Walking downtown alone at night and I can still hear the echos of your voice all around me. You gave that old 'its not you, its me' speech. Yeah right. I knew you were with her. I knew it was a matter of time until you broke my heart, but then why does it still hurt so bad? Why tonight of all nights?That's right, you said you would never leave me and I believed you. But it looks like you chose her over me. Did you tell her the same thing? Will you do what you did to me to her? No one knows but you.
Now I'm doing one thing you told me never to do, walk around town alone at night. You said it was dangerous, but the only thing that it dangerous is you. Right now the moonlight is shining on my blonde hair, and if you were with me it would be illuminating your silver hair. But I won't see that again.
I wonder into one your ou-your favorite bars. I always hated this bar but I always told you I liked it to make you happy. Clearly you had no intention of making me happy. I sit down and the bartender, my best friend, asks me where you are. I tell him what happened, that you were with her. He said you are a bastard, and so was everyone else around me because they all knew, but no one wanted to tell me because they didn't want to see me hurt. Well that didn't work out so well. He tells me shes been with you for almost 3 months. I sit there startled for a second and order a drink. He smiles at me, how did I never notice how cute he is? Much hotter than you by far.
We talk for a while, and have I been this blind my whole life? How have I never seen him in such a way, when he ruffles his blond spikes and blushes when someone compliments him. He asks me if I want to go get something to eat and I say yes. He goes into the back for a second and gets someone to cover the rest of his shift. I leave the money for my drink on the counter and we go outside. Its a rather cold night and I forgot gloves, and he seems to notice. He takes my hand in his which I don't mind right now because his hands are warm. He leads me to my favorite frozen yogurt place you never took me to. It is a self serve place so I get confetti cake with sprinkles. He gets what he always gets, sea salt with nothing on top.
We weigh our yogurts and pay, he insists on paying for mine so I let him. I ask him if he has found a girlfriend, and he says no. He also says that there is a girl he likes, and my heart sinks a little when he says that...but why? I ask him who it is, and he says it doesn't matter because he knows she doesn't like him. I tell him any girl would be stupid to not like him. I just realized what came out of my mouth and look down at my feet and blush. But to my surprise he leans over and kisses me. Maybe us breaking up was a good thing. It is.
"Happy Valentines day Namine."
"Happy Valentines day Roxas."
