Cries of Pain, Tears of Love.

Define love...

I've been told various things about love. It's affects, who it affects, how it is made between a man and a woman, what each sex looks for in the opposite sex, how people fall in love, reasons behind love, the scientific explanation to love, and what ever jargon they threw at us.

But I question as to whether or not these 'People' actually understand what it means to fall in love with you with your one true special love, what it is to take them in your arms and have the feel of the need to protect them and dedicate yourself completely to them and swear that no harm shall come to them.

Do these 'People' understand this? Or did they pretend to love just to show people that they have a partner that they're not alone that they are not freaks. Or did they just have a partner and children for the benefits that they would receive from the Government and just be used as mere tools and used for sheer show off purposes?

They tell us in school that love between a man and a woman is natural, but mention nothing about falling for the same sex. They consider it wrong, immoral, disgusting, unnatural but answer me this: How can falling in love be wrong? Does it matter if you fall in love with your best friend? What about falling in love with a man if your a man? Or a woman falling for a woman? Is that wrong is any of this wrong? It's better to be hated for what you are, instead of loved for what your not, that saying got me through some of the most rough and hardest times in my love when I discovered what I truly am.

Religious people say that "It's not God's wish" or "You're angering God!" or "Your going to hell" or "It's a sin" and whatever jargon bullshit they come up with.

This is what these blind, foolish, imbeciles can't comprehend is that you shouldn't live life by what a book says or by what people say or if God exists the way he or she wants you to live, we were given free will for a reason. If this is wrong why doesn't it feel wrong?

These people are scared about what they don't understand. So if they can't control it, or understand it, or dominate they try to destroy it or render it obsolete, but now it's time for some realization, that love can't be controlled, it can't be understood, or dominated, you can't even destroy it. It is a force that has always existed and must continue to exist whether you want it to or not.

It's unfortunate I didn't realize this sooner.

This is the story of how I fell for my true love... Taichi Yagami and how I let out my cries of pain but shed tears of love.