can't see me… Somebody help! " He shouts the last part."I don't know how Jax I don't have the number…""Just stay on the phone with me Jenna.""And listen to you bleed to death?""Tell me what's happening Jennasis!" Gemma demands. "Someone stabbed Jax I don't know how to get him help." "I'll do it.""Keep him talking Jen." Tara tells her gravely.

"You know what I want to do preferably before I die?" Jax says to distract her"You aren't funny Jackson! What do you want to do?""Shower with you." Jenna Snickers "Really that all?""Showering with men is not enjoyable I feel like they stare at my junk.""Well your junk is rather impressive but hey, I'm biased." She joked making Jax laugh. "Ow that kinda hurt like hell.""Sorry baby, your mom she's getting you help ok, Just hang on ok? Please?""Hey my Jenna, I ain't goin' no where so…just- How you doin?""I'm terrified.""I know but you're doing good. Keeping me distracted."

"Did I tell you I keep dreaming about Zona? She has red hair in all of them.""Zona huh?"" I like it, makes her sound tough. Here come the guards get to St. Thomas baby, I love you.""I'm going. I love you too Jax.""I know bye."

-/-/-/-Jax wakes in a hospital gown, literally chained to the bed. He feels what is most decidedly a breeze. looks to his right the guard is reading the paper on his left Jenna's sleeping as is Abel eyes closed mouth open draped over her upper look peaceful, content, like if he were able force change and time to shift he'd be finding them like that on the couch some non sensical thing playing on the wants it. Longs for it. Misses clears his throat. "Baby," Jenna jerks awake with a snort.

Instantly its one of those rare moments when Jax remembers how much the accident changed things hits him as she doesn't rush over to him like in a movie instead she taps the glass of the window. Opie and Gemma appear quick as lightening. It's like something sharp claws at his lungs as he breathes through the takes Abel and knowingly brings him over for Jax to kiss. She leaves with the sleeping child but he knows she'll be picks up Jenna carries over and sets her on the foot of his bed. He stares a hole through the guard wordlessly daring him to say something. He claps a hand on Jax's shoulder while Jenna adjusts her St. Thomas Hospital gift shop shirt over her noticeably larger belly."Glad your still kickin' man. I leave you to our favorite lady." and he leaves ,

Jax spots a bruise on Jenna's elbow. "How'd you get this?" he touches it gingerly.

"Oh I fell baby weight makes transferring kind of topsy turvy. Ope, helps me now." She can feel the guard staring at looks over smirking. "I'm a cripple and he's manacled to the bed. We obviously aren't gonna make a run for it. Think you could give us some privacy?" The guard sighs but leave to stand sentry at the door.

Jax places a hand on her belly. "I'm going to miss it."

Jenna forces a grin. "Maybe not…I mean you're Mom has Lohan working on it, just try and stay out of shit okay?"

"This bothers me. I don't like not being there for you."

"I know but Jax we can't take it back now. So, we just keep going."

Tara comes in then breaking the moment. "Hey doc," Jax greets,

"Hey Tara, impeccable timing as always." Jenna teases.

Tara smiles. "Love your top Jen."

"Abel split his cranberry juice on me."

"Jax you got lucky. Nothing vital was hit.-/-/-/-

Incarceration Day 28:

Jenna found Jax's bag from Ireland shoved into the closet. She nearly lost her lunch over the stench of the clothing. Her hand lands on a bundle of mail. She pulls it out reading the note written in Maureen's scrawl. She doesn't know if she should read these or whether or not she even wants too.

-/-/-/-

Incarceration Day 85:

Jenna has John's letters in her purse and questions burning her tongue. She rolls into and sees her dad at a table. She's fully showing and wearing a flowy purple strapless top.

"Daddy Opie called me the purple people eater." Jenna whines. He smirked.

"Do not laugh old man."

"S'not very nice. You look ravishing my girl. Want some coffee? Decaf? A coke? I'll share he pointed at his breakfast.

"Nah, Jax took every molecule of caffeine from the house before he left to break me. I need to be a good girl for the zygote. Jesus Daddy use a fork."

"I'm a rebel. I'll stick with the knife. Something on you're mind Jenny?"

"When Uncle John died they're sure it was an accident right?" She squints and tilts her head.

He looks at her in that unflinching way that always makes her fidget. He puts the knife in his pocket.

"He was hit by a semi Jennasis…"

"I know that its just I read something of his and-" He smacked the table cutting Jenna off. She jumps anxiously.

"Look at me Jennasis Indigo Winston." She looks him right in the eye. It makes him proud.

"That's enough you leave whatever you think you read alone. It was an accident and that's all you need to know. Do you understand me? I know that you think you know things, and some you do but this you don't."

"Dad I'm just trying to do right by Jax and-"

"You worry about your family my grandchildren, Jax, Opie but some shit isn't yours you got that? Stay out of club business and leave history how you found it dead."

"Okay Daddy. Jesus I'm sorry. Forget I said anything okay?" She shakes her head running a hand through her hair.

"Already forgotten. Eat something besides peanut butter today." She went to roll away. "And Jenny?"

"Yeah."

"I love you."

"I know."

"A lot more than you'll ever know my girl."

"I love you too. Lay off the crown though, its making you edgy and mean."

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Incarceration Day 110: Thanksgiving

Abel is sitting in the middle of the kitchen floor as Jenna checks the stuffing.

"Mama Hi!"

"Hi Abel."

"Hi Mama!" they've been saying hi to each other for ten minutes. He likes whatever game he thinks they're playing. She finds it tiring.

"Hi son." She closes the oven door and picks him up. He giggles. "Mama!"

"Abel gimme kiss." he twist to kiss her. Its sweet he even puckers up like Gemma taught him.

She struck with sudden sadness. She's done this before spent holiday's with loved ones in prison. She'd spent Opie's first holiday on the inside with Donna.

They'd burned the turkey bought pizza and pumpkin pie and ate it setting in the living room floor watching Macy's Thanksgiving Day Parade with the kids. Later, when no one was around she held Donna as she cried.

It's so different when you're the wife and there's no one to hold and god does she want to cry.

Opie wonders in. "Hey sis food smells good." he loops his arms around her shoulders and she just plain unravels, sobbing.

"Jen?" She can't stop crying long enough to say anything. She has held it all in for so long and now that its released its snowballing. "Mom!" Opie says.

"What Ope," She comes in. "I didn't do anything Mom I swear she just started."

"Take the baby Opie."

"N-no fine. I'm fine." She manages to say, crying all the while. Ann squats down hugging her.

"Sucks Ma,"

"I know." Piney comes in "Finally hit huh?"

"Everyone's so fine and happy. I'm fucking pissed off and Gemma plans dinners. Why are they all so fine?"

"I just-he's going to miss everything Abel walking, Christmas, Arie's birth and her surgery, our freaking anniversary and no one even flinches…Gemma just tells you what dish to bring Mama!" She wipes at her tears with backs of her hands.

"I don't ever pretend to understand the way this club or Gemma works but I can tell you this. Here with us you're allowed to be weak, angry, and sad. You aren't alone Jennasis I get it baby. We're going to love you even if you aren't the perfect tough old lady you think you have to be. Okay?"

Abel twists around in her lap. Hooking a chubby arm around her neck he hugs her. His other hand strokes her face. "I'm okay buddy. Its alright. I scared him."

"He's fine." Ann says kissing her forehead.

An hour later Opie watches as his sister smiles and celebrates like nothing is wrong. In an odd way he's proud of her in another it makes him sad.

Gemma asks her to say the blessing and for a moment it looks like she might refuse but just places her hand in his he squeezes reassuringly and bows his head.

"Father we thank you for this day and the people in our lives, bless those who are absent today with peace and some measure of joy. Amen."

"Amen." they all echo. She grins. "Let's eat. You want turkey Abey baby?"

"Urkey!" Abel shouts.

-/-/-/-

Release day.

"Jen you ready?" Opie walked into the Teller home. He watched his sister rolling toward him. "You are wearing pink…plaid." His expression belies disbelief.

"My hair's not drying fast enough, Arie is screaming and I can't get her to stop. Abel's my tiny blonde shadow today. I learned not to send a prospect for Abel's snack food. Mom's late and this ugly thing hides a multitude of fat girl sins so shut up."

"You aren't fat and no I'm not saying that because I'm your brother and am required too now go put on that black and gold tube toppy thing I'll tell mom you wore the pink nightmare she'll never know."

He walked over and picked up Arizona. Situating her so lay down the length of his arm on her belly. Her head supported by the crook of his elbow. He walked around bouncing slightly. Jenna left to redress at the sudden silence she rushed back in clad in her bra and jeans.

"You found the off button praise you."

Opie smiled. "I think she has gas this used to help Trey." Lyla walked in and looked back and forth between the two.

"You are not supposed to be here Miss Lyla! I will get your man to the church or field or wherever the fuck your getting married. Now leave." Jenna hollered.

Opie shrugged. "You know we have no boundaries. Get dressed Sis before I'm scared for life. Oh and that's Jenese for love you." Opie smirked at Lyla.

"You seen one pair a tits seen em' all 'sides I'm wearin' a bra Jesus!" she shouted over her shoulder as she rolled away.

"Follow Da' leader Mama!" Abel said trailing behind.

"You got it down pat, son."

-/-/-/

Opie stood next to his bike looking over at his sister. She wore a black leather tube top covered in gold grommets, rhinestones, and crystals. Dark jeans and boots. Her hair was down in its usual curly mass. Her make up done up cat eye style with wine red lipstick.

"You look really pretty Sis."

She grins at him. "Thanks Ope."

They heard the prison gate buzz and watched the guys file out. Jenna felt the moment Jax found her in the crowd. Looking over at him she smiled wordlessly.

"He's looking at you like a staving man looks at a triple layer chocolate cake." Kozik told her.

"And now I am uncomfortable." Opie added. She couldn't help the chuckle that snuck out of her.

"Sure laugh now Sis, but you've never done time he goes all caveman with one syllable words Jax want sex. Jen hot. I'm making you hide for your own safety." he said before walking over and tossing Jax his cut the guys hoped and hollered celebrating around her.

Opie and Jax conversed a bit before he made it over to her. He reached over unbuckling her seatbelt. She squeaked in surprise when he picked her up making him laugh.

"Hey my Jenna." and he kissed her midst cheers and shouts. When they break apart. "Hey, my Jaxy."

"Its good to see you beautiful."

"Likewise."

Opie whistled at them and held up his phone "Wait…" he wiped away a lipstick smudge on Jenna's lower lip.

"There now smile they did and he snapped the picture.

"Prospect put Mrs. Teller's chair in the van." Clay said as Jax helped her onto the back of his bike.

-/-/-/-They arrive in Charming and there is a veritable cavalcade of cops blocking Main Street."Hello boys, Charming PD is now an offshoot of San Joaquin County Sherriff's Office and I am Sheriff Roosevelt. As a condition of your parole it's a violation to wear any gang related paraphernalia." He says."We're just a motorcycle club not a gang Sheriff." Clay replied. Jenna feels Jax tense fractionally."Either way. I see any of you boys who just got out today wearing your cuts, and I'm throwing you back in.""If you're done showing us how big your dick is Teddy, may we go." Jax popped off."I'll be watching you. Mrs. Teller lovely too see you.""Oh I'm sure." Jenna muttered.

-/-/-/-

They roll into the TM lot. Jax helps her from the bike and into her chair. He kisses her again and Jenna laughs. "I'm not going anywhere Jax. I think Paige has Abe…"

He's barely turned away from Jenna when his mother approaches.

She hugs him. "I love you."

"I love you too Ma."

"She did good. Held her shit together." She nodded over to Jenna who was fixing her helmet hair while talking to Piney. Tara stood next to her playing with Arizona while Piney held her. "They're what you might call friends now don't go screwing it up Jenny doesn't have many friends."

"She always holds up under pressure. Even when she shouldn't have to, I never doubted her." Jax replied quietly

"I got the gift for you they're delivering it tomorrow."

"Thanks." Paige let Abel down. "Daddy!" shouted the tiny blur. He promptly latched on Jax legs.

"Hey buddy," Jax grins and picks him up.

"How you doin'? alright? Wanna go check on your sister?" Abel made a face at that.

"Bud I think that sister person is here to stay." Jax laughed.

"She'll grow on you lil' man I promise." Opie says from behind him. Jax walks over to Jenna where she's holding Arizona. "Trade me?" She says.

"Yeah," he puts Abel down and takes Arizona whose wearing a purple bubble suit covered in white polka dots and a matching purple reaper beanie.

"Hi sweet girl, Wow you're getting big."

"Ahh!" the baby screeches smiling at him. "How's my Zona been huh?"

"Uncle Jax she don't talk just babbles I'm tryin' to teach her to say shit!" Trey says.

Jax laughs. "I'm sure your aunt appreciates the effort."

Jenna ruffles his hair and kisses his forehead. "Trey don't curse." She grabs at Abel as he literally climbs up her. He grabs her face forcing her to look at him. "Color Mama."

"Its on your table son."

"Thank." he kisses her on the tip of the nose and climbs down. He grabs Jax's hand and drags him toward a picnic table.

"I guess I'm coloring." Jax and Jenna wheels along behind him.

"I guess you are. Watch him though caught him trying to stick a crayon up Arie's nose last week."

"Chapel in ten." Clay hollers. "Fifteen!" Jenna yells back "Let Jax enjoy his kids a bit first Jesus!"

"They'll be there later Jennasis."

"Not the point. He's an asshole." Jenna whispers the last part to Jax. He smiles. "Yes he is." and he kisses her.

-/-/-/-

Twenty minutes later when Opie's leaving the chapel he nearly steps on Arie. She's on all fours, big blue eyes shining up at him a chubby slobber covered hand smacks his boot she smiles.

"Hi baby girl, Jax there's a girl waiting on you out here."

"Tell Ima to take a hike."

"I think you'll like her she's red headed."

"Tell Jenna-" he made it to the door. "Oh its my baby…" Jax picks her up.

"Zona! They're going to make me put you down." he tells her he kissing the top her head.

"She smells good what is that?" Opie leaned over and sniffed

" Nestles baby hair lotion and the only reason I know that is because Jen sent me to a pharmacy in Lodi to get it."

"She needs lotion for her hair?"

"Prevent cradle cap or some shit."

"Give the baby back to its mother and for god's sake quit sniffing her." clay griped "we got shit to do."

-/-/-/-

After the meeting with the Russians Jax went home. It was warmly homey and quiet.

"Jenna! Where are you?" He hollers

Shh, Jackson kids are sleeping."

He finds her in the bathroom in front of the vanity in a frayed pink robe.

"What are you doing?" he asks.

She looks back at him in the mirror. "Getting ready for the wedding. You?" he's staring at the cross pendanant of her tattoo. "What?" She asks catching his stare.

"You're beautiful Jenna." he shoves off the wall walking toward her. He surprises her brushing his lips across the freckles peppering the bridge of her nose and cheeks that she typically covers up.

The gesture is sweet and very rare from Jax. His mouth lands on hers hot and hard. She smirks into his mouth, there's the guy she knows. She goes to curl her hands into his hair only to realize its no longer there. She settles for wrapping herself around him when he lifts her from the chair.

They are bare of clothes before she can blink. Jax is looking at her like she's precious and sacred. Like he did when she first came home, truthfully, it kind of freaks her out. "Jax…" his hand skims up her side stopping on her ribs where her new tattoo resides. A black and grey treble clef filled in with the names of everyone she loves. "Jax." and "Harry." are side by side it makes him smile. He presses his lips to the skin.

"Hm." he answers. "Something wrong?" he shakes his head no. "Just looking…so let me. Try breathing Jenna and stop thinking." he presses his lips to her sternum and is rewarded with a sigh. Her fingertips glide along his scalp making him shiver. His hands slide up to her breasts to squeeze gently.

"So many very dirty things I long to do to you." Jax mutters. He kisses her deeply tongues tangling.

She laughs "Well pick one or multiple things just choose." her voice is breathy and low. It drives him a little crazy. He skims his hands down her torso to catch behind her thighs to sink to her.

"Ahh…" Slides out her mouth.

"Sorry." he says. They're so close their foreheads are touching.

"I'm fine…Christ Jackson move. He thrust shallowly. He kisses her so deeply it makes her heart pound like she's fifteen again. She kisses back biting his bottom lip and causes him to growl and thrust deeper. Again and again and again. Dragging her that much closer to her end.

Sighs and groans fill the air. Jax's chest is red face set grimly. She peppers his face and shoulders in little kisses. He's so tense she knows he's holing back.

"Faster Jax its fine…" it was Like he needed permission. He set a faster pace. Bed creaking beneath them. She comes around him arching up off the bed. She bites his shoulder to keep from making noise. A few short quick thrusts later he's following her lead. She covers his mouth. "Shh, she snickers. "Do not wake them up.

"Next time…' Jax trails off trying to catch his breath as he lay beside her.

"How do you feel about dirty wedding sex?" She asks voice thick

"I'm game…just leave the heels on…"

"We need to talk…" Jax adds. "About?" Jenna prop herself up on her elbows and eyes him. He reaches up brushing her hair out of her.

"Well for starters, You know there's this thing about being your husband it kinda gives me Jenna radar and well you're setting it off so what's wrong?"

"I'll sound stupid and petty…"

"I promise not to notice, tell me."

"You think Ope and Lyla are right for each other? Is this the right thing for my brother? Will they make it?"

"Life is a total crap shoot my Darlin' if we know anything we know nothing is for sure." his finger tips crawl along the curve of her hip.

"Ope's intentions are good baby. You gotta trust him and her to know what they are doin'."

"I asked him to do that for us you know? Its easier to ask of someone than it is to do."

"Its okay to feel conflicted Jenna, you wouldn't be who you are if you weren't concerned for him."

"She better not hurt him." he pulls her to him. Dropping a kiss on her mouth

Jax chuckled. "Only you could be threatening and in scary bitch mode while naked." She lays back down her head resting on his chest She rolls her eyes at his statement.

. "That's the other thing, I want us to make it." He continues.

" I've had nothing but time to think Jenna and I just- be honest with me a minute ok? Do you want our kids to grow up how we did? Dad's in and out of jail, our mamas hating them and having no one try rely on?"

"I'd never hate you Jackson." She whispers.

"You sure about that? Because if I stay with SAMCRO I'm headed right back to jail you know it and I know it." he tangles his fingers in her hair.

"What are you saying?" She twists and looks up at him.

"I want out babe, all the way."

"But-"

"I can do it. Clay hasn't got much time left before his hands go. I wait til then make money with our new Irish deal. When he steps down I'll go then."

"Your mom is not going to sit passively by and let you go Jax. John wanted out and…. "

"She can't stop me, John was a coward who couldn't do the right thing I am not living that way baby."

"Jax I left I did it. It's fucking hard. Having no roots and no safety net. My dad he'll-" She starts to tear up.

"This club stopped being what it was created for before we were even born. Now its about greed and blood, not love or brotherhood. My dad wrote about change I'm just going to change it. He understands Darlin' and I'll be your roots Jenna, your safety net. I'm not leaving you. Not now. Not ever. Please let me take care of you, the kids. Lets break this completely fucked cycle what do you say?"

"I say, I'll follow you anywhere…where you think Ope's gonna land on things?"

He shrugs. "I think he'll follow you anywhere." Arizona let out a plaintive cry. Jax grins so wide it makes Jenna laugh "It's a baby girl not a new Harley Jax."

"So, I got her." he kisses her rolls her off of him and puts on pants and goes to get her. Jenna so wants to lay in the afterglow but she has a wedding to get to so she doesn't. She gets up.

Jenna stops in the middle of testing the shower when she hears Jax singing I love you this big to Arizona. She laughs she can't help it. He's so off key and just awful that its sweet.

"Baby you watch American Idol in the clink?"

"Shut up she likes it."

-/-/-/-

Jax finds Jenna sitting a few yards down the road from where the wedding will take place. In her low cut v-necked blue dress. Face turned skyward.

"What is she doing?" Lyla asks approaching in her insanely short wedding dress.

"If I know my wife she's praying."

"For?"

"Peace. Ope's happiness. Understanding and an answer she'll never find."

"I'll get her…" Jax says and walks toward Jenna.

"You're stunning. you know that?" he calls out. She turns. "You're just trying to get laid." she yells back smiling. Her hair is in an intricate braided up do, curls framing her face. Her make up reminds him of a china doll. Pale skin, red lips and slightly smoky eyes. She looks perfect to him.

"Am not if I was I'd tell your rack looks great in that dress. Which it does."

"Jackson!" he reaches her leans into her, dropping a quick kiss on her mouth.

"Really, its very distracting. She laughs, mission accomplished "Be my arm candy?" he says. "Ready when you are Jaxy."

-/-/-/-

"Now you will feel no rain, for each of you will be shelter for the you will feel no cold, for you'll always be warmth for each you will feel no loneliness, for you'll always be each other's you are two persons, but there is only one life before you. " the pastor recites the apache blessing it's pretty and fitting. Jax winks at her at the last line. She grins and winks back.

Jax jokes like he lost the ring. "Real mature Jackson." Jenna mutters but laughs.

Their vows are simple and to the point but Jenna still tears up.

"What else?" Jax prompts. Both Winston siblings roll their eyes but Opie says it. "I promise to treat you as good as my leather…"

"And ride you as much as my Harley…"everyone repeats with him.

"Go to it." the pastor says they kiss and just like that her brother's married.

-/-/-/-

Jenna approaches the knot of men around Opie intent on asking Jax to dance but just as she reaches him placing her hand on his back to draw his attention Piney comes over.

"Hey my girl, I believe I owe you a belated dance." Jax grins.

"Mama put you up too it?" Opie snickers and hands Jax a gun.

Townes van zant's If I needed you begins. With that Jenna knows it was his choice.

"They're playin' our song." Piney says. Jenna goes to roll on to the dance floor. Before she can he picks her up out of the chair. "Daddy!"

"Hush I'm fine."

"How does she do that? He's mean as fuckin' rattler any other time." Tig said.

"It's Jen." "Its Jenna." Jax and Opie say at the same time. Jax watches them smiling, sometimes he wishes he'd given her a proper wedding he's glad she's got this moment.

-/-/-/-

"I see trees of green…" Jax looks up to see Jenna singing the brides request and Opie goes to dance with his wife.

"Stuff to do baby, I'll be back." he calls out.

"Red roses too…" he really just wants to sit and listen to her but Clay's in the world's biggest hurry. She waits for a break in the music.

"Save me a dance Cowboy?"

"You save me one."

-/-/-/-

He comes back from dealing with Russians to find Jenna cutting a rug with Opie and the kids, he plops down in the empty seat next to Lyla, smiling as he watches Opie spin her so fast its making him dizzy. "Are they really dancing to firework?" Jax asks. Lyla nods.

"They sure are something,' Lyla smiles just a tiny bit sadly. "Opie!" Jenna squeals at the unexpected dip she'd been tipped into. Jax laughs and looks over at Lyla. "What's wrong?"

"You ever get used to it, coming in second?"

"Knew this was coming." He taps the table gently. He chooses his words carefully.

" There are no real places because they don't even know they do it. That closeness, it's survival skill and defense mechanism. Its love, different from what he shares with you but its just as strong. It's instinct for them not choice. We can't fault them for it that's not fair." Jax stands and then cuts in on Opie when it fades into a slow song.

He lifts her from the chair. "Men just keep carrying me around a girl could get used to this." She teases. He pulls her flush against him and holds her tight.

"Don't drop me I can't wrap around you in this thing."

"I got ya. You look so good." He grins at her.

"Trying to get laid….'

"Dirty wedding sex." he reminds her and she giggles.

They dance with the haunting and soulful song, gravelly voice of the national's lead. "Break my arms around the one I love and be forgiven by the time my lover comes break my arms around my love." Jenna sings along softly.

"I'm happy." Jenna whispers. He kisses her exposed neck. He tights his grip and breathes into the curve of her neck,

"Harry…" she calls out. "Hm," he says back.

"It's good to see you happy."

"You too Jen."

For all of SAMCRO's chaos Jax is glad he can have moments like this of total peace.